Al-Anon Family Group - Al-Anon Family Group

hudsond · hudsond

I have been having some kind of breakdown lately!! Call it emotional, mental, hormonal--who really knows, but Friday I about fell to pieces! I left work sick--stomachache, headache, couldn't stop crying--just feeling awful!!!! So I headed to town, to drown away my sorrows and stress with a sho...

maresie2 · maresie2

The A has sold the truck and bought some clunker. He plans to move several states away. He is still living in the trailer and the people there are going nuts trying to get him to move out. This is the second time he's done that in 6 months stuck around when people want him to move out. I don't know what he is sti...

Lookingforpeace · Lookingforpeace

So I have to say that the past three days have been a total rollercoaster for me. I am not properly detatching...I can see that my emotions are still so plainly affected by my husband's behavior. Not matter how hard I try it seems to cloud my mind. There was a point, I don't even remember when that I read...

rebjohn · rebjohn

my son has alot of issues right now-- cant keep a job - lost his car- cant follow house rules-.drinks and some drugs- my husband his stepdad of 20yrs. does not want him here anymore. has kicked him out several times- after 2-3 weeks i let him back in and the crap starts again. - its like is the problem the h...

Denoraphy · Denoraphy

Living with an active A can be a challenge and I feel like I am a strong enough person that I can let most of what he says roll off of me and not let it bother me. Especially since I have been involved with alanon and have learned about boundries and about typical A behaviors. But.....the biggest challen...

maresie2 · maresie2

The A is trying to get a write off on the truck and get a check. He has a court case coming up and wans to skip town. So he has not only destroyed the truck (which I don't know where it is) he has also sold it out from under me for an unknown sum. He plans to move several states away in order to not be imprisoned. ...

ddub · ddub

sad and unsettled........ tired of myself fighting depression and all like to write things down to get them out of my head. sometimes then I can figgure it out and if I can't, some of you can usually help me. At home I can keep busy, at motel I was restless, claustrophobic and slept to calm my panic. woke...

Friendofyours · Friendofyours

Ever since ah came last weekend and came clean about drinking again I have been having nightmares and I wake up at 3 or 4 in the morning dreaming about him drinking. I can't get back to sleep. I feel sick to my stomach, restless and just feel this enevitable doom. I already take meds for anxiety and depress...

Carole08 · Carole08

Hello, I am new to this forum and I guess I kinda need to know the do's and don'ts firstly. Also would like to share with you some recent events . So here goes, my brother in law (husbands brother) is an alcoholic. His entire family and to a certain degree my husband and I are struggling with this. I g...

marmare · marmare

So the cycle again and again.....the controled drinking, the binging, the broken promises, it's started all over again. Sad to think I had started to believe by not only his words but by his actions. I was headed out in October to buy my Harley. Not now, it is safer to tuck the money away into CD's. Un...

Andrea12 · Andrea12

Hello (((All))), The question why is just one that I keep asking, when it comes out I know in my heart that there is no answer. Things happen for a reason, anger builds up, sorrow has comsumed me. These things I can control, I can ask myself why am I letting it all get the best of me. Then I look at my kids a...

beaulahg · beaulahg

JUST FOR TODAY............... I am tired of myself. I go to face to face meeings, I work the step, practice the traditions, attend open meetings, go to AA round ups, Alanon assemblies, district meetings, and, read Alanon material daily. I even joined the local gym. [keep the focus on myself] I kn...

Maria123 · Maria123

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carolinagirl · carolinagirl

I guess the real dilemma for me in my situation is trying to decide what exactly IS the right thing for the kids??? Especially the boy... Here are the choices in my mind: One, you have a dad, he's in and out of your life, when he does see you he loves you and plays with you and is not abusive but it's infrequen...

debilyn · debilyn

How are things Friend? Are ya still having panicy feelings? Please let us know how you are. love,debilyn

Lookingforpeace · Lookingforpeace

Hello All - This is my first time posting on this site. I have been struggling with an "A", as you call it, for about two years now. The part that kills me is that we had 8 GREAT years together before this all happened. Anyway, I am getting to the point in our relationship where I feel that I am a...

ally · ally

(((((((((((((((Yo Roomies)))))))))))))) You all know I had opened a face to face group a few months ago (5 months already). Well It started off really good, got about 6 or 7 every week. I had not been commiting for the last few weeks. The members took a "Group decision" and were going to take...

bev · bev

hi everyone,it has been awhile since i posted here..but i really could use some prayers today...found out on monday that my daughter and her husband might lose my grandchildren today.they have to go to the department of social services today at 10,to see what is going to happen..i have been a wreck al...

