Al-Anon Family Group - Al-Anon Family Group

Newlife girl · Newlife girl

I have heard a few people here say they don't have sponsors and can't find one yet. One member even said at a meeting she was told it was too soon to get a sponsor!! I've never heard that kind of response. Is it ever too soon?? So I was wondering if members on this website ever offer to sponsor people through...

cloudyskies · cloudyskies

I know the importance of f2f meetings. I know I desperately need these meetings. Last night there were only two people, me and one other lady at my al-anon meeting. I have to drive about 25 miles to this town b/c my little home town has no al-anon group. I'm afraid my group is dying. The next closest town is...

starlady1 · starlady1

One year ago to the day, my brother took my 19 year old daughter on a road trip but come to find out, he was high the entire time on meth and verbally and emotionally abused my daughter for 5 whole days. When the two of them arrived back home, my brother told me that my daughter was disobedient and went on this...

lookingup · lookingup

It was like a bomb fell when I actually saw what my sickness was when my abf came home with a new phone and I hadn't a clue of where he got it I only pictured in my mind the worst scenario,but I was wrong but it sent my mind and body into a state of shock ,then in new it I have to back away for my own sanity,i make mys...

lookingup · lookingup

How and what is a gratitude and assets lost and is this something I need to be doing daily as part of my recovery,I need help with this and getting into my recovery,an outline or something for me yo go by everyday will help me to stay on course with my recovery cause I get confused and font know what where or h...

Breakingfree · Breakingfree

So my girls went up north by their dad for 9 days and in that time he drank twice. Hmmm! The second night they were there he sent my 6 year old to his parents house (Mr king and queen enablers!) so he could go out and drink. My 16 year old was terribly uncomfortable then the next Friday night my 16 year old was he...

CarlyM123 · CarlyM123

So here I am again - just thought I'd update... My partner is now in jail, not sure for how long. We were camping and she got drunk and ran out of smokes and I told her I wasnt going to drive to get more. She ended up stealing my car again and I tried to stop her and ended up getting dragged and got bad road rash. RC...

lookingup · lookingup

Abf is has been haveing bad luck over and over and I'm can't help but wonder if that's part of being a alcoholic/addict,I feel like his refuge,his rescuer,his shelter,his everything how does one handle such situations or is this just part of haveing an a in your life that I will have to deal with.what el...

lookingup · lookingup

I'm been hiding money from my abf by telling him my bank account is broke,I tell him I owed all my money out to my friends in trying to survive,he still hasn't brought any money in and up to oweing me good bit of money but I have put my foot down there,but he eats a lot more now,he maybe smoking pot I dunno,any...

SerenityRUS · SerenityRUS

dick is dead .. opps .. I've probably violated a wording code and I'm really sorry right this second I'm not feeling anything except relief .. I'm not actually talking about my STBAX .. it's my ex step dad. He passed away over the weekend and I feel numb. I lived 7 years of hell with him in the house. It fr...

Robynll · Robynll

I will try to be concise. I need some guidance - I am not sure what is him and what is alcohol. I have been married for 30-something years. My husband has been a drinker the whole time. His mother was an alcoholic and I guess that has consequences. I have been trying to read as much as i can to try and figure o...

Jerry F · Jerry F

daily reader. Mine is very old. The words are still black and highly contrasted. None of them have fallen off the page and I don't know how the other old timers here experience a "read" such as today's on expectations yet let me ask. Do you also hear the voices which sat with you and gent...

SerenityRUS · SerenityRUS

Visitation is not going well at all .. I didn't realize how much so until my youngest had a therapy appointment today. Literally I do not see visitation lasting much longer there is to much guilt for the STBAX regarding the kids and regarding me .. he has emotionally checked out on them. He is now insti...

Newlife girl · Newlife girl

Feeling so overwhelmed today. I forgot my cell phone at work. My older daughter was taking youngest to see her dad, who is my AH. My older daughter has a different dad. She was supposed to call AH around 12. Well, she called him at 11:30 and went to the house. He didn't answer the phone. I called him at 12:15...

Luiza · Luiza

My H was supposed to work late and come home late the night before the wedding. But they have a change in the work and he finished early and came home early instead of going to the bar. The result was that in the following morning, he woke up early and fresh and we all got ready to the wedding normally. I was no...

milkwood · milkwood

Hello MIP family, I just wanted to share some pictures from a lovely five day holiday on the Amalfi coast. I really loved our visit there, very peaceful and yet still buzzing and the way that the buildings cling to the cliffs is extraordinary! So the balcony view is where we had breakfast every mornin...

oceanpine · oceanpine

I've been reading here for a month or so, benefitting from others' experiences and wisdom, trying to understand more. We moved to another state a year ago this week, and the whole year, I thought something was wrong with my H, but I was looking in the wrong places, thinking it was a brain issue, an emotio...

