Al-Anon Family Group - Al-Anon Family Group

_heather_ · _heather_

Finally. I detatched myself from my husband and am currently separated. I could not be happier with my decision for my own well being. I struggled a lot thinking I couldn't do it on my own but I picked up the pieces and I have been. I am so proud of myself. I feel happy, healthy and strong. My only issue is wi...

dragonflys · dragonflys

My husband moved back to our state last week. We have been seperated by 700 miles for the past 5 months. He told me the reason he was moving back to our state was to be able to see his daughter. I guess that was a lie...which he admitted tonight. I took my daughter to see her daddy last weekend. I gues...

Icie · Icie

Anyone of you could be married to my alcoholic son, who has broken my heart over & over & has hurt his children over & over & his ex wife. His wife finally left him & divorced him, but she has never gone to AL anon so all the craziness continues, between them over the kids & one tryi...

sisdragonfly1957 · sisdragonfly1957

After 11 years I feel like I have been beaten by this diease. I am giving up. I Have no where to go, no money, he has MY car all the time now. I am just giving up...... I see no way out. i have burnt all my bridges with my family. I have no friends. I can see that is is keeping me isolated. He is so sneaky, narrastic....

JAMIE74 · JAMIE74

I am new to all this and am really having a tough time figuring it all out. I know it's going to take time and meetings and my HP. But my confusion at the moment is the difference between detachment and just not caring or is it the same thing. Am I not supposed to care when he puts down me or my son? Am I not supp...

usedtobeanyer · usedtobeanyer

Hope I didn't scare anyone off with the title of this subject...I know we are all connected to our higher powers in different ways and levels. I have to say I have seen his hand so powerfully in my life in recent months that it is overwhelming. I think back to last summer, when I never knew what I would come h...

lovestoread · lovestoread

My ABF Texts me today and tells me he got locked out of his car today after he had his tooth extracted because he blew positive for alcohol? and the reason for that was the novocaine? HUH? I'm not sure I understand but..ahhh okay. Now he has to go to the place that does the breathalizer on his vehicle a...

Breakingfree · Breakingfree

I have made great strides and slipped and forged ahead and I felt another slip here recently. I am now more aware of myself than I have ever been. I thought I was magically cured and forgot this is a process and if I stop working my program I will backslide. It was a great reminder and onward I am going. I stil...

A_Shu108 · A_Shu108

Hey there... I decided I needed a group to help me stay focused and discuss my thoughts and hear how others are dealing with this crazy thing we call "addiction" I am married to a man who is no doubt an alcoholic. He is a Binge drinker, the type that doesnt drink a lick all week but feels entitled...

Kismet · Kismet

I am so angry I hardly know where to begin. My AH has been in business with his family for the past 20 years; they are all co-owners of a restaurant/pub. The setup and environment has always been toxic to the sons, my husband's brother was going down a bad road with drugs until he met his wife 8 years ago and h...

Inuyami · Inuyami

Hello everybody! It's been a while since I've been on to read or post anything on these boards but here is an update and maybe you all can give me some advice. Today marks two weeks that my AH hasn't drank (if I am to believe what he says) and two weeks of me living with my parents. The friday before last, I cal...

NCLadybug · NCLadybug

My recovering AH needs coping skills. I could use some coping skills myself as the family member. Any ideas?

Tracy · Tracy

Hi all, I was shopping the other day and saw a card that read WHEN YOU HAVE MASTERED YOURSELF THEN YOU HAVE MASTERED LIFE. I bought the card and intended to give it to my sober ABF who is just coming out off avery big slip. However I have grown a lot the past couple of months and realised that ithis is what I ne...

defunk · defunk

I just stumbled upon this message board, and I'm just curious if anyone can help me, or guide me, and advise me. My boyfriend abuses roxies, we've had a few relapses within the span of our relationship. I kind of feel like he's addicted to me as well and doesn't want to be alone. It's as if he's trying to be t...

JAMIE74 · JAMIE74

So my AH got out of bed just long enough yesterday to go to his parents house for a family lunch and ended up having a big blow up in front of them. Seeing all this in the past his parents knew what was going on with him. They have been dealing with his alcoholism and drug addiction for 20 years. In and out of re...

WornOutMrsFixIt · WornOutMrsFixIt

Please help me to understand denial. It is one of the most frustrating things for me to deal with and I truly don't get it. Do you REALLY not believe that there is a problem with your drinking and do you not see the hurt and damage that you are doing to your family? Or is it done as a form of protection becau...

ilovedogs · ilovedogs

I've often heard the term acceptance thrown around the rooms of Al Anon. I thought I knew what acceptance was. I finally came to see it be exemplified in my own life just this past week. I finally realized that I do have acceptance. Awareness came easy, acceptance was hard, and now there's action. ...

debhud · debhud

my husband is an alcoholic. he has been sober for 2 years. i love him whether he is drinking or not drinking. he is an amazing man with a crappy disease. he does such nice things for me. we go to las vegas with my parents every year. he does this because he loves ME. he is gentle to the point of almost be...

