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wifeofalcoholic · wifeofalcoholic

Her it is Saturday night. I worked hard all day. My husband was supposed to make dinner for me (his turn). I got home, said Hello, ....no answer. He was asleep on the recliner. (not a good sign - no dinner and asleep) I could tell by his speech that he had a small amount to drink. Some nights are much wo...

shellyj123 · shellyj123

First of all I'd like to thank Jozie and all of the prayers that were sent out for me on Friday....This is an amazing group of people and an amazing place. As those of you who follow my posts know, I have been stressing for weeks over the pre-surgery tests I had to have Friday. I don't have all the test resul...

cidiera · cidiera

I am facing a very hard decision. I've been with a man that I love very much for a little over 3 years, now. He has a problem with taking pain medicine, and it has escalated since I've met him. He's gone from taking one low dose vicodin every couple of months when I first met him to snorting 40 miligram per...

sdisnie · sdisnie

I'm just curious if anyone has ever experienced with the A in their life a way that they finally were able to control their drinking? For instance, say that the drinking was always out of control, affecting eveything, and then the got to a point to where they were able to drink and not get out of control an...

lolli09 · lolli09

Hi all, this is my situation. Me - 23 yrs sober AA, 15 yrs Alanon. He 15 yrs sober. We have been in relationship for 3 years, have had some fantastic times together... even a trip to Europe this summer. He has his home, I have mine. We live mostly independent lives, not glued at the hip but we have never...

ditto · ditto

Im not sure how I should have handled this situation. At the invitation of a client, I went to her house for a business meeting. The meeting concerned certain aspects of her house, so it is necessary for us to meet there to review items she wants. I have been to her home a number of times in the past and hav...

canadianguy · canadianguy

Hi all.... just wanted to let you all know that for the first time ever, I wrote out Christmas cards to the 13 fellows per John's list that he posted on here a couple of days ago.... It "cost me" two hours of time, plus 13 cards & stamps. The benefits outweigh the costs, as I felt wonderfu...

Diva · Diva

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." Dr Seuss. This quote appears at the bottom of Canadianguy's posts and responses. I agree wholeheartedly. Diva

Misshopeful · Misshopeful

Hi everyone, Not sure what to write here but I know I've got to try something or I may just lose my mind! Once again I've done what I "feel" is right and asked my A to leave. So here I am alone, again with a little less hope than last time but not ready/willing to let go. Today someone told me he will n...

Jozie · Jozie

I have a favor to ask all of MIP... As most of you know shelly123 has been having some health issues, pretty serious stuff... Well today she is at the Docs gettin some test run and they currantly found more problems. All I ask is that ALL of you take the time to say a Little Prayer for her, she has alot on her p...

jasobel · jasobel

My boyfriend who left me for 3 weeks due to a relapse (who was sober for 9 months) was with another woman. Now he is back with me and sober again - back to AA meetings nightly. I am dealing with all of the emotions except the obsession over him returning to this other woman. He said he didn't love her. She is an...

John · John

Please add the two additional people below, who have just entered the MIP recovery houses to your holiday card list. The houses are now full so there will be no other new names coming out after this. New Residents; Bobby S. 413 Strada St. Wilmington, NC 28409 and Adam M. 2704 Oleander Dr. Wilmingto...

Nodaybut2day · Nodaybut2day

Ok, I'm confused. Since we have gone to mediation twice, and since having "a talk", my X is behaving very strangely, as in, he's actually behaving "nicely". I really don't know what to make of it. We had 1 visit with him last week-end that went well. My stepson wasn't there (I have...

maresie · maresie

I seem to be on a new level of grief about the ex A and my relationship with him. The more I look at it the more I see all his crises, health problems ( of course his trumped mine no matter what), work problems, car issues, family issues were power and control mechanisms. There is no question he always had t...

GailMichelle · GailMichelle

I started 2 post over the past week. I got a lot of support, understanding, and hopefully, it helped some. Considering my situation (divorce is pending) I feel as though that I'm doing okay. That is, my foundation is pretty solid, even though my life situation is pretty bleak at the moment. But I sti...

fishinmama · fishinmama

ok I know my focus should be elsewhere, but I have just been reading past posts and notice how many a's hook up with another woman/man right after separating from the somene they have been in a relationship with. How can they move on so quickly. Is it because they follow the path of least resistance? W...

lacewing · lacewing

Hello all, I am asking my fellow Al-Anoners to please consider offering up some much needed prayers for another al-anoner, who is having quadruple bypass tomorrow afternoon. He and I have been conversing by way of Yahoo Messenger for the past 4 days. I am doing my best to keep him occupied as well as k...