Flower49 · Flower49

I went to a movie this Sunday with my AH. It was the house activity for the week. This time around I told myself repeatedly to keep it light, be positive and upbeat and don't bring up all my hurts, anger, resentments to him again. We had a very good time at the movie. He was excited to share with me some of his p...

Flower49 · Flower49

I just want to give a shout out to everyone who is here. I am making some great strides because of your E/S/H and words of wisdom and affirmations to me. I couldn't do this without all of your help. Thank you and God Bless!

Katy · Katy

So saturday our daughter was coming home to try and see her new nephew, one of the other reasons I have left home is because my husband said he wanted nothing to do with the new grandchild and he was keeping out of it! So saturday I was at work in the morning and tried to keep busy, it's the first time I have not...

In The Forest · In The Forest

My husband had to be driven home by a friend last night. I'm sure he will want me to take him to pick up his car tomorrow. If I drive him to get the car is that enabling? I'm glad he didn't drive drunk. I feel like taking him to get the car is rescuing him. Dealing with this whole issue of drinking and driving or n...

pinkchip · pinkchip

Finally at a place with wifi long enough to check in. It has been wonderful so far. Oslo was beautiful, as was Gothenburg. The cruise has mostly British on board which has been interesting. Nobody is showing up at the AA meetings, but that's ok. Now sitting eating lunch in the town square of Tallinn, Es...

Debilyn · Debilyn

I started out here in the chat room. Been around about 14 years. MIP has been nothing but a HUGE success becuz of John and many, many people. What in the world would make us want to change a wonderful, safe, loving place? If we change we cannot recommend Getting Them Sober, or anything else that THEY do not...

SerenityRUS · SerenityRUS

Well, I have moved on to attorney number 4 .. we'll see how this goes. She was suppose to call me back last week and did not .. that is concerning to me. I want this DONE. I think she is seeing that a lot of mistakes have been made and that I have been sold down the river so to speak in the advice I have been give...

slowlearner · slowlearner

My husband is a very active alcoholic. But he does hold down a very good job. I've been married to him for 26 years. He drinks from the time he comes home from work til he goes to bed. And on the weekends - Friday night to Sunday night. He has recently started to get sicker, losing weight, no appetite, s...

astallaslions · astallaslions

I don't know what is harder, the fact that he is gone, or the fact that have so much catching up I have to do within my own life. I miss him everyday, and i know the biggest part of it is adjusting to a new routine, but I just hate it so much sometimes. I have to let go of the dreams of children and a home we would bu...

lookingup · lookingup

Now I've got to work this step I feel numb to everything it's like nothing wants to stick with me or sink in .i know that that's all from dealing and being so enmeshed in my abf life.ill be soo glad when my relief comes to me.today my abf is doing good and last nite he came home late but was sober best I could tel...

hotrod · hotrod

Step Work BoardWhere we discuss each of the Twelve StepsIn the order they are written, one step at a time, every two weeks.Learn How The Twelve Steps Work. Step 12, has been posted to the step work board. Please share your ESH on the step so we can all grow. Here is the linkhttp://stepwork.activeboard...

lookingup · lookingup

I know I'mousting a lot but I have questions my abf asked to borrow my car and I said yes,he got me off gaurd I had said no this morning that I had no gas his car is on empty,he said he would be right back again I feel like he can talk me into about anything he is still gone said he would be right back it's been over a...

andromeda · andromeda

I had no expectations. His amends were an apology for the silent treatment and withdrawn behaviors. There was still a lot of blame shifting and excuses. At one point he said that he has to chide and tease our son because our son is an only child and doesn't have an older brother who can teach him that pe...

Tasha · Tasha

Tossed Salad · Tossed Salad

I have been a stay at home mom since our first child was born 10 years ago. Prior to that I had a good job that I enjoyed. It was a big adjustment, staying home, but one that I have come to enjoy. I have treasured the time I am able to spend with my kids. I have also become very involved with a local charity, t...

confused_gf · confused_gf

I have been with my bf going on 3 years next month. I knew when we started that he was an alcoholic but I decided to give it a chance. I was also a drinker but quit a few months after we started dating. My papa just died of alcoholism and my bf's mom died of it too eight years ago. My bf had to watch what it was doing...

sunrise2014 · sunrise2014

I am done feeling sorry for myself, and allowing myself to take on the same bad attitude about life as my AH. Today I am remembering that I am a warrior of my life, and I will fight for my serenity and peace. I have been through enough situations to know that my HP has always brought me to a place of goodness an...