Jackie11 · Jackie11

I am struggling this morning. I am blessed and thankful with the life that I have. My AH fixes dinner most nights. He works hard and I tell him often how much I appreciate him. The cooking, this point is making me miserable. You see 2 weeks ago he made bbq. I made my sandwich to my liking, piled with slaw (2 di...

TrudyS85 · TrudyS85

On my current journey, I keep thinking of something I heard on Oprah probably 20 years ago. "When someone shows you who they are, believe them!". Wow. So simple, so true. In looking back on my life I realize that often times, with my current AH, he kept showing me who he was: an alcoholic who...

AStrongerMe · AStrongerMe

As I was working through my 4th step (and plan to go through it again soon) one resounding theme was how much I can lie to myself. When others lie to me I dont get bent out of shape but I do let them know Im aware. Sort of an I saw what you did there but no further discussion needed. Doing that with my kids crea...

TrudyS85 · TrudyS85

I thought my AH was doing so well in rehab. Talked to him on the phone today about the rental we are trying to secure for him. Up till now he has been doing great (or so I thought), his attitude seemed so much better and I was hopeful. Well, we hit our first roadblock. The rental does not come with lawn servi...

Icie · Icie

Hi .....I am new to this group. My story....I was married to a alcoholic for 10 years he conned me, manipulated me, verbally abused me.I finally got into Al anon, started to heal..told him to either get help for his drinking or leave,I wasn't about to leave the home with 3 small children & he knew I me...

ilovedogs · ilovedogs

I came home early from a trip tonight and found AH trying to hide his beer cans and bottles. I did NOT handle it well. I slammed a few doors, stomped around like a tantrum throwing child. I didn't engage, but I do feel like shutting down and shutting him out again. He accused me of trying to trap him, I to...

Breakingfree · Breakingfree

As some of you may know I have been dating a man for a couple months now and at first I fell fast and hard. Now that a little bit of the newness as worn down and I am proceeding with caution I am getting yellow flags, not quite red. We addressed the issue with him and his friends that are girls and I am watching to...

slogan_jim · slogan_jim

Hi everyone, my name is slogan_jim and I would like to share. The alcoholic in my life is my father. He had surgery to remove his prostate some time back because they detected early cancer. Everything was fine. The doctor asked him to come in again for another blood test as a precaution to ensure the ca...

Bodycount02 · Bodycount02

I know I am an alcoholic, and today i found out my wife is leaving me. Most of the problems in our marriage stem from my alcohol use, and her father is an alcoholic also. I dont know what to do, all i want right now is to drink myself into oblivion. i have lost everything and i have been lying to her and myself fo...

Thelma · Thelma

My husband is new to recovery, A, for approx 9 months. I discovered that he has been in contact with an ex GF, making amends from almost 3 decades ago. He contacted her via his work email and then lied to me about it. I understand needing to make amends but am hurt that he hid the contact from me and finall...

peacewithin · peacewithin

He just don't talk to me about anything. Its really like 2 room mates. He quit drinking and he has been working OT to get through it. Then he goes to bed some times I Feel its just like when he was drinking. He always drank at home and he smokes, so he was out side in the summer and in the garage in the winter. But...

Hot Chicka · Hot Chicka

I haven't been here for awhile. Life has been relatively peaceful, but I feel a storm a brewing. AH decided that he wasn't an A many months ago, and being drinking "just a little" again. Here and there. Mostly keeping it undercontrol. Maybe once a month. I've done my best to apply my Al...

Wanttohelp · Wanttohelp

My boyfriend is doing in-patient rehab for alcohol. He was in detox for 12 days here locally then transferred to a place a few hours away when a bed became open. We had a falling out about the 3rd day of his detox over me not wanting to give him a phone number of one of his friends. So when he left, we're not...

Hoot Nanny · Hoot Nanny

The beginning is always the best place to start. I am very grateful today as I am feeling pretty OK today. I am content w/where I am. Had a fairly good weekend sharing 25 years of sobriety for a good friend of ours. It was very special to me as well as the others at the meeting. But, down to the reason I am on her...

holivex · holivex

Yesterday I got so incredibly furious at both my AH and his mother. We were in the car, heading up to spend the night at my sister's. On the way, one of my twins wanted to call his dad. He has been writing and mailing letters to him. I have encouraged that (or journaling) because I think it's important f...