Hoot Nanny · Hoot Nanny

I am trying very hard to hang in there! It has been a rough road but I am still here. I have struggled with my sanity for almost 24 years & that happens to be how long since I went to my first meeting--one month to go. For all of you who haven't been with us long: there is hope! If I can make it this long &...

Misshopeful · Misshopeful

Hi! I have a question...although I realize it may be different from person to person I can't help wondering: what has worked best for most people with A spouses, is it better to be supportive and kind toward them, or is it better to "detach" yourself and express the pain and anger we feel? I'm...

Andrea12 · Andrea12

(((((((((((My Dear Friends)), Thank you for all the wonderful responses to my post....it helped me so very much.....I found the strength to pick myself up and get those decorations up....and It made me feel much better.......and my g=daughter can look out the window and see Santa now..lol.... For...

Mobirdie · Mobirdie

As some of you here and others have reminded me "Why are you taking on this search and not him". I knew full well I needed to keep backing off and let him be responsible for what comes next. You know when that mom thing kicks in your heart takes over your brain. LOL So I backed off and lo and beh...

Debilyn · Debilyn

It is my esh that we don't. What I have felt and see on our mip board is, we come to a place where we are comfortable with having love for that sick person and knowing it is the disease we hate and blame all the hurt on. This does not mean we will keep that "in love" type feeling. For me it was I was han...

Leelee · Leelee

Hi there everyone. I am new to this outlet - have participated in Alanon in the past but stopped going when I thought my hubby stopped drinking "too much" - isn't that a hoot? I have been wondering why in the world I would want to stay with my husband. I am going to seek spiritual direction fr...

angel66 · angel66

Hi Everyone, I'm back after being off of the board for about a year. I guess things calmed down w/ my AH but recently my life has been pure CHAOS ! Today I'm taking my 13 yr old daughter to see a psychologist b/c she is so stressed due to his increased drinking and the family dynamics. I feel sick that I hav...

Jozie · Jozie

Hey All... As most of you know, the month of Nov is a tough one for me, My AFather died that month, has a birthday that month, and pasted on Thanksgiving..So Yeah.. Rough Month, and THIS Year was the first whole year since he pasted...1st birthday in Heaven... However... i think Oct. was harder, only be...

Ragdolls · Ragdolls

AFiance called me while I was at work and he was walking 2.5 mi to the emergency room to check himself into the psych ward. We talked when he got there just to check in. I called the hospital last night to make sure he was there and was safe. I'm just full of sadness. I love him so much and I just keep hoping t...

Dale · Dale

Hey all, kim is out of surgery, I haven't spoken to her yet but she is doing ok, more to follow Dale

Ragdolls · Ragdolls

AFiance had court today and didn't want me to go with him because he was ashamed. Last night was terrible! He was panicking and rambling and seemed like he was still drunk from the day before. Who knows? I woke up at 3 AM and he wasn't in bed. I called him (lazy me) and he was sleeping on the couch. I get...

Andrea12 · Andrea12

((((((((hello friends)))))))), I don't know when it gets easier, the holidays are an espically hard time for me...I haven't decorated the outside of my home since husband died....yesterday i decided it was time to move forward.....i do have a 17 month old g-daughter and I Know she would enjoy the de...

fishinmama · fishinmama

As I mentioned before, I was an alanon member in the past. I guess I thought I was cured and walked away from alanon and hooked up with a man who is an alcoholic. I am attracted to them like a magnet. Things had it's usual meltdown and now we are done. I hurt and know that alanon is there for the taking but I...

shellyj123 · shellyj123

I find myself today in a place that I can not seem to get myself out of, and Im not sure why. I am schedule for surgery on December the 18th and it has me feeling completely off in every direction. Now I have had 3 prior surgeries on different things and have always made it out ok. Other than the last time, t...

Rora · Rora

I've been lurking a lot lately. Not posting much. I've felt I've needed to take a back seat and try to listen and learn. My life is changing. After 13 months of physical separation I've come to understand that my marriage to my ex-aH is over. There are many reasons why, that would be too lengthy and to...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

I'm going to be brief... Well I'm going to try.... :) Had another altercation with oldest daughter yesterday morning and police were called. I am going to work to get her into a group home or wilderness camp before it's too late (sorry Debilyn). I am at the end of the line with her and all the counseling...

cassidy2010 · cassidy2010

Well we made it through Thanksgiving without any problems.My A was really easy to get along with this year.I could almost faint. He still drinking but slowed down some and I noticed a change .I guess I'm always in fear of the calm before the storm.Kinda like ,okay this is going great but for how long ? I...