MissPiggy · MissPiggy

Hi, First time on an AA chat board. My husband likes to drink-he says he likes to drink because it tastes good. Most people I know like to drink but they don't drink everyday. When we were young, we went out to bars and drank and had fun. We've been married 23 years, but the last 5 years my husband has bee...

texasgal · texasgal

I've been in my new apt for a week. The apt turned out very nice it was completely remodeled with brand new fixtures and appliances. I've attended 2 meetings and I have kept in contact daily with my program friends. I start work Monday. Everything is going good. I've been thinking of my soon to be ex ah. I t...

lookingup · lookingup

I just got paid ,abf has no job he has been jobless for mths he had been going and going but no money I'm just finding out the truth of why he had been going a lot the ppl he was running with they were on meth I dunno about all of them but my bf hung with them he has been promising saying he has a job coming up but I don...

ilovecoach · ilovecoach

My first post. Encouraged by my best friend. Hiding from all other friends. And family. We have a quiet midwestern life. College town. Go team! My husband and I were high school sweethearts. We were college athletes. We married. So happy. So easy. 3 kids. Our last with serious health challenges. I sta...

Hullibee · Hullibee

I haven't posted in a few days. I am alone tonight so I thought it was time. My AH just left for the night "to get drunk". I am trying to stay out of it but it still burns me up that he has to leave the house to do this. Thought I would give a little background info on myself. I haven't looked at mys...

likemyheart · likemyheart

I find myself angry at my family and they don't really understand why, some of them don't even know at this point, and while I would really like to find a way to say what is wrong, I doubt my ability to get through to them what exactly my issue is. I live the farthest driving distance from them, I work 6-7 days...

Jville · Jville

I am just now coming out of years of living in denial about my daughter's alcoholism. I am attending AlAnon meetings and will ask for a Sponsor. In the meantime, here I am and asking.....although I can feel the truth of being Powerless... I'm also still holding onto ideas of how I need to control my th...

cloudyskies · cloudyskies

I love you all and thank you for being here. Because of bad weather, I have missed a couple of my f2f meetings, and b/c of other distractions, I haven't been able to visit here. As a result, I found myself slipping back into some of my distorted thinking. How easy it is to slip back into old habits. I reminde...

Mirandac · Mirandac

Just received my divorce papers from my husband. I have a lawyer but i guess things werent moving fast or good enough for him, so he retained his own and filed for divorce. Just received the papers In certified mail. He is in a big rush to get me out of the home.

watts · watts

Hi, So I went to my first al anon meeting tonight...or so I thought...since this is a small town, apparently the last Thursdays of the month are a joint AA/Alanon meeting for Birthdays. Walking in anyway, with encouragement, I sat through it all...and got all teary eyed once in a while. Here were alc...

Debb · Debb

I hurt my back digging up three bushes that husband didn't want to do. So he said he would help me food shop tomorrow. Well I thought maybe he would want to get it over and done with when he got home from work. He must have had a few before he got home, because he is accusing me of assaulting him by asking if h...

el-cee · el-cee

Great reading today, is one of my favourites and helps me detach. It talks about the slogan, live and let live. It tells us to live fully, happily with joy and at the same time allow others to live as they choose without criticism and judgement from us. If we live this way it stops us trying to control and st...

Katy · Katy

My husband was my first serious relationship I was 19 when we got married and he was 29, from the onset it was a volatile relationship, he was a chain smoker and an every night drinker, he was an engineer and very clever he never missed a days work even when he broke his foot I drove him in, he would totally ov...

el-cee · el-cee

Ive came to believe completely that alcoholism is a disease, a disease that affects the way everyone in the family thinks. The alcoholics distorted thinking is so easy to see, the nonsense they talk, black and white thinking, the poor mes, nobody loves me, its so unfair, the world is against me and its...

sunrise2014 · sunrise2014

My husband went into a 30 rehab in April, then was transferred to a 90 day, of which he didn't finish, he was asked to leave 30 days early due to an altercation. So, when he got out, he wasn't allowed home yet, I wanted to see him work his sobriety in the general public. Needless to say, he was not happy about t...

Katy · Katy

Good Morning Mip, So I am coming up one month away from my home and my feelings are very up and down, I am able to pop home here and there for anything I need and my husband and I are communicating as best we can, I am finding though that his thinking is all over the place and it feels like he is trying to manipula...

Flower49 · Flower49

Hi All! Update on my AH and myself. He called last night and said he cannot progress if he talks to me more than once a week and sees me more than once every two weeks, because he can't focus on himself. He hasn't been able to move from his fourth step work which he started back sometime in June when we had no co...

phoenixmagicgirl · phoenixmagicgirl

Good morning everyone! The good news is I have a temporary sponsor..which I'm really glad I do! F2F meetings are wonderful..I'm really enjoying them :) I'm however struggling a lot with boundaries. Along with those boundaries..balancing stuff my AM can't do for herself physically vs. stuff s...