DavidG · DavidG

I vowed and declared I would never call myself an oldtimer. So I decided to call me a long-timer.... I do the adult child programme inside of Alanon and have done for thirty years now. Long ago I learned to see the similarities not the differences. Last year I was fortunate to be in the United States with m...

Pushka · Pushka

There are many things that it is time for one of them is it's time for me to finish this divorce. I have thought and prayed about it and received some new information and I AM DEF going respond in a very appropriate way. It's amazing to me how God continues to bless and present things just as I need them. ...

JJ21 · JJ21

Have not been to many F@F meetings. I was to emotional in the beginning to deal with the pain and embarrased when I would start crying. I wanted to get the focus of of him and on me before I started this, however I have been toying with the sheets and know where I feel I need to concentrate. I feel stronger...

Forward · Forward

I have no idea what to do. My husband is an alcoholic. He was a drinker when we married 21 years ago, but everyone we knew drank then. I grew up and grew out of it but he didn't. Around 15 years ago he quit and stayed sober for 10 years. Then 5 years ago he started up again. It has been hell. He had his own b...

denro · denro

I have many sober alcoholics around my life and come from an alcoholic Father. On three previous occasions I have suffered financial losses at the hands of people I trusted, loans, investments etc. Now I have done it again, this time with serious money. My investment partner after the global meltdow...

Theoceancalls · Theoceancalls

Wish the bottom would get here already otherwise I worry the rate of my ah's alcoholsmwillvsurly kill him...or someone else. Im feeling I need to get to a f2f as im too him focused, wishing for things beyond my control, analyzing, thinking and trying to change the things I CANT....that said. When will...

slogan_jim · slogan_jim

Hi, my name is slogan_jim and I would like to share on the notion of acceptance. I am feeling very lonely tonight. It's a saturday night, I am young, I should be out partying and having a great time out on the town. Then again, I feel like that is what is expected of me and not what I truly want right now. Right...

ELEKTRAWMN · ELEKTRAWMN

We all know the A in our life lies when they drink. Well, in my case anyway. Does your A lie when they are sober? I mean about little petty stuff? Mine does. Not only that but continues to elaborate on that lie when that subject is brought up. I think a lot of it in my case is pride and not wanting to admi...

WornOutMrsFixIt · WornOutMrsFixIt

Right at bedtime . . . very relaxing. I heard tonight that my AH showed up at a business meeting at 9 am on Wednesday smelling like alcohol. They go around the room and everyone says something and when it was his turn he stood up and made a sarcastic remark about a girl who was evidently dressed "u...

JAMIE74 · JAMIE74

I set then in my mind when he started drinking again. No going with him to buy it, no buying it for him, no drinking with him. I never told him those boundaries, just kept them to myself. But he kinda threw me a curve ball...when he started drinking again it was the whiskey. The one think that turns him into a...

stephaniej · stephaniej

My AH works second shift. During the week, that is 3-11, and I am fast asleep by the time he gets home and starts drinking. Many months ago, in an effort to help preserve my sanity, I instituted some tactics like running a fan or white noise machine while I sleep, to mask the noise he makes and the sounds o...

katfshh · katfshh

The other day I went on FB, not through my normal account. I remembered I had an account through an old email address. I went on there and looked at my exA fiance's FB. Nothing much on there, but then I saw his 20 year old daughter, She is now friends with my exAF last girlfriend. They had all blocked this lad...

Pushka · Pushka

LOL .. my name is Pushka and I'm a meddler .. I need a 12 step daily program to remind me not to meddle. UGH!!! It's a really hard habit to break. So this weekend I was all so proud of myself for a few reasons .. my boundaries are getting stronger. I'm more able to see when I do things that cause me pain and ba...

Jerry F · Jerry F

I decided to not go to my home group last evening opting to drive out of town to a far off (23 miles!! OMG!!) shoreline community to hear a candidate speak to a group. He use to be the mayor and lotsa people want him back. Some of us feel he will be properly supportive to our native rights and sooooo I went...

GailMichelle · GailMichelle

Today, we're driving in my car, when I realize that I'm almost completely out of gas. So, we seek the nearest gas station of our choice and pull in. I busy myself with making a few calls on my cell; I don't even know what he is going through. So I was a little shocked when he got in the car all huffy and call...

WornOutMrsFixIt · WornOutMrsFixIt

Whenever I have a conversation or a meetup with him, it always ends up with him angry and calling me names. Where does this come from? At first it was only directed at me but now it is starting to creep in when he is discussing other people. It seems to be so common but I don"t really understand it.

Findinghope · Findinghope

My AH relapsed today, and in a way that has major consequences. I'm upset, and sad, and just so dissapointed. Every time I think he's moved forward and has some sobriety under his belt, it comes flinging back in awful ways. I'm by myself, and just feeling sad tonight. Sad that this man I love so much has th...