Debilyn · Debilyn

Did I miss an update or anything??? thank you. love,debilyn

edmond · edmond

http://reverbnation.com/tunepak/2042171

fishinmama · fishinmama

well I got to the box at the bottom of the closet only to find that they were not my alanon books but aa books of my sons. I decided to go ahead and read step one from the aa 12 X 12. Not much difference from alanon. Then I got out a piece of paper and wrote down the actions I had taken in the last few months to co...

Peace101 · Peace101

Hi Folks, I have been lurking on this website off and on for a couple of years and finally decided I better start posting! First, I would like to thank everyone both past and present who post and share and just have helped me relate to what I have been going thru. It was here that I learned how to detach fr...

Mobirdie · Mobirdie

Many of you know me by my story in the Forum. Well the son in program went back out and is now in Detox at the Veteran's Hospital. They recommended Celebrate Recovery for him but I contacted them and they want $40,000 for 90 days. Can someone tell me what drug addict or alcoholic has that kind of money? T...

John · John

Hello and Happy Holiday Season, Every December I ask everyone who is listed on the Miracles In Progress message boards to help me bring a awesomely memoriable Holiday to the many newcomers in the Miracles In Progress Recovery Houses by simply sending each house member a Holiday Card, and signing it w...

N8SMOM · N8SMOM

We have these friends who are married, I'll call them J and K. My husband and J have known each other since they were kids. When J and K got married, K and I became instant friends. J and K live in another state and are coming to visit next weekend. There will be an art fetival in town while they're here an...

Sheila46 · Sheila46

I believe that I have destroyed my life as I know it. My boyfriend is a wonderful man. We have been living together for 2 years now. I know that I cannot control the alcoholic but still feel very responsible for the events of yesterday. I travel frequently for work so I he tends to drink when I am travel...

Nodaybut2day · Nodaybut2day

Hi all, This is my first post on this board, though I frequent the chat room often. I've come to ask for your advice about my XH who happens to be a very clever, verbally/emotionally abusive, chronic liar, excon, highly functioning alcoholic. He has changed his life around since I met him (he was drinki...

Melissa21 · Melissa21

Okay so things have been going good for the most part. Im doing GREAT in school, work is going good, bills are getting paid on time..im having money leftover to shop for ME!! I got sick and tired of the lies, manipulation, blaming me, him playing the victim. It seems only to get worse. I set a schedule for h...

Hoot Nanny · Hoot Nanny

I am making progress in my getting to stop hoarding & getting more organized! I spent a lot of my weekend going through & sorting stuff. I still haven't really gotten rid of anything except I threw away some things. I have so many things that are fairly new--like clothes for instance that I am...

shellyj123 · shellyj123

I was absolutely dreading the Thanksgiving holiday for fear of spending it with the Dysfunctional's. I prayed for days before for strength, talked to my sponsor, spoke to several people in my f2f and prayed some more. I was determined that for my mother's sake, I would not participate in anything b...

Tracy · Tracy

I decided that I need to stop contact with my ABF. It hurts to much when we chat and I am left feeling variuos emotions, hurt, pain , frusration. I sent him a txt saying I carnt do this anymore. He had put his dole money into one of my bank accounts told him my bro would drop it off. He has rang about 5 times t...

maresie · maresie

The good news is that I have found another counselor to help me through the holidays. I had to be very assertive to make that transition but I am looking forward to the chance to work on some of my "holiday issues". One of my aims this year is just to have a calm, uneventful, peaceful event. I...

jewelsmama · jewelsmama

Hello, I am new to this board and just have a quesiton to ask. My husband is a recovering A and active drug addict. He switched from alcohol about 5 years ago to prescrition pain killers. I have been told my his current therapist that I need to find some Al-anon meetings. However, is this something I c...

kerry5 · kerry5

There are quite a few guests who have been idle for over an hour. Can an op enter the room please. There is a meeting now. Thank you Kerry

jitsuka · jitsuka

http://www.activeboard.com/forum.spark?aBID=42727&p=3&topicID=30711757

Diva · Diva

As Thanksgiving approaches, my thankfulness is renewed, and I review the long list of reasons why I give thanks. At the top of that list are: My daughter who is beautiful in every sense of the word.My son-in-law who loves her unconditionally.My two sons who are loving, respectful, successful, and b...