Tiger2006 · Tiger2006

My dad had his 20th back surgery on Monday. On wednesday he called and said "I know you've been so busy, and I know you've been extremely worried about me, so I'm calling to tell you that I'm fine, the surgery went well, and that I will be home a week from Saturday..." As I was listening to the ar...

kissers · kissers

Hi everyone, I was thinking about the time my friend's brother and his fiancee were in a horrible car accident. They were both flown to shock trauma. Her brother's injuries resulted in paralysis and her sister-in-law suffered from a broken arm. She called me after the accident happened and was angry...

ally · ally

(((((((((((Guy))))))))))) Was surfing and came across some quotes::::: Anna Quindlen: It's important to remember that feminism is no longer a group of organizations or leaders. It's the expectations that parents have for their daughters, and their sons, too. It's the way we talk about and treat...

maresie2 · maresie2

Pepi my dog was found at the pound She was a few blocks away but she must have been moving all the time for the whole 24 plus hours she was gone. I searched high and low for her. I didn't sleep for two days. She is absolutely fine and chomping on a bone at home Thanks for all your prayers it meant a great deal to...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

I thought this needed it's own string, feel free to add! OK I'm gonna give this a shot: Ease in making everyday decisions Assumes responsibility for own actions and life Not afraid to speak up for self or disagree with others Initiating projects and finishing what you start Nurtures self by self care a...

Karilynn · Karilynn

((((((((Family)))))))))), In reference to Becky's post about Keith Urban and Diva going ga-ga over Johnny Depp. Allow me to set the record straight. While I might go a bit nuts at a football game: GO USC, GO EAGLES, I assure you I would never get crazy. (Just don't talk to my friends Joanne & Kath...

bigh · bigh

I have a question about the rules for a group conscious meeting. when you have one and then have the vote does majority rule. that is my question> thanks bigh

summergrl83 · summergrl83

I don't know how to cut ties with my boyfriend. I don't even necessarily want to never speak with him again, but I WOULD like him to move out. I've gotten to the point where he and his drinking just annoy me to death and if he does stay it is going to get worse until I have some kind of blow up and say really mean t...

Cheryl28659 · Cheryl28659

The addict is in complete control of the group. Like a magician they make everyone look over here and pull the trick off over there. The group is entertained and happy. But I see all the slight of hand. I hear the hallow ring in every promise uttered from the addicts lips. I am not happy or entertained. I am...

kissers · kissers

I haven't spoken to my father in a year. He is very disrespectful to me in front of my daughter and can go into rages. I severed the relationship and have no desire to have a relationship with him. He also participates in cat calls while I am in his presence. I always denied how I felt when around him. Recent...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

Dependent Personality Disorder Symptoms This personality disorder is characterized by a long-standing need for the person to be taken care of and a fear of being abandoned or separated from important individuals in his or her life. This pervasive fear leads to "clinging behavior" and...

marmare · marmare

As most of you know I lost my mom last year and I just wanted to share with you the following....(Art is Dad, Helen is Mom) 50 years ago this year, Art and Helen started looking for a house. Art wanted to get Helen and thier three children (I wasn't even thought of yet LOL) settled into a home before he depl...

nmike · nmike

Hi Alanoners, It happens time and time again. Late this summer after my surgeries and having my AHsober tell me he didn't feel anything compassion for me, I said enough is enough. I am not going to make an effort to talk to him, cooperate, or call him about our sons. So of course he shows up for a tournamen...

ally · ally

(((((((((((((Yo Roomies)))))))))))) I have been having a "pure dead crappy week". My life sucks, I am hopeless, useless, a cody, a pain in the ass, and I'm writing this right now, listening to a song, and laughing...lol Well,...

jonibaloni21 · jonibaloni21

Help! I had a harddrive breakdown and now I can't get on in the chatroom! My ex-bf's nephew was very nice in that he completely rewrote my bios(which of course I don't understand) and when I try to get into the room it says it wants to add "ActiveX" to my computer, then when I try to allow it to it s...