Jozie · Jozie

What a Week! Right Now My Husband is Going over one of the Hardest decission of His Life, and Our Lives will be Forever Changed come 2014! I'm Excited for Him, and a Little Nervous for Me, but I know that what ever or however, we will get to were we need to be! I have FAITH in My HP, So I Know I will be Lifted and Ca...

Theemettaart · Theemettaart

Sorry for not being on this board as much as i would like. There is so much going on. Today my sister and i called local social work and my parents house docter. We all together decided on a fast intervention at my mom. Their doctor went to her house to talk to her. Now she is totally pissed! she is angry with u...

holivex · holivex

Some of you might remember the post I had last weekend asking how I would know if I could trust to let AH back into the lives of my children and myself. Well, I have my answer. He's relapsed. He was even drinking the day I posted that topic. He showed up at the house for his first visitation with my kids. ...

InspiredPhotography · InspiredPhotography

My S/O texted me and he finally said he wants to live on his own. So how I have to deal with the kids. I am very scared but alittle relieved. I have to figure things out and how I am going to do things. He has put me in so much debt. I am little angry but nothing I can do. If I don't get out I will never be happy. I know t...

Jerry F · Jerry F

Aloha family. I just shaking the ashes off my butt after a full flame out last evening. I let myself and my ego get sideswiped last evening when to my armour, pulled out my gun and shot myself in the foot then telling myself "There you got yourself good that time". I'm still going thru the P...

InspiredPhotography · InspiredPhotography

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WornOutMrsFixIt · WornOutMrsFixIt

I have always struggled with anxiety issues. I take medication on a daily basis (small amounts) but I am starting to have panic attacks breaking through again. I had two massive attacks today while I was at work and am even starting to have what is know as night terrors again. They are nightmares that...

Debilyn · Debilyn

It was a movie. This lanky but cute teenager was in love with the pretty neighbor girl. They grew up together playing in forts, falling from trees,swimming, catching frogs. His sister was part of it too. As teens one day, he still in love with the girl, was sitting eating lunch with her. She was nice to hi...

Pipper · Pipper

Hi everyone I'm having such trouble trying to keep my mind of my ah.he retires in two weeks and it's party on time,he has to start a program on Monday for his DUI. I know I can't control it and I'm trying to keep my mind busy .im good for a few ays I keep saying its not my problem but then I'll wake up and start wor...

larusic · larusic

Can anyone tell me of a site where I can talk to someone with respect to my son's escalating drinking?