Gleleni · Gleleni

So here goes my first post after putting up with alocoholic fiance for the the past 4 years... Found this message board today and thought maybe if I shared I could get some feedback since I really don't know how to handle my situation. Horrible night tonight..as usual. My fiance is perfect during the...

Mirandac · Mirandac

Sorry to bore you all . Talked to my lawyer and accountant Today ordered an appraisal on property but its not till end of august. i am very nervous of my ah moving home. I am trying not to project problems but he has been unpleasant toward me. we write notes or text any messages to each other. He mostly goes...

missmeliss · missmeliss

Hey all!! Just a quick hello

I've been going to bed early (SHOCK! HORROR!) because..I like to be awake and alert when I go for my little drives during the day lol. I'm taking it slowly, my car is big and sort of like driving a tank compared to what I learnt in so I go a little further each day running sense...

Temple · Temple

DDH, apparently. To put it more nicely, Husband who hasn't had a drink for decades and is so not into recovery. He told my sister he says he forgets to do things, but he's really just deliberately not doing them and then when I "nag" him he gets mad. Passive-aggressive and proud of it. Please...

blessed · blessed

Even though I live w/ an A, and know they lie, manipulate, speak over, know it all...... there are times I let my guard down and believe him because for a brief moment he is talking like a "normal" person. Last weekend, after I had made the decision to formally file for a divorce, we were discu...

Lyne · Lyne

In the past year I have gone from being an obsessed person who tracked my A's movements, to the present, where I discovered this past weekend I actually enjoyed being alone. I no longer care if my spouse and I have "quality time" because with the multiple addictions, there is no quality tim...

lookingup · lookingup

I knew better but didn't want to do what I knew was right or better???? Just read a post on here about doing better but they didn't know any better that was what helped them but as for me I do and did know better but still did it anyways cause ing me a lot of pain and greif

Lyne · Lyne

I really do love my meeting on Tuesday nights. I have been going faithfully for a little over a year. At the beginning I didn't really get it, the reading from the notebook, sharing without crosstalk, etc. Now the meeting is like an infusion of hope and caring right into my veins! I shared last night...