CAM0914 · CAM0914

i'm starting to see the chaos that was my life on a whole new level. I hope, dear god, i hope i never become that person again. it was pain, on top of more pain, etc. i had no tools to cope...i drank. i'm here now, one year later, feeling great in my sobriety. it works if you work it. and yes, i'm worth it. ...

seekingserenity · seekingserenity

have you ever felt like you were trying to solve a puzzle but you didn't quite have all the information? Well, that's how I have been feeling. It has even led to panic attacks. The answer to the puzzle is I need to have more faith in myself. I need to have confidence in me and my own abilities. So, if I alread...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

Well, thanks for saying that, I guess its better to step away than to say thing that cant be unsaid J Anyway, I know he is your son and you love him and want him to have everything he wants but I also want C to grow up healthy and Im not really sure at this point what is the best thing. I have been thinking abo...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

Has the dog come home yet? Have you found her?

jrl · jrl

By my A ex, is one of the reasons we broke up was that she feel like I was there for her, when she decided to quit drinking. I have stood beside her through everything we have done toegther and all her decisions, I dont know how else to show her that I am still there for her no matter what happens... ~ Mr. Clingy...

Lanchas · Lanchas

I wrote this last night....... This may not make sense or seem rational because I am typing as I am thinking and I have lots running through my head about this....... I am a big fan of Law & Order: SVU. I just the watched episode about the A mother who drank vodka and it talked about the feelings of child...

maresie2 · maresie2

the A's alcoholism and drug addiction has not progressed to the phase where he is a sociopath. When my dog went missing on Monday I spoke to him. His response to the situation which had me very very distressed was to try to con money out of me. I think I have really resisted seing him as a sociopath for a...

Kim65 · Kim65

Haven't seen you online for a while?? Maybe I missed her posts?? Hope you are OK hon! Kim

maresie2 · maresie2

My big lab mix got out last night and after hours of searching is no where to be seen. I am desolate and waiting for the animal shelters to open. The A offered to help if I paid him!!! That's it for me. I feel absolutely alone, abandoned and without resources. Of course I have my own two feet. My dogs got out...

lebe27 · lebe27

Hi All, Haven't been around but have still been checking out the board now and again. Since hubby cleared up 7 year old outstanding warrants in Rhode Island back in July things have been going very smoothly. He has been on the sober path again. Even with my bankruptcy 3 years ago I was able to secure a m...

detatching from family members · annmarie

Hi everyone, It's been a while since I've posted. I've just been reading posts. I've been working very hard at detatching from people who are affected by the disease of alcoholism, namely my family members. As I get better, which is great, I can see how the illness affects them with greater clarity. I h...

New Member · Intrepid

Hi Everyone, I've never joined a message board for ANYTHING, let alone for advice and community, so please bear with me if I'm way off on etiquette, etc. In addition, if you have anything to say, thats why I'm here! So, good or bad, critical or sympathetic, let it flow. I feel like I'm in a corner, but k...

wp · wp

Hi all, I have been traveling for a week, and missing you all so much that I actually paid Tmobile to get online for a day! rofl. Will be back next week, but wanted to check in. You will never know, but I am suggesting here and now that you helped me more than you know to deal with family visits with a g...