Topic		Started By	Replies	Views	Last Post
	Detatchment (Preview) Finally. I detatched myself from my husband and am currently separated. I could not be happier with my decision for my own well being. I struggled a lot thinking I couldn't do it on my own but I picked up the pieces and I have been. I am so proud of myself. I feel happy, healthy and strong. My only issue is wi...	_heather_	2	385	Sep 21, 2012 by _heather_
	Manipulation in full swing (Preview) My husband moved back to our state last week. We have been seperated by 700 miles for the past 5 months. He told me the reason he was moving back to our state was to be able to see his daughter. I guess that was a lie...which he admitted tonight. I took my daughter to see her daddy last weekend. I gues...	dragonflys	9	668	Sep 20, 2012 by orchidlover
	Finding serenity Amongst craziness (Preview) Anyone of you could be married to my alcoholic son, who has broken my heart over & over & has hurt his children over & over & his ex wife. His wife finally left him & divorced him, but she has never gone to AL anon so all the craziness continues, between them over the kids & one tryi...	Icie	4	555	Sep 20, 2012 by orchidlover
	His addiction has finally WON! (Preview) After 11 years I feel like I have been beaten by this diease. I am giving up. I Have no where to go, no money, he has MY car all the time now. I am just giving up...... I see no way out. i have burnt all my bridges with my family. I have no friends. I can see that is is keeping me isolated. He is so sneaky, narrastic....	sisdragonfly1957	12	696	Sep 20, 2012 by orchidlover
	Understanding how it all works (Preview) I am new to all this and am really having a tough time figuring it all out. I know it's going to take time and meetings and my HP. But my confusion at the moment is the difference between detachment and just not caring or is it the same thing. Am I not supposed to care when he puts down me or my son? Am I not supp...	JAMIE74	5	660	Sep 20, 2012 by orchidlover
	God is great (Preview) Hope I didn't scare anyone off with the title of this subject...I know we are all connected to our higher powers in different ways and levels. I have to say I have seen his hand so powerfully in my life in recent months that it is overwhelming. I think back to last summer, when I never knew what I would come h...	usedtobeanyer	7	526	Sep 20, 2012 by Pushka
	This is interesting. Wondering if anyone else has heard this one??? (Preview) My ABF Texts me today and tells me he got locked out of his car today after he had his tooth extracted because he blew positive for alcohol? and the reason for that was the novocaine? HUH? I'm not sure I understand but..ahhh okay. Now he has to go to the place that does the breathalizer on his vehicle a...	lovestoread	6	645	Sep 20, 2012 by Icie
	My recovery (slippery slope) (Preview) I have made great strides and slipped and forged ahead and I felt another slip here recently. I am now more aware of myself than I have ever been. I thought I was magically cured and forgot this is a process and if I stop working my program I will backslide. It was a great reminder and onward I am going. I stil...	Breakingfree	7	610	Sep 20, 2012 by Breakingfree
	New here...Need to stay "focus" (Preview) Hey there... I decided I needed a group to help me stay focused and discuss my thoughts and hear how others are dealing with this crazy thing we call "addiction" I am married to a man who is no doubt an alcoholic. He is a Binge drinker, the type that doesnt drink a lick all week but feels entitled...	A_Shu108	2	402	Sep 20, 2012 by hotrod
	Angry at his family (Preview) I am so angry I hardly know where to begin. My AH has been in business with his family for the past 20 years; they are all co-owners of a restaurant/pub. The setup and environment has always been toxic to the sons, my husband's brother was going down a bad road with drugs until he met his wife 8 years ago and h...	Kismet	7	612	Sep 19, 2012 by WorkingThroughIt
	The daily sea-saw! (Preview) Hello everybody! It's been a while since I've been on to read or post anything on these boards but here is an update and maybe you all can give me some advice. Today marks two weeks that my AH hasn't drank (if I am to believe what he says) and two weeks of me living with my parents. The friday before last, I cal...	Inuyami	4	621	Sep 19, 2012 by Path to Serenity
	coping skills (Preview) My recovering AH needs coping skills. I could use some coping skills myself as the family member. Any ideas?	NCLadybug	3	1006	Sep 19, 2012 by Breakingfree
	a card for myself (Preview) Hi all, I was shopping the other day and saw a card that read WHEN YOU HAVE MASTERED YOURSELF THEN YOU HAVE MASTERED LIFE. I bought the card and intended to give it to my sober ABF who is just coming out off avery big slip. However I have grown a lot the past couple of months and realised that ithis is what I ne...	Tracy	5	471	Sep 19, 2012 by Breakingfree
	Dating and Recovery (Preview) I just stumbled upon this message board, and I'm just curious if anyone can help me, or guide me, and advise me. My boyfriend abuses roxies, we've had a few relapses within the span of our relationship. I kind of feel like he's addicted to me as well and doesn't want to be alone. It's as if he's trying to be t...	defunk	3	401	Sep 19, 2012 by Breakingfree
	Parents involved now...good or bad? (Preview) So my AH got out of bed just long enough yesterday to go to his parents house for a family lunch and ended up having a big blow up in front of them. Seeing all this in the past his parents knew what was going on with him. They have been dealing with his alcoholism and drug addiction for 20 years. In and out of re...	JAMIE74	9	640	Sep 19, 2012 by JAMIE74