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	Do we have online sponsors here?? (Preview) I have heard a few people here say they don't have sponsors and can't find one yet. One member even said at a meeting she was told it was too soon to get a sponsor!! I've never heard that kind of response. Is it ever too soon?? So I was wondering if members on this website ever offer to sponsor people through...	Newlife girl	10	707	Aug 5, 2014 by grateful2be
	I'm very concerned (Preview) I know the importance of f2f meetings. I know I desperately need these meetings. Last night there were only two people, me and one other lady at my al-anon meeting. I have to drive about 25 miles to this town b/c my little home town has no al-anon group. I'm afraid my group is dying. The next closest town is...	cloudyskies	7	481	Aug 5, 2014 by starlady1
	brother and mom leave me a drunk message. what to do?! (Preview) One year ago to the day, my brother took my 19 year old daughter on a road trip but come to find out, he was high the entire time on meth and verbally and emotionally abused my daughter for 5 whole days. When the two of them arrived back home, my brother told me that my daughter was disobedient and went on this...	starlady1	10	502	Aug 5, 2014 by starlady1
	I can see my sickness (Preview) It was like a bomb fell when I actually saw what my sickness was when my abf came home with a new phone and I hadn't a clue of where he got it I only pictured in my mind the worst scenario,but I was wrong but it sent my mind and body into a state of shock ,then in new it I have to back away for my own sanity,i make mys...	lookingup	3	293	Aug 5, 2014 by hotrod
	Gratitude and assets list? (Preview) How and what is a gratitude and assets lost and is this something I need to be doing daily as part of my recovery,I need help with this and getting into my recovery,an outline or something for me yo go by everyday will help me to stay on course with my recovery cause I get confused and font know what where or h...	lookingup	4	2827	Aug 5, 2014 by hotrod
	My exAH lost the privelege of my kids staying the night by him! (Preview) So my girls went up north by their dad for 9 days and in that time he drank twice. Hmmm! The second night they were there he sent my 6 year old to his parents house (Mr king and queen enablers!) so he could go out and drink. My 16 year old was terribly uncomfortable then the next Friday night my 16 year old was he...	Breakingfree	6	468	Aug 5, 2014 by Breakingfree
	Update- rock bottom? (Preview) So here I am again - just thought I'd update... My partner is now in jail, not sure for how long. We were camping and she got drunk and ran out of smokes and I told her I wasnt going to drive to get more. She ended up stealing my car again and I tried to stop her and ended up getting dragged and got bad road rash. RC...	CarlyM123	8	534	Aug 5, 2014 by milkwood
	Abf bad luck (Preview) Abf is has been haveing bad luck over and over and I'm can't help but wonder if that's part of being a alcoholic/addict,I feel like his refuge,his rescuer,his shelter,his everything how does one handle such situations or is this just part of haveing an a in your life that I will have to deal with.what el...	lookingup	12	666	Aug 5, 2014 by KennyFenderjazz
	Good day yesterday with my freind (Preview) I'm been hiding money from my abf by telling him my bank account is broke,I tell him I owed all my money out to my friends in trying to survive,he still hasn't brought any money in and up to oweing me good bit of money but I have put my foot down there,but he eats a lot more now,he maybe smoking pot I dunno,any...	lookingup	3	275	Aug 5, 2014 by lookingup
	Ding Dong the .. (Preview) dick is dead .. opps .. I've probably violated a wording code and I'm really sorry right this second I'm not feeling anything except relief .. I'm not actually talking about my STBAX .. it's my ex step dad. He passed away over the weekend and I feel numb. I lived 7 years of hell with him in the house. It fr...	SerenityRUS	6	454	Aug 5, 2014 by andromeda
	First post - need guidance (Preview) I will try to be concise. I need some guidance - I am not sure what is him and what is alcohol. I have been married for 30-something years. My husband has been a drinker the whole time. His mother was an alcoholic and I guess that has consequences. I have been trying to read as much as i can to try and figure o...	Robynll	7	470	Aug 5, 2014 by grateful2be
	The ODAAT (Preview) daily reader. Mine is very old. The words are still black and highly contrasted. None of them have fallen off the page and I don't know how the other old timers here experience a "read" such as today's on expectations yet let me ask. Do you also hear the voices which sat with you and gent...	Jerry F	8	874	Aug 5, 2014 by PP
	Perspectives please .. (Preview) Visitation is not going well at all .. I didn't realize how much so until my youngest had a therapy appointment today. Literally I do not see visitation lasting much longer there is to much guilt for the STBAX regarding the kids and regarding me .. he has emotionally checked out on them. He is now insti...	SerenityRUS	10	458	Aug 5, 2014 by Debilyn
	My crazy day...so overwhelmed...need ESH...again (Preview) Feeling so overwhelmed today. I forgot my cell phone at work. My older daughter was taking youngest to see her dad, who is my AH. My older daughter has a different dad. She was supposed to call AH around 12. Well, she called him at 11:30 and went to the house. He didn't answer the phone. I called him at 12:15...	Newlife girl	7	501	Aug 4, 2014 by Newlife girl