Cheryl28659 · Cheryl28659

I have lived in fear my entire life. Intense fear of the next intoxicated belligerent episode. Will it be loud? Will it last long? Will anyone be physically injured? Will someone leave mad? Will it be me? For many years it was my mother who brought this chaos to my life. And I thought I had fixed that part o...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

Since A will be out in a week, I have been getting that feeling of impending doom lately I hear the star wars darth vader entering the room music...LOL. I guess I haven't given much thought to him and his visitation of our son since it hasn't been a concern the past few months but I know it's going to hit the...

bobump · bobump

One more post before my self imposed break, LOL Wow, was interesting to see that topic when I came here today to post about my son. I posted seperately because carolinagirl at least has something to pin it on. I got the tail, I got the blindfold, but I have no clue where this jackass is. lol Between my fe...

ddub · ddub

confusion can be a good thing - never thought of that!! confusion can mean I am not ready or it is not the right time for this issue/plan confusion can keep us from acting until we are calm and sure trying to make sane decisions/plans in a A house of insanity,can require lots of time so embrace the confusi...

Mandy123 · Mandy123

Hi all, I think I have a new sickness, I can't stop thinking alanon when I clean. Ummm is there a 12 step program for that. Ok so the new thought. Last night after I took a shower. I noticed that my hands were really dry. Hmmm I spent quite a bit of time with bleach and pinesole and washing dishes no wonder they...

debilyn · debilyn

I apologise for not being here. Please feel free to email me privately if you feel a need. Have made a major decision to finish the legal sep and divorce my AH. He actually died after his brain surgery anyway. It is more apparent than ever. We just never know how horrible things can go wrong in this world....

bobump · bobump

I was going to take a break from MIP but I just had to post this. So, 2 weeks ago, my son and I had it out a little bit when I indirectly expressed my frustration with him not having gone to Alateen the for a bit. He goes, comes out of the meeting, comes out w/ an commitment to read the preamble at the individual a...

summergrl83 · summergrl83

The last few weeks have been some of the hardest of my life. I found out I was pregnant (by my A boyfriend) and decided not to go through with the pregnancy. It was not a very hard decision for me, this is a terrible time in my life for a child, not to mention I am not sure I want to stay with my boyfriend and defin...

maire rua · maire rua

I have just dealt with my student's work and been as positive as I can be. I have also provided direction and not just sent back the comments. I feel happy about my level of supervision and the detachment involved in it. On an another level, I have so much stress in my life at the moment, that I feel overwhel...

Andrea12 · Andrea12

Hello Friends, Been living in a state of depression these past few months.....alot of questions, I have questioned about everything in my life....Still don't have many answers, however things seem were heading in a better direction.... Zach is playing football again, daughter is starting to lau...

ally · ally

(((((((((((((((Guys))))))))))))))))))) My last post was full of "positive" thoughts and feelings. And guess what, WHY do I know It's not going to last. WHY, can I not allow myself to be happy. The last three days have been horrible for me. You all know I had a friend come up from England. I...

Mobirdie · Mobirdie

Some say I have found my bottom, believe me it's not pretty down here. I have been in program just under three years. During that time I was asked to start a new meeting at our church, which after a year is doing well. I have been going to as many functions as I can, retreats, AA weekend functions and at tim...

maresie2 · maresie2

It seems like the A is finally hitting a bottom he can't find a way out of. His current landlord is tired of his tantrum and his denial and his insistence that money is coming some day. She has issued him an order to get out. He insists he is staying. He refuses point blank to go to his uncles who would take him...

babysteps · babysteps

The good run ended last night after 34.8 days. He supposedly went to an AA meeting at 7 pm, got home a little after 8. Football game on TV at 8:15. Daughter and I went to bed at 8:30 after busy weekend. Heard him go out to his car (red flag), comes back in house and I hear cough/crack of can opening. I get up and g...