	Question for Recovering Alcoholics (Preview) Please help me to understand denial. It is one of the most frustrating things for me to deal with and I truly don't get it. Do you REALLY not believe that there is a problem with your drinking and do you not see the hurt and damage that you are doing to your family? Or is it done as a form of protection becau...	WornOutMrsFixIt	5	744	Sep 19, 2012 by lovestoread
	Acceptance (Preview) I've often heard the term acceptance thrown around the rooms of Al Anon. I thought I knew what acceptance was. I finally came to see it be exemplified in my own life just this past week. I finally realized that I do have acceptance. Awareness came easy, acceptance was hard, and now there's action. ...	ilovedogs	7	638	Sep 19, 2012 by glad lee
	feeling very blessed tonight.... (Preview) my husband is an alcoholic. he has been sober for 2 years. i love him whether he is drinking or not drinking. he is an amazing man with a crappy disease. he does such nice things for me. we go to las vegas with my parents every year. he does this because he loves ME. he is gentle to the point of almost be...	debhud	2	312	Sep 19, 2012 by Zimmy
	How do I get off the wheel? (Preview) I am struggling this morning. I am blessed and thankful with the life that I have. My AH fixes dinner most nights. He works hard and I tell him often how much I appreciate him. The cooking, this point is making me miserable. You see 2 weeks ago he made bbq. I made my sandwich to my liking, piled with slaw (2 di...	Jackie11	7	605	Sep 19, 2012 by Zimmy
	When Someone Shows You Who They Are (Preview) On my current journey, I keep thinking of something I heard on Oprah probably 20 years ago. "When someone shows you who they are, believe them!". Wow. So simple, so true. In looking back on my life I realize that often times, with my current AH, he kept showing me who he was: an alcoholic who...	TrudyS85	4	636	Sep 18, 2012 by glad lee
	Acceptance and self honesty (Preview) As I was working through my 4th step (and plan to go through it again soon) one resounding theme was how much I can lie to myself. When others lie to me I dont get bent out of shape but I do let them know Im aware. Sort of an I saw what you did there but no further discussion needed. Doing that with my kids crea...	AStrongerMe	4	552	Sep 19, 2012 by AStrongerMe
	Well That Didn't Take Long (Preview) I thought my AH was doing so well in rehab. Talked to him on the phone today about the rental we are trying to secure for him. Up till now he has been doing great (or so I thought), his attitude seemed so much better and I was hopeful. Well, we hit our first roadblock. The rental does not come with lawn servi...	TrudyS85	7	524	Sep 19, 2012 by holivex
	New to this group (Preview) Hi .....I am new to this group. My story....I was married to a alcoholic for 10 years he conned me, manipulated me, verbally abused me.I finally got into Al anon, started to heal..told him to either get help for his drinking or leave,I wasn't about to leave the home with 3 small children & he knew I me...	Icie	3	499	Sep 18, 2012 by Icie
	UGH! I threw my acceptance right out the window! (Preview) I came home early from a trip tonight and found AH trying to hide his beer cans and bottles. I did NOT handle it well. I slammed a few doors, stomped around like a tantrum throwing child. I didn't engage, but I do feel like shutting down and shutting him out again. He accused me of trying to trap him, I to...	ilovedogs	7	637	Sep 18, 2012 by glad lee
	I am afraid to share my true feelings (Preview) As some of you may know I have been dating a man for a couple months now and at first I fell fast and hard. Now that a little bit of the newness as worn down and I am proceeding with caution I am getting yellow flags, not quite red. We addressed the issue with him and his friends that are girls and I am watching to...	Breakingfree	8	587	Sep 18, 2012 by Debilyn
	The alcoholic and handling bad news. (Preview) Hi everyone, my name is slogan_jim and I would like to share. The alcoholic in my life is my father. He had surgery to remove his prostate some time back because they detected early cancer. Everything was fine. The doctor asked him to come in again for another blood test as a precaution to ensure the ca...	slogan_jim	5	524	Sep 18, 2012 by Debilyn
	Soldier in trouble (Preview) I know I am an alcoholic, and today i found out my wife is leaving me. Most of the problems in our marriage stem from my alcohol use, and her father is an alcoholic also. I dont know what to do, all i want right now is to drink myself into oblivion. i have lost everything and i have been lying to her and myself fo...	Bodycount02	7	586	Sep 18, 2012 by gdmbm76
	Making Amends (Preview) My husband is new to recovery, A, for approx 9 months. I discovered that he has been in contact with an ex GF, making amends from almost 3 decades ago. He contacted her via his work email and then lied to me about it. I understand needing to make amends but am hurt that he hid the contact from me and finall...	Thelma	6	502	Sep 18, 2012 by pinkchip
	Talking (Preview) He just don't talk to me about anything. Its really like 2 room mates. He quit drinking and he has been working OT to get through it. Then he goes to bed some times I Feel its just like when he was drinking. He always drank at home and he smokes, so he was out side in the summer and in the garage in the winter. But...	peacewithin	2	346	Sep 18, 2012 by pinkchip
	Sliding out of Sobriety (Preview) I haven't been here for awhile. Life has been relatively peaceful, but I feel a storm a brewing. AH decided that he wasn't an A many months ago, and being drinking "just a little" again. Here and there. Mostly keeping it undercontrol. Maybe once a month. I've done my best to apply my Al...	Hot Chicka	2	472	Sep 18, 2012 by Tracy