	So, we went to that wedding... (Preview) My H was supposed to work late and come home late the night before the wedding. But they have a change in the work and he finished early and came home early instead of going to the bar. The result was that in the following morning, he woke up early and fresh and we all got ready to the wedding normally. I was no...	Luiza	9	541	Aug 4, 2014 by Luiza
	Sharing some good times (Preview) Hello MIP family, I just wanted to share some pictures from a lovely five day holiday on the Amalfi coast. I really loved our visit there, very peaceful and yet still buzzing and the way that the buildings cling to the cliffs is extraordinary! So the balcony view is where we had breakfast every mornin...	milkwood	5	342	Aug 4, 2014 by milkwood
	first post, need courage (Preview) I've been reading here for a month or so, benefitting from others' experiences and wisdom, trying to understand more. We moved to another state a year ago this week, and the whole year, I thought something was wrong with my H, but I was looking in the wrong places, thinking it was a brain issue, an emotio...	oceanpine	15	619	Aug 4, 2014 by Jerry F
	Attitude (Preview) I went to a movie this Sunday with my AH. It was the house activity for the week. This time around I told myself repeatedly to keep it light, be positive and upbeat and don't bring up all my hurts, anger, resentments to him again. We had a very good time at the movie. He was excited to share with me some of his p...	Flower49	4	232	Aug 4, 2014 by PP
	Gratitude (Preview) I just want to give a shout out to everyone who is here. I am making some great strides because of your E/S/H and words of wisdom and affirmations to me. I couldn't do this without all of your help. Thank you and God Bless!	Flower49	4	205	Aug 4, 2014 by PP
	Mip! (Preview) So saturday our daughter was coming home to try and see her new nephew, one of the other reasons I have left home is because my husband said he wanted nothing to do with the new grandchild and he was keeping out of it! So saturday I was at work in the morning and tried to keep busy, it's the first time I have not...	Katy	4	263	Aug 4, 2014 by hotrod
	Picking Up The Car The Next Day (Preview) My husband had to be driven home by a friend last night. I'm sure he will want me to take him to pick up his car tomorrow. If I drive him to get the car is that enabling? I'm glad he didn't drive drunk. I feel like taking him to get the car is rescuing him. Dealing with this whole issue of drinking and driving or n...	In The Forest	13	536	Aug 4, 2014 by starlady1
	Honeymoon Update (Preview) Finally at a place with wifi long enough to check in. It has been wonderful so far. Oslo was beautiful, as was Gothenburg. The cruise has mostly British on board which has been interesting. Nobody is showing up at the AA meetings, but that's ok. Now sitting eating lunch in the town square of Tallinn, Es...	pinkchip	23	795	Aug 4, 2014 by grateful2be
	My feelings on MIP change (Preview) I started out here in the chat room. Been around about 14 years. MIP has been nothing but a HUGE success becuz of John and many, many people. What in the world would make us want to change a wonderful, safe, loving place? If we change we cannot recommend Getting Them Sober, or anything else that THEY do not...	Debilyn	26	1100	Aug 4, 2014 by el-cee
	Atty #4 (Preview) Well, I have moved on to attorney number 4 .. we'll see how this goes. She was suppose to call me back last week and did not .. that is concerning to me. I want this DONE. I think she is seeing that a lot of mistakes have been made and that I have been sold down the river so to speak in the advice I have been give...	SerenityRUS	6	445	Aug 4, 2014 by bud
	My children back my AH need advice. (Preview) My husband is a very active alcoholic. But he does hold down a very good job. I've been married to him for 26 years. He drinks from the time he comes home from work til he goes to bed. And on the weekends - Friday night to Sunday night. He has recently started to get sicker, losing weight, no appetite, s...	slowlearner	8	520	Aug 3, 2014 by Newlife girl
	leaving my a/ breaking up (Preview) I don't know what is harder, the fact that he is gone, or the fact that have so much catching up I have to do within my own life. I miss him everyday, and i know the biggest part of it is adjusting to a new routine, but I just hate it so much sometimes. I have to let go of the dreams of children and a home we would bu...	astallaslions	11	551	Aug 3, 2014 by sunrise2014
	Step 2 ....HOPE-come to believe that the power of god can restore me to complete spiritual health. (Preview) Now I've got to work this step I feel numb to everything it's like nothing wants to stick with me or sink in .i know that that's all from dealing and being so enmeshed in my abf life.ill be soo glad when my relief comes to me.today my abf is doing good and last nite he came home late but was sober best I could tel...	lookingup	3	377	Aug 3, 2014 by cloudyskies
	Step 12 (Preview) Step Work BoardWhere we discuss each of the Twelve StepsIn the order they are written, one step at a time, every two weeks.Learn How The Twelve Steps Work. Step 12, has been posted to the step work board. Please share your ESH on the step so we can all grow. Here is the linkhttp://stepwork.activeboard...	hotrod	0	232	Aug 3, 2014 by hotrod
	Did I do the right thing? (Preview) I know I'mousting a lot but I have questions my abf asked to borrow my car and I said yes,he got me off gaurd I had said no this morning that I had no gas his car is on empty,he said he would be right back again I feel like he can talk me into about anything he is still gone said he would be right back it's been over a...	lookingup	6	392	Aug 3, 2014 by Jerry F