Galactica · Galactica

Hello Everyone. This is my first post here. I found this board while looking around the net for Al Anon meetings in my area. I figured this would be a good place to start before I start going. I warn you...this is a very long post and I am sorry. I'm 24 years old, and my Father has been an A for as long as I can r...

blender_girl · blender_girl

It's been a while since my last post - yikes a month already! - but I have been reading and responding as I can every day. This is going to be a long one - so be forewarned! It's been a month filled with grief. Thank goodness for this program. I don't believe I would have been able to cope nearly as well as I h...

Karilynn · Karilynn

((((Family)))), Just wanted to take a moment to wish my Alanon family, a VERY HAPPY THANKSGIVING. I am so grateful for all you have done for me. The strength you have given me in my darkest hours, the laughter, the gift of your wisdom is priceless. I can't imagine my life without you and this program. I...

Dale · Dale

Hello all..... Just a quick note to let all my friends know my a is impersonating me in the room, so I registered my nick.....Hope she didn't cause any problems. I dont get it, why she cant let go, but she is still up to no good

N8SMOM · N8SMOM

My husband has been court-ordered to not drink and has to go in for random monitoring. Of course it's not all that random. He has to call in the morning and if his assigned color is called, he goes in for testing, if not, he's clear for the day. Usually on his way home from testing, he will pick up some bee...

Tracy · Tracy

Focusing on myself, relying on myself is something I have always found hard. I am a very relaible person and believe that I have made good choices in most areas of my life except relationships. I have learnt on my journey with Al non that I choose people who need me I like to feel needed then I try and hel...

maresie · maresie

Last thanksgiving I spent weeks preparing to cook a meal for people who could have cared less. Of course they expected it since I have always worn my heart on my sleeve. None of them thanked me, praised any specific part of the meal or even took into account what effort it was. This year I have been freed...

Tattyhead · Tattyhead

Just feeling wretched. I have had a long, stressful day at work. I have been in a meeting with managers who need to save money and "lose" some staff (I am a Workplace Trade Union Rep which means I do a full time job as well as all the Union work) The meeting was all doom and gloom - no money - need to s...