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	breakdown (Preview) I have been having some kind of breakdown lately!! Call it emotional, mental, hormonal--who really knows, but Friday I about fell to pieces! I left work sick--stomachache, headache, couldn't stop crying--just feeling awful!!!! So I headed to town, to drown away my sorrows and stress with a sho...	hudsond	9	408	Oct 2, 2007 by hudsond
	the A bottoming out (Preview) The A has sold the truck and bought some clunker. He plans to move several states away. He is still living in the trailer and the people there are going nuts trying to get him to move out. This is the second time he's done that in 6 months stuck around when people want him to move out. I don't know what he is sti...	maresie2	4	644	Oct 2, 2007 by carolinagirl
	Rollercoaster (Preview) So I have to say that the past three days have been a total rollercoaster for me. I am not properly detatching...I can see that my emotions are still so plainly affected by my husband's behavior. Not matter how hard I try it seems to cloud my mind. There was a point, I don't even remember when that I read...	Lookingforpeace	4	477	Oct 2, 2007 by hersh
	my 24 yr. old son (Preview) my son has alot of issues right now-- cant keep a job - lost his car- cant follow house rules-.drinks and some drugs- my husband his stepdad of 20yrs. does not want him here anymore. has kicked him out several times- after 2-3 weeks i let him back in and the crap starts again. - its like is the problem the h...	rebjohn	6	502	Oct 2, 2007 by cdb19
	Loneliness (Preview) Living with an active A can be a challenge and I feel like I am a strong enough person that I can let most of what he says roll off of me and not let it bother me. Especially since I have been involved with alanon and have learned about boundries and about typical A behaviors. But.....the biggest challen...	Denoraphy	4	361	Oct 1, 2007 by nmike
	latest development (Preview) The A is trying to get a write off on the truck and get a check. He has a court case coming up and wans to skip town. So he has not only destroyed the truck (which I don't know where it is) he has also sold it out from under me for an unknown sum. He plans to move several states away in order to not be imprisoned. ...	maresie2	4	575	Oct 1, 2007 by maresie2
	writing it down (Preview) sad and unsettled........ tired of myself fighting depression and all like to write things down to get them out of my head. sometimes then I can figgure it out and if I can't, some of you can usually help me. At home I can keep busy, at motel I was restless, claustrophobic and slept to calm my panic. woke...	ddub	1	307	Oct 1, 2007 by rtexas
	I'm living in one big panick attack. Help. (Preview) Ever since ah came last weekend and came clean about drinking again I have been having nightmares and I wake up at 3 or 4 in the morning dreaming about him drinking. I can't get back to sleep. I feel sick to my stomach, restless and just feel this enevitable doom. I already take meds for anxiety and depress...	Friendofyours	10	3726	Oct 1, 2007 by Loupiness
	New to this forum (Preview) Hello, I am new to this forum and I guess I kinda need to know the do's and don'ts firstly. Also would like to share with you some recent events . So here goes, my brother in law (husbands brother) is an alcoholic. His entire family and to a certain degree my husband and I are struggling with this. I g...	Carole08	9	1205	Oct 1, 2007 by Carole08
	My STOP and THINK moment (Preview) So the cycle again and again.....the controled drinking, the binging, the broken promises, it's started all over again. Sad to think I had started to believe by not only his words but by his actions. I was headed out in October to buy my Harley. Not now, it is safer to tuck the money away into CD's. Un...	marmare	3	756	Oct 1, 2007 by Karilynn
	The Question Why???? (Preview) Hello (((All))), The question why is just one that I keep asking, when it comes out I know in my heart that there is no answer. Things happen for a reason, anger builds up, sorrow has comsumed me. These things I can control, I can ask myself why am I letting it all get the best of me. Then I look at my kids a...	Andrea12	4	507	Oct 1, 2007 by mel123
	I am tired of myself (Preview) JUST FOR TODAY............... I am tired of myself. I go to face to face meeings, I work the step, practice the traditions, attend open meetings, go to AA round ups, Alanon assemblies, district meetings, and, read Alanon material daily. I even joined the local gym. [keep the focus on myself] I kn...	beaulahg	3	416	Sep 30, 2007 by beaulahg
	Don't Underestimate the power of Alcoholism (Preview) ------------------------------------------------------------------------He...	Maria123	1	541	Sep 30, 2007 by Andrea12