	RAH made his amends this AM (Preview) I had no expectations. His amends were an apology for the silent treatment and withdrawn behaviors. There was still a lot of blame shifting and excuses. At one point he said that he has to chide and tease our son because our son is an only child and doesn't have an older brother who can teach him that pe...	andromeda	7	698	Aug 3, 2014 by Jerry F
	Betty! (Preview)	Tasha	20	542	Aug 3, 2014 by Breakingfree
	Huge Step (Preview) I have been a stay at home mom since our first child was born 10 years ago. Prior to that I had a good job that I enjoyed. It was a big adjustment, staying home, but one that I have come to enjoy. I have treasured the time I am able to spend with my kids. I have also become very involved with a local charity, t...	Tossed Salad	9	358	Aug 3, 2014 by blessed
	What should I do? (Preview) I have been with my bf going on 3 years next month. I knew when we started that he was an alcoholic but I decided to give it a chance. I was also a drinker but quit a few months after we started dating. My papa just died of alcoholism and my bf's mom died of it too eight years ago. My bf had to watch what it was doing...	confused_gf	2	331	Aug 3, 2014 by hotrod
	I'm a Warrior (Preview) I am done feeling sorry for myself, and allowing myself to take on the same bad attitude about life as my AH. Today I am remembering that I am a warrior of my life, and I will fight for my serenity and peace. I have been through enough situations to know that my HP has always brought me to a place of goodness an...	sunrise2014	6	370	Aug 3, 2014 by el-cee
	Is my husband an alcoholic? I don't know, Maybe you can help me figure it out (Preview) Hi, First time on an AA chat board. My husband likes to drink-he says he likes to drink because it tastes good. Most people I know like to drink but they don't drink everyday. When we were young, we went out to bars and drank and had fun. We've been married 23 years, but the last 5 years my husband has bee...	MissPiggy	3	419	Aug 3, 2014 by cloudyskies
	New city (Preview) I've been in my new apt for a week. The apt turned out very nice it was completely remodeled with brand new fixtures and appliances. I've attended 2 meetings and I have kept in contact daily with my program friends. I start work Monday. Everything is going good. I've been thinking of my soon to be ex ah. I t...	texasgal	8	400	Aug 3, 2014 by tiredtonite
	Feeling stupid (Preview) I just got paid ,abf has no job he has been jobless for mths he had been going and going but no money I'm just finding out the truth of why he had been going a lot the ppl he was running with they were on meth I dunno about all of them but my bf hung with them he has been promising saying he has a job coming up but I don...	lookingup	7	460	Aug 3, 2014 by grateful2be
	Functioning Alcoholic (Preview) My first post. Encouraged by my best friend. Hiding from all other friends. And family. We have a quiet midwestern life. College town. Go team! My husband and I were high school sweethearts. We were college athletes. We married. So happy. So easy. 3 kids. Our last with serious health challenges. I sta...	ilovecoach	11	699	Aug 3, 2014 by grateful2be
	Checking in (Preview) I haven't posted in a few days. I am alone tonight so I thought it was time. My AH just left for the night "to get drunk". I am trying to stay out of it but it still burns me up that he has to leave the house to do this. Thought I would give a little background info on myself. I haven't looked at mys...	Hullibee	5	456	Aug 3, 2014 by hotrod
	Not really Al-anon related, family related .... (Preview) I find myself angry at my family and they don't really understand why, some of them don't even know at this point, and while I would really like to find a way to say what is wrong, I doubt my ability to get through to them what exactly my issue is. I live the farthest driving distance from them, I work 6-7 days...	likemyheart	9	399	Aug 2, 2014 by bud
	The Dance of Surrender....One Step Forward....Two Steps Back....Or am i just going in circles? (Preview) I am just now coming out of years of living in denial about my daughter's alcoholism. I am attending AlAnon meetings and will ask for a Sponsor. In the meantime, here I am and asking.....although I can feel the truth of being Powerless... I'm also still holding onto ideas of how I need to control my th...	Jville	7	520	Aug 2, 2014 by el-cee
	Just wanted to say... . (Preview) I love you all and thank you for being here. Because of bad weather, I have missed a couple of my f2f meetings, and b/c of other distractions, I haven't been able to visit here. As a result, I found myself slipping back into some of my distorted thinking. How easy it is to slip back into old habits. I reminde...	cloudyskies	7	557	Aug 2, 2014 by grateful2be
	Divorce papers (Preview) Just received my divorce papers from my husband. I have a lawyer but i guess things werent moving fast or good enough for him, so he retained his own and filed for divorce. Just received the papers In certified mail. He is in a big rush to get me out of the home.	Mirandac	9	494	Aug 2, 2014 by Mirandac
	First meeting and .... missed it by a week ... (Preview) Hi, So I went to my first al anon meeting tonight...or so I thought...since this is a small town, apparently the last Thursdays of the month are a joint AA/Alanon meeting for Birthdays. Walking in anyway, with encouragement, I sat through it all...and got all teary eyed once in a while. Here were alc...	watts	5	447	Aug 2, 2014 by Jerry F
	Another day in paradise (Preview) I hurt my back digging up three bushes that husband didn't want to do. So he said he would help me food shop tomorrow. Well I thought maybe he would want to get it over and done with when he got home from work. He must have had a few before he got home, because he is accusing me of assaulting him by asking if h...	Debb	7	531	Aug 2, 2014 by Debb