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	Feeling So sad and All Alone (Preview) Her it is Saturday night. I worked hard all day. My husband was supposed to make dinner for me (his turn). I got home, said Hello, ....no answer. He was asleep on the recliner. (not a good sign - no dinner and asleep) I could tell by his speech that he had a small amount to drink. Some nights are much wo...	wifeofalcoholic	6	1148	Dec 6, 2009 by Jerry F
	A new perspective.........Finding gratitude and serenity in the insanity of life. (Preview) First of all I'd like to thank Jozie and all of the prayers that were sent out for me on Friday....This is an amazing group of people and an amazing place. As those of you who follow my posts know, I have been stressing for weeks over the pre-surgery tests I had to have Friday. I don't have all the test resul...	shellyj123	1	808	Dec 6, 2009 by hotrod
	Facing a hard decision. (Preview) I am facing a very hard decision. I've been with a man that I love very much for a little over 3 years, now. He has a problem with taking pain medicine, and it has escalated since I've met him. He's gone from taking one low dose vicodin every couple of months when I first met him to snorting 40 miligram per...	cidiera	11	979	Dec 6, 2009 by GailMichelle
	Controlled Drinking.... Is it possible? (Preview) I'm just curious if anyone has ever experienced with the A in their life a way that they finally were able to control their drinking? For instance, say that the drinking was always out of control, affecting eveything, and then the got to a point to where they were able to drink and not get out of control an...	sdisnie	11	1536	Dec 6, 2009 by Holly09
	Need objective feedback (Preview) Hi all, this is my situation. Me - 23 yrs sober AA, 15 yrs Alanon. He 15 yrs sober. We have been in relationship for 3 years, have had some fantastic times together... even a trip to Europe this summer. He has his home, I have mine. We live mostly independent lives, not glued at the hip but we have never...	lolli09	9	1120	Dec 6, 2009 by lolli09
	The Other Side Of The Coin (Preview) Im not sure how I should have handled this situation. At the invitation of a client, I went to her house for a business meeting. The meeting concerned certain aspects of her house, so it is necessary for us to meet there to review items she wants. I have been to her home a number of times in the past and hav...	ditto	3	817	Dec 5, 2009 by Jerry F
	MIP (fun) Christmas Card Challenge.... (Preview) Hi all.... just wanted to let you all know that for the first time ever, I wrote out Christmas cards to the 13 fellows per John's list that he posted on here a couple of days ago.... It "cost me" two hours of time, plus 13 cards & stamps. The benefits outweigh the costs, as I felt wonderfu...	canadianguy	9	1969	Dec 5, 2009 by serendipity
	Mantra (Preview) "Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." Dr Seuss. *This quote appears at the bottom of Canadianguy's posts and responses. I agree wholeheartedly.* *Diva*	Diva	5	1570	Dec 5, 2009 by tea2
	Newbie-end of my rope... (Preview) Hi everyone, Not sure what to write here but I know I've got to try something or I may just lose my mind! Once again I've done what I "feel" is right and asked my A to leave. So here I am alone, again with a little less hope than last time but not ready/willing to let go. Today someone told me he will n...	Misshopeful	8	868	Dec 5, 2009 by Karilynn
	Prayer Request for Shellyj123.... (Preview) I have a favor to ask all of MIP... As most of you know shelly123 has been having some health issues, pretty serious stuff... Well today she is at the Docs gettin some test run and they currantly found more problems. All I ask is that ALL of you take the time to say a Little Prayer for her, she has alot on her p...	Jozie	6	957	Dec 5, 2009 by Karilynn
	Relationships and infidelity and alcohol (Preview) My boyfriend who left me for 3 weeks due to a relapse (who was sober for 9 months) was with another woman. Now he is back with me and sober again - back to AA meetings nightly. I am dealing with all of the emotions except the obsession over him returning to this other woman. He said he didn't love her. She is an...	jasobel	12	1966	Dec 5, 2009 by blender_girl
	Final Holiday Card Request (New Info) (Preview) Please add the two additional people below, who have just entered the MIP recovery houses to your holiday card list. The houses are now full so there will be no other new names coming out after this. New Residents; Bobby S. 413 Strada St. Wilmington, NC 28409 and Adam M. 2704 Oleander Dr. Wilmingto...	John	0	581	Dec 5, 2009 by John
	Why is he behaving so well??! (Preview) Ok, I'm confused. Since we have gone to mediation twice, and since having "a talk", my X is behaving very strangely, as in, he's actually behaving "nicely". I really don't know what to make of it. We had 1 visit with him last week-end that went well. My stepson wasn't there (I have...	Nodaybut2day	4	919	Dec 5, 2009 by glad
	Power and control (Preview) I seem to be on a new level of grief about the ex A and my relationship with him. The more I look at it the more I see all his crises, health problems ( of course his trumped mine no matter what), work problems, car issues, family issues were power and control mechanisms. There is no question he always had t...	maresie	4	761	Dec 5, 2009 by nmike