	Loved one in in-patient rehab (Preview) My boyfriend is doing in-patient rehab for alcohol. He was in detox for 12 days here locally then transferred to a place a few hours away when a bed became open. We had a falling out about the 3rd day of his detox over me not wanting to give him a phone number of one of his friends. So when he left, we're not...	Wanttohelp	6	503	Sep 18, 2012 by AStrongerMe
	where do I begin--at the beginning? (Preview) The beginning is always the best place to start. I am very grateful today as I am feeling pretty OK today. I am content w/where I am. Had a fairly good weekend sharing 25 years of sobriety for a good friend of ours. It was very special to me as well as the others at the meeting. But, down to the reason I am on her...	Hoot Nanny	1	463	Sep 18, 2012 by AStrongerMe
	How do you help your children detach? (Preview) Yesterday I got so incredibly furious at both my AH and his mother. We were in the car, heading up to spend the night at my sister's. On the way, one of my twins wanted to call his dad. He has been writing and mailing letters to him. I have encouraged that (or journaling) because I think it's important f...	holivex	4	870	Sep 17, 2012 by AStrongerMe
	Men in Alanon... (Preview) I vowed and declared I would never call myself an oldtimer. So I decided to call me a long-timer.... I do the adult child programme inside of Alanon and have done for thirty years now. Long ago I learned to see the similarities not the differences. Last year I was fortunate to be in the United States with m...	DavidG	10	698	Sep 17, 2012 by DavidG
	It's time (Preview) There are many things that it is time for one of them is it's time for me to finish this divorce. I have thought and prayed about it and received some new information and I AM DEF going respond in a very appropriate way. It's amazing to me how God continues to bless and present things just as I need them. ...	Pushka	12	646	Sep 17, 2012 by Pushka
	Starting 4th Step - Sponsors/Meetings (Preview) Have not been to many F@F meetings. I was to emotional in the beginning to deal with the pain and embarrased when I would start crying. I wanted to get the focus of of him and on me before I started this, however I have been toying with the sheets and know where I feel I need to concentrate. I feel stronger...	JJ21	3	3461	Sep 17, 2012 by Breakingfree
	I'm lost (Preview) I have no idea what to do. My husband is an alcoholic. He was a drinker when we married 21 years ago, but everyone we knew drank then. I grew up and grew out of it but he didn't. Around 15 years ago he quit and stayed sober for 10 years. Then 5 years ago he started up again. It has been hell. He had his own b...	Forward	3	541	Sep 17, 2012 by Breakingfree
	At the effect of a Compulsive Liar (Preview) I have many sober alcoholics around my life and come from an alcoholic Father. On three previous occasions I have suffered financial losses at the hands of people I trusted, loans, investments etc. Now I have done it again, this time with serious money. My investment partner after the global meltdow...	denro	4	627	Sep 17, 2012 by denro
	Wishing he would hit bottom (Preview) Wish the bottom would get here already otherwise I worry the rate of my ah's alcoholsmwillvsurly kill him...or someone else. Im feeling I need to get to a f2f as im too him focused, wishing for things beyond my control, analyzing, thinking and trying to change the things I CANT....that said. When will...	Theoceancalls	6	705	Sep 17, 2012 by TrudyS85
	Acceptance (share) (Preview) Hi, my name is slogan_jim and I would like to share on the notion of acceptance. I am feeling very lonely tonight. It's a saturday night, I am young, I should be out partying and having a great time out on the town. Then again, I feel like that is what is expected of me and not what I truly want right now. Right...	slogan_jim	1	539	Sep 17, 2012 by RoseODAT
	Lying? (Preview) We all know the A in our life lies when they drink. Well, in my case anyway. Does your A lie when they are sober? I mean about little petty stuff? Mine does. Not only that but continues to elaborate on that lie when that subject is brought up. I think a lot of it in my case is pride and not wanting to admi...	ELEKTRAWMN	18	868	Sep 16, 2012 by afglin
	Very Upsetting News (Preview) Right at bedtime . . . very relaxing. I heard tonight that my AH showed up at a business meeting at 9 am on Wednesday smelling like alcohol. They go around the room and everyone says something and when it was his turn he stood up and made a sarcastic remark about a girl who was evidently dressed "u...	WornOutMrsFixIt	4	505	Sep 16, 2012 by nyc018
	All my boundaries out the window (Preview) I set then in my mind when he started drinking again. No going with him to buy it, no buying it for him, no drinking with him. I never told him those boundaries, just kept them to myself. But he kinda threw me a curve ball...when he started drinking again it was the whiskey. The one think that turns him into a...	JAMIE74	3	619	Sep 16, 2012 by JAMIE74
	Need Some ESH for dealing with my A tonight (Preview) My AH works second shift. During the week, that is 3-11, and I am fast asleep by the time he gets home and starts drinking. Many months ago, in an effort to help preserve my sanity, I instituted some tactics like running a fan or white noise machine while I sleep, to mask the noise he makes and the sounds o...	stephaniej	3	660	Sep 16, 2012 by jitsuka