	today's odat (Preview) Great reading today, is one of my favourites and helps me detach. It talks about the slogan, live and let live. It tells us to live fully, happily with joy and at the same time allow others to live as they choose without criticism and judgement from us. If we live this way it stops us trying to control and st...	el-cee	8	489	Aug 2, 2014 by cloudyskies
	Thoughts when I look back! (Preview) My husband was my first serious relationship I was 19 when we got married and he was 29, from the onset it was a volatile relationship, he was a chain smoker and an every night drinker, he was an engineer and very clever he never missed a days work even when he broke his foot I drove him in, he would totally ov...	Katy	3	437	Aug 2, 2014 by PP
	alcoholism, a thinking disease (Preview) Ive came to believe completely that alcoholism is a disease, a disease that affects the way everyone in the family thinks. The alcoholics distorted thinking is so easy to see, the nonsense they talk, black and white thinking, the poor mes, nobody loves me, its so unfair, the world is against me and its...	el-cee	11	798	Aug 2, 2014 by SunshineGirl
	Back to rehab? Yes or no? (Preview) My husband went into a 30 rehab in April, then was transferred to a 90 day, of which he didn't finish, he was asked to leave 30 days early due to an altercation. So, when he got out, he wasn't allowed home yet, I wanted to see him work his sobriety in the general public. Needless to say, he was not happy about t...	sunrise2014	4	524	Aug 1, 2014 by jillybean1
	Katy update! (Preview) Good Morning Mip, So I am coming up one month away from my home and my feelings are very up and down, I am able to pop home here and there for anything I need and my husband and I are communicating as best we can, I am finding though that his thinking is all over the place and it feels like he is trying to manipula...	Katy	2	394	Aug 1, 2014 by grateful2be
	Letting Go (Preview) Hi All! Update on my AH and myself. He called last night and said he cannot progress if he talks to me more than once a week and sees me more than once every two weeks, because he can't focus on himself. He hasn't been able to move from his fourth step work which he started back sometime in June when we had no co...	Flower49	3	393	Aug 1, 2014 by Jerry F
	Struggling with Boundaries...but I have a temporary sponsor! :) (Preview) Good morning everyone! The good news is I have a temporary sponsor..which I'm really glad I do! F2F meetings are wonderful..I'm really enjoying them :) I'm however struggling a lot with boundaries. Along with those boundaries..balancing stuff my AM can't do for herself physically vs. stuff s...	phoenixmagicgirl	5	453	Aug 1, 2014 by Jerry F
	Hating myself every day.. (Preview) So here goes my first post after putting up with alocoholic fiance for the the past 4 years... Found this message board today and thought maybe if I shared I could get some feedback since I really don't know how to handle my situation. Horrible night tonight..as usual. My fiance is perfect during the...	Gleleni	15	541	Jul 31, 2014 by Kelly123
	One step to a time (Preview) Sorry to bore you all . Talked to my lawyer and accountant Today ordered an appraisal on property but its not till end of august. i am very nervous of my ah moving home. I am trying not to project problems but he has been unpleasant toward me. we write notes or text any messages to each other. He mostly goes...	Mirandac	10	527	Jul 31, 2014 by grateful2be
	Just checking in:-) (Preview) Hey all!! Just a quick hello I've been going to bed early (SHOCK! HORROR!) because..I like to be awake and alert when I go for my little drives during the day lol. I'm taking it slowly, my car is big and sort of like driving a tank compared to what I learnt in so I go a little further each day running sense...	missmeliss	9	531	Jul 31, 2014 by PP
	Who Fakes Forgetfulness? (Preview) DDH, apparently. To put it more nicely, Husband who hasn't had a drink for decades and is so not into recovery. He told my sister he says he forgets to do things, but he's really just deliberately not doing them and then when I "nag" him he gets mad. Passive-aggressive and proud of it. Please...	Temple	21	688	Jul 31, 2014 by Temple
	Never take for granted... (Preview) Even though I live w/ an A, and know they lie, manipulate, speak over, know it all...... there are times I let my guard down and believe him because for a brief moment he is talking like a "normal" person. Last weekend, after I had made the decision to formally file for a divorce, we were discu...	blessed	7	467	Jul 31, 2014 by blessed
	detachment confusion (Preview) In the past year I have gone from being an obsessed person who tracked my A's movements, to the present, where I discovered this past weekend I actually enjoyed being alone. I no longer care if my spouse and I have "quality time" because with the multiple addictions, there is no quality tim...	Lyne	3	287	Jul 31, 2014 by Jerry F
	I knew better (Preview) I knew better but didn't want to do what I knew was right or better???? Just read a post on here about doing better but they didn't know any better that was what helped them but as for me I do and did know better but still did it anyways cause ing me a lot of pain and greif	lookingup	5	352	Jul 31, 2014 by KennyFenderjazz
	I love my meeting! (Preview) I really do love my meeting on Tuesday nights. I have been going faithfully for a little over a year. At the beginning I didn't really get it, the reading from the notebook, sharing without crosstalk, etc. Now the meeting is like an infusion of hope and caring right into my veins! I shared last night...	Lyne	1	256	Jul 31, 2014 by hotrod
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