	Dashboard evoked a temporary meltdown (Preview) I started 2 post over the past week. I got a lot of support, understanding, and hopefully, it helped some. Considering my situation (divorce is pending) I feel as though that I'm doing okay. That is, my foundation is pretty solid, even though my life situation is pretty bleak at the moment. But I sti...	GailMichelle	5	1166	Dec 4, 2009 by GailMichelle
	I wonder why? (Preview) ok I know my focus should be elsewhere, but I have just been reading past posts and notice how many a's hook up with another woman/man right after separating from the somene they have been in a relationship with. How can they move on so quickly. Is it because they follow the path of least resistance? W...	fishinmama	6	783	Dec 4, 2009 by belle1
	Prayer Chain Request, Please - Power in Prayer (Preview) Hello all, I am asking my fellow Al-Anoners to please consider offering up some much needed prayers for another al-anoner, who is having quadruple bypass tomorrow afternoon. He and I have been conversing by way of Yahoo Messenger for the past 4 days. I am doing my best to keep him occupied as well as k...	lacewing	11	1066	Dec 4, 2009 by belle1
	Hangin' in there! (Preview) I am trying very hard to hang in there! It has been a rough road but I am still here. I have struggled with my sanity for almost 24 years & that happens to be how long since I went to my first meeting--one month to go. For all of you who haven't been with us long: there is hope! If I can make it this long &...	Hoot Nanny	2	806	Dec 4, 2009 by Jerry F
	A different approach? (Preview) Hi! I have a question...although I realize it may be different from person to person I can't help wondering: what has worked best for most people with A spouses, is it better to be supportive and kind toward them, or is it better to "detach" yourself and express the pain and anger we feel? I'm...	Misshopeful	2	564	Dec 4, 2009 by canadianguy
	Thanks for the help!!!! (Preview) (((((((((((My Dear Friends)), Thank you for all the wonderful responses to my post....it helped me so very much.....I found the strength to pick myself up and get those decorations up....and It made me feel much better.......and my g=daughter can look out the window and see Santa now..lol.... For...	Andrea12	3	430	Dec 4, 2009 by blender_girl
	How do I find an affordable rehab? UPDATE (Preview) As some of you here and others have reminded me "Why are you taking on this search and not him". I knew full well I needed to keep backing off and let him be responsible for what comes next. You know when that mom thing kicks in your heart takes over your brain. LOL So I backed off and lo and beh...	Mobirdie	3	640	Dec 4, 2009 by maresie
	When do you stop loving them (Preview) It is my esh that we don't. What I have felt and see on our mip board is, we come to a place where we are comfortable with having love for that sick person and knowing it is the disease we hate and blame all the hurt on. This does not mean we will keep that "in love" type feeling. For me it was I was han...	Debilyn	6	903	Dec 4, 2009 by maresie
	Why do so many spouses stay with their alcoholics? (Preview) Hi there everyone. I am new to this outlet - have participated in Alanon in the past but stopped going when I thought my hubby stopped drinking "too much" - isn't that a hoot? I have been wondering why in the world I would want to stay with my husband. I am going to seek spiritual direction fr...	Leelee	6	3013	Dec 4, 2009 by glad
	I'm back (Preview) Hi Everyone, I'm back after being off of the board for about a year. I guess things calmed down w/ my AH but recently my life has been pure CHAOS ! Today I'm taking my 13 yr old daughter to see a psychologist b/c she is so stressed due to his increased drinking and the family dynamics. I feel sick that I hav...	angel66	4	756	Dec 4, 2009 by Debilyn
	My 1st Year .... (Preview) Hey All... As most of you know, the month of Nov is a tough one for me, My AFather died that month, has a birthday that month, and pasted on Thanksgiving..So Yeah.. Rough Month, and THIS Year was the first whole year since he pasted...1st birthday in Heaven... However... i think Oct. was harder, only be...	Jozie	2	728	Dec 3, 2009 by hotrod
	Update from Yesterday (Preview) AFiance called me while I was at work and he was walking 2.5 mi to the emergency room to check himself into the psych ward. We talked when he got there just to check in. I called the hospital last night to make sure he was there and was safe. I'm just full of sadness. I love him so much and I just keep hoping t...	Ragdolls	4	846	Dec 3, 2009 by maresie
	Shadow is out of surgery (Preview) Hey all, kim is out of surgery, I haven't spoken to her yet but she is doing ok, more to follow Dale	Dale	8	943	Dec 3, 2009 by Dale
	I feel like I need to do something but don't know (Preview) AFiance had court today and didn't want me to go with him because he was ashamed. Last night was terrible! He was panicking and rambling and seemed like he was still drunk from the day before. Who knows? I woke up at 3 AM and he wasn't in bed. I called him (lazy me) and he was sleeping on the couch. I get...	Ragdolls	12	1110	Dec 3, 2009 by maresie
	When does it get easier?????? (Preview) ((((((((hello friends)))))))), I don't know when it gets easier, the holidays are an espically hard time for me...I haven't decorated the outside of my home since husband died....yesterday i decided it was time to move forward.....i do have a 17 month old g-daughter and I Know she would enjoy the de...	Andrea12	10	1095	Dec 3, 2009 by maresie