	Trying not to look! (Preview) The other day I went on FB, not through my normal account. I remembered I had an account through an old email address. I went on there and looked at my exA fiance's FB. Nothing much on there, but then I saw his 20 year old daughter, She is now friends with my exAF last girlfriend. They had all blocked this lad...	katfshh	4	585	Sep 16, 2012 by katfshh
	Plotting and planning .. (Preview) LOL .. my name is Pushka and I'm a meddler .. I need a 12 step daily program to remind me not to meddle. UGH!!! It's a really hard habit to break. So this weekend I was all so proud of myself for a few reasons .. my boundaries are getting stronger. I'm more able to see when I do things that cause me pain and ba...	Pushka	4	732	Sep 16, 2012 by Pushka
	Weird and sane and sober...Weird!! (Preview) I decided to not go to my home group last evening opting to drive out of town to a far off (23 miles!! OMG!!) shoreline community to hear a candidate speak to a group. He use to be the mayor and lotsa people want him back. Some of us feel he will be properly supportive to our native rights and sooooo I went...	Jerry F	8	821	Sep 16, 2012 by wildthang86
	Living with a RA (Preview) Today, we're driving in my car, when I realize that I'm almost completely out of gas. So, we seek the nearest gas station of our choice and pull in. I busy myself with making a few calls on my cell; I don't even know what he is going through. So I was a little shocked when he got in the car all huffy and call...	GailMichelle	4	831	Sep 16, 2012 by Jerry F
	Why Are A's So Mean (Preview) Whenever I have a conversation or a meetup with him, it always ends up with him angry and calling me names. Where does this come from? At first it was only directed at me but now it is starting to creep in when he is discussing other people. It seems to be so common but I don"t really understand it.	WornOutMrsFixIt	11	861	Sep 15, 2012 by likemyheart
	Rough night (Preview) My AH relapsed today, and in a way that has major consequences. I'm upset, and sad, and just so dissapointed. Every time I think he's moved forward and has some sobriety under his belt, it comes flinging back in awful ways. I'm by myself, and just feeling sad tonight. Sad that this man I love so much has th...	Findinghope	5	561	Sep 15, 2012 by Pushka
	I'm Getting there! (Preview) What a Week! Right Now My Husband is Going over one of the Hardest decission of His Life, and Our Lives will be Forever Changed come 2014! I'm Excited for Him, and a Little Nervous for Me, but I know that what ever or however, we will get to were we need to be! I have FAITH in My HP, So I Know I will be Lifted and Ca...	Jozie	5	600	Sep 15, 2012 by Zimmy
	Intervention (Preview) Sorry for not being on this board as much as i would like. There is so much going on. Today my sister and i called local social work and my parents house docter. We all together decided on a fast intervention at my mom. Their doctor went to her house to talk to her. Now she is totally pissed! she is angry with u...	Theemettaart	3	448	Sep 15, 2012 by Theemettaart
	Update...and a question about what to expect next... (Preview) Some of you might remember the post I had last weekend asking how I would know if I could trust to let AH back into the lives of my children and myself. Well, I have my answer. He's relapsed. He was even drinking the day I posted that topic. He showed up at the house for his first visitation with my kids. ...	holivex	5	577	Sep 15, 2012 by pinkchip
	It's Time (Preview) My S/O texted me and he finally said he wants to live on his own. So how I have to deal with the kids. I am very scared but alittle relieved. I have to figure things out and how I am going to do things. He has put me in so much debt. I am little angry but nothing I can do. If I don't get out I will never be happy. I know t...	InspiredPhotography	5	484	Sep 15, 2012 by pinkchip
	Flamed OUT!! (Preview) Aloha family. I just shaking the ashes off my butt after a full flame out last evening. I let myself and my ego get sideswiped last evening when to my armour, pulled out my gun and shot myself in the foot then telling myself "There you got yourself good that time". I'm still going thru the P...	Jerry F	12	818	Sep 15, 2012 by glad lee
	Emotional Abuse (Preview) http://www.helpguide.org/mental/domestic_violence_abuse_types_signs_causes_effects.htm	InspiredPhotography	0	628	Sep 15, 2012 by InspiredPhotography
	Anxiety, Dreams, Etc. (Preview) I have always struggled with anxiety issues. I take medication on a daily basis (small amounts) but I am starting to have panic attacks breaking through again. I had two massive attacks today while I was at work and am even starting to have what is know as night terrors again. They are nightmares that...	WornOutMrsFixIt	2	573	Sep 15, 2012 by Jerry F
	something I learned (Preview) It was a movie. This lanky but cute teenager was in love with the pretty neighbor girl. They grew up together playing in forts, falling from trees,swimming, catching frogs. His sister was part of it too. As teens one day, he still in love with the girl, was sitting eating lunch with her. She was nice to hi...	Debilyn	4	509	Sep 15, 2012 by MadMax
	Help detaching (Preview) Hi everyone I'm having such trouble trying to keep my mind of my ah.he retires in two weeks and it's party on time,he has to start a program on Monday for his DUI. I know I can't control it and I'm trying to keep my mind busy .im good for a few ays I keep saying its not my problem but then I'll wake up and start wor...	Pipper	5	611	Sep 15, 2012 by Pipper
	Children Drinking (Preview) Can anyone tell me of a site where I can talk to someone with respect to my son's escalating drinking?	larusic	7	740	Sep 15, 2012 by Path to Serenity
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