	have you experienced? (Preview) As I mentioned before, I was an alanon member in the past. I guess I thought I was cured and walked away from alanon and hooked up with a man who is an alcoholic. I am attracted to them like a magnet. Things had it's usual meltdown and now we are done. I hurt and know that alanon is there for the taking but I...	fishinmama	5	942	Dec 3, 2009 by diamond
	Intuition, instinct, or just anxiety? In desperate need of some ESH... (Preview) I find myself today in a place that I can not seem to get myself out of, and Im not sure why. I am schedule for surgery on December the 18th and it has me feeling completely off in every direction. Now I have had 3 prior surgeries on different things and have always made it out ok. Other than the last time, t...	shellyj123	5	1400	Dec 3, 2009 by Tenderheartsks
	It's a family DIS-EASE (Preview) I've been lurking a lot lately. Not posting much. I've felt I've needed to take a back seat and try to listen and learn. My life is changing. After 13 months of physical separation I've come to understand that my marriage to my ex-aH is over. There are many reasons why, that would be too lengthy and to...	Rora	7	925	Dec 2, 2009 by Debilyn
	Update on me (Preview) I'm going to be brief... Well I'm going to try.... :) Had another altercation with oldest daughter yesterday morning and police were called. I am going to work to get her into a group home or wilderness camp before it's too late (sorry Debilyn). I am at the end of the line with her and all the counseling...	carolinagirl	4	745	Dec 2, 2009 by maresie
	Calm before the storm ??? (Preview) Well we made it through Thanksgiving without any problems.My A was really easy to get along with this year.I could almost faint. He still drinking but slowed down some and I noticed a change .I guess I'm always in fear of the calm before the storm.Kinda like ,okay this is going great but for how long ? I...	cassidy2010	4	819	Dec 2, 2009 by cassidy2010
	Our Shadow? (Preview) Did I miss an update or anything??? thank you. love,debilyn	Debilyn	5	819	Dec 2, 2009 by Dale
	"One day at a Time" A gift of inspiration and hope to all in recovery (Preview) http://reverbnation.com/tunepak/2042171	edmond	1	496	Dec 1, 2009 by Christy
	a new look at powerlessness (Preview) well I got to the box at the bottom of the closet only to find that they were not my alanon books but aa books of my sons. I decided to go ahead and read step one from the aa 12 X 12. Not much difference from alanon. Then I got out a piece of paper and wrote down the actions I had taken in the last few months to co...	fishinmama	1	753	Dec 1, 2009 by Jerry F
	Child of an Alcoholic (Preview) Hi Folks, I have been lurking on this website off and on for a couple of years and finally decided I better start posting! First, I would like to thank everyone both past and present who post and share and just have helped me relate to what I have been going thru. It was here that I learned how to detach fr...	Peace101	3	885	Dec 1, 2009 by glad
	How do I find an affordable rehab? (Preview) Many of you know me by my story in the Forum. Well the son in program went back out and is now in Detox at the Veteran's Hospital. They recommended Celebrate Recovery for him but I contacted them and they want $40,000 for 90 days. Can someone tell me what drug addict or alcoholic has that kind of money? T...	Mobirdie	6	1414	Dec 1, 2009 by John
	Holiday Card Request (Preview) Hello and Happy Holiday Season, Every December I ask everyone who is listed on the Miracles In Progress message boards to help me bring a awesomely memoriable Holiday to the many newcomers in the Miracles In Progress Recovery Houses by simply sending each house member a Holiday Card, and signing it w...	John	4	777	Dec 1, 2009 by hotrod
	What would you do? (Preview) We have these friends who are married, I'll call them J and K. My husband and J have known each other since they were kids. When J and K got married, K and I became instant friends. J and K live in another state and are coming to visit next weekend. There will be an art fetival in town while they're here an...	N8SMOM	11	633	Dec 1, 2009 by carolinagirl
	Insanity (Preview) I believe that I have destroyed my life as I know it. My boyfriend is a wonderful man. We have been living together for 2 years now. I know that I cannot control the alcoholic but still feel very responsible for the events of yesterday. I travel frequently for work so I he tends to drink when I am travel...	Sheila46	6	1060	Dec 1, 2009 by Diva
	Custody battle with a very smart highly functioning A (Preview) Hi all, This is my first post on this board, though I frequent the chat room often. I've come to ask for your advice about my XH who happens to be a very clever, verbally/emotionally abusive, chronic liar, excon, highly functioning alcoholic. He has changed his life around since I met him (he was drinki...	Nodaybut2day	12	1539	Dec 1, 2009 by Nodaybut2day
	I need some esh!! (Preview) Okay so things have been going good for the most part. Im doing GREAT in school, work is going good, bills are getting paid on time..im having money leftover to shop for ME!! I got sick and tired of the lies, manipulation, blaming me, him playing the victim. It seems only to get worse. I set a schedule for h...	Melissa21	5	857	Dec 1, 2009 by serendipity
	progress not perfection (Preview) I am making progress in my getting to stop hoarding & getting more organized! I spent a lot of my weekend going through & sorting stuff. I still haven't really gotten rid of anything except I threw away some things. I have so many things that are fairly new--like clothes for instance that I am...	Hoot Nanny	2	801	Nov 30, 2009 by Christy
	A Blessing Filled Weekend, full of love, letting go and blessings from HP:) (Preview) I was absolutely dreading the Thanksgiving holiday for fear of spending it with the Dysfunctional's. I prayed for days before for strength, talked to my sponsor, spoke to several people in my f2f and prayed some more. I was determined that for my mother's sake, I would not participate in anything b...	shellyj123	2	949	Nov 30, 2009 by Jen
	Trying (Preview) I decided that I need to stop contact with my ABF. It hurts to much when we chat and I am left feeling variuos emotions, hurt, pain , frusration. I sent him a txt saying I carnt do this anymore. He had put his dole money into one of my bank accounts told him my bro would drop it off. He has rang about 5 times t...	Tracy	2	626	Nov 30, 2009 by Jen
	Christmas (Preview) The good news is that I have found another counselor to help me through the holidays. I had to be very assertive to make that transition but I am looking forward to the chance to work on some of my "holiday issues". One of my aims this year is just to have a calm, uneventful, peaceful event. I...	maresie	3	1445	Nov 30, 2009 by Overcome
	New here and have a question (Preview) Hello, I am new to this board and just have a quesiton to ask. My husband is a recovering A and active drug addict. He switched from alcohol about 5 years ago to prescrition pain killers. I have been told my his current therapist that I need to find some Al-anon meetings. However, is this something I c...	jewelsmama	6	1316	Nov 29, 2009 by Jen
	Need an op in chat please (Preview) There are quite a few guests who have been idle for over an hour. Can an op enter the room please. There is a meeting now. Thank you Kerry	kerry5	0	512	Nov 29, 2009 by kerry5
	Hi there. Newbie, but an update. Had massive fallout last night (Preview) http://www.activeboard.com/forum.spark?aBID=42727&p=3&topicID=30711757	jitsuka	25	1309	Nov 29, 2009 by jitsuka
	What are we thankful for? (Preview) As Thanksgiving approaches, my thankfulness is renewed, and I review the long list of reasons why I give thanks. At the top of that list are: My daughter who is beautiful in every sense of the word.My son-in-law who loves her unconditionally.My two sons who are loving, respectful, successful, and b...	Diva	9	1007	Nov 29, 2009 by maresie
	In Need of Strength (Preview) Hello Everyone. This is my first post here. I found this board while looking around the net for Al Anon meetings in my area. I figured this would be a good place to start before I start going. I warn you...this is a very long post and I am sorry. I'm 24 years old, and my Father has been an A for as long as I can r...	Galactica	3	701	Nov 29, 2009 by maresie
	Feeling a little foolish and crazy (Preview) It's been a while since my last post - yikes a month already! - but I have been reading and responding as I can every day. This is going to be a long one - so be forewarned! It's been a month filled with grief. Thank goodness for this program. I don't believe I would have been able to cope nearly as well as I h...	blender_girl	6	861	Nov 29, 2009 by Rocky38
	Happy Thanksgiving! (Preview) ((((Family)))), Just wanted to take a moment to wish my Alanon family, a VERY HAPPY THANKSGIVING. I am so grateful for all you have done for me. The strength you have given me in my darkest hours, the laughter, the gift of your wisdom is priceless. I can't imagine my life without you and this program. I...	Karilynn	3	590	Nov 29, 2009 by maresie
	My a is up to no good (Preview) Hello all..... Just a quick note to let all my friends know my a is impersonating me in the room, so I registered my nick.....Hope she didn't cause any problems. I dont get it, why she cant let go, but she is still up to no good	Dale	1	523	Nov 29, 2009 by shadow1
	Is it Our Responsibility? (Preview) My husband has been court-ordered to not drink and has to go in for random monitoring. Of course it's not all that random. He has to call in the morning and if his assigned color is called, he goes in for testing, if not, he's clear for the day. Usually on his way home from testing, he will pick up some bee...	N8SMOM	10	916	Nov 29, 2009 by Diva
	Focus on myself (Preview) Focusing on myself, relying on myself is something I have always found hard. I am a very relaible person and believe that I have made good choices in most areas of my life except relationships. I have learnt on my journey with Al non that I choose people who need me I like to feel needed then I try and hel...	Tracy	2	912	Nov 29, 2009 by Jerry F
	Freedom (Preview) Last thanksgiving I spent weeks preparing to cook a meal for people who could have cared less. Of course they expected it since I have always worn my heart on my sleeve. None of them thanked me, praised any specific part of the meal or even took into account what effort it was. This year I have been freed...	maresie	3	639	Nov 28, 2009 by Loupiness
	Just need to vent (Preview) Just feeling wretched. I have had a long, stressful day at work. I have been in a meeting with managers who need to save money and "lose" some staff (I am a Workplace Trade Union Rep which means I do a full time job as well as all the Union work) The meeting was all doom and gloom - no money - need to s...	Tattyhead	5	1016	Nov 28, 2009 by Tattyhead
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