	The real dilemma (Preview) I guess the real dilemma for me in my situation is trying to decide what exactly IS the right thing for the kids??? Especially the boy... Here are the choices in my mind: One, you have a dad, he's in and out of your life, when he does see you he loves you and plays with you and is not abusive but it's infrequen...	carolinagirl	9	437	Sep 30, 2007 by Andrea12
	Friend of yours (Preview) How are things Friend? Are ya still having panicy feelings? Please let us know how you are. love,debilyn	debilyn	2	397	Sep 30, 2007 by Friendofyours
	Confused (Preview) Hello All - This is my first time posting on this site. I have been struggling with an "A", as you call it, for about two years now. The part that kills me is that we had 8 GREAT years together before this all happened. Anyway, I am getting to the point in our relationship where I feel that I am a...	Lookingforpeace	4	301	Sep 30, 2007 by Lookingforpeace
	THE FOG HAS CLEARED (Preview) (((((((((((((((Yo Roomies)))))))))))))) You all know I had opened a face to face group a few months ago (5 months already). Well It started off really good, got about 6 or 7 every week. I had not been commiting for the last few weeks. The members took a "Group decision" and were going to take...	ally	3	498	Sep 30, 2007 by florrie
	need prayers today (Preview) hi everyone,it has been awhile since i posted here..but i really could use some prayers today...found out on monday that my daughter and her husband might lose my grandchildren today.they have to go to the department of social services today at 10,to see what is going to happen..i have been a wreck al...	bev	12	591	Sep 30, 2007 by Maria123
	Trying to "easy do it" (Preview) My dad had his 20th back surgery on Monday. On wednesday he called and said "I know you've been so busy, and I know you've been extremely worried about me, so I'm calling to tell you that I'm fine, the surgery went well, and that I will be home a week from Saturday..." As I was listening to the ar...	Tiger2006	2	817	Sep 30, 2007 by Maria123
	HP answered a question I reflected upon from the past (Preview) Hi everyone, I was thinking about the time my friend's brother and his fiancee were in a horrible car accident. They were both flown to shock trauma. Her brother's injuries resulted in paralysis and her sister-in-law suffered from a broken arm. She called me after the accident happened and was angry...	kissers	1	412	Sep 30, 2007 by Maria123
	"EXPECTATIONS" (Preview) (((((((((((Guy))))))))))) Was surfing and came across some quotes::::: Anna Quindlen: It's important to remember that feminism is no longer a group of organizations or leaders. It's the expectations that parents have for their daughters, and their sons, too. It's the way we talk about and treat...	ally	1	365	Sep 29, 2007 by Jen
	Pepi is back home now (Preview) Pepi my dog was found at the pound She was a few blocks away but she must have been moving all the time for the whole 24 plus hours she was gone. I searched high and low for her. I didn't sleep for two days. She is absolutely fine and chomping on a bone at home Thanks for all your prayers it meant a great deal to...	maresie2	6	373	Sep 29, 2007 by Jen
	The healthy self... (Preview) I thought this needed it's own string, feel free to add! OK I'm gonna give this a shot: Ease in making everyday decisions Assumes responsibility for own actions and life Not afraid to speak up for self or disagree with others Initiating projects and finishing what you start Nurtures self by self care a...	carolinagirl	3	420	Sep 28, 2007 by ddub
	Just for the record.... (Preview) ((((((((Family)))))))))), In reference to Becky's post about Keith Urban and Diva going ga-ga over Johnny Depp. Allow me to set the record straight. While I might go a bit nuts at a football game: GO USC, GO EAGLES, I assure you I would never get crazy. (Just don't talk to my friends Joanne & Kath...	Karilynn	23	1839	Sep 28, 2007 by Andrea12
	Group conscious meeting (Preview) I have a question about the rules for a group conscious meeting. when you have one and then have the vote does majority rule. that is my question> thanks bigh	bigh	6	3024	Sep 28, 2007 by lin0606
	Ending it (Preview) I don't know how to cut ties with my boyfriend. I don't even necessarily want to never speak with him again, but I WOULD like him to move out. I've gotten to the point where he and his drinking just annoy me to death and if he does stay it is going to get worse until I have some kind of blow up and say really mean t...	summergrl83	5	449	Sep 28, 2007 by maresie2
	Why is the elephant invisible? (Preview) The addict is in complete control of the group. Like a magician they make everyone look over here and pull the trick off over there. The group is entertained and happy. But I see all the slight of hand. I hear the hallow ring in every promise uttered from the addicts lips. I am not happy or entertained. I am...	Cheryl28659	8	623	Sep 28, 2007 by Christy
	My father, the Alcoholic (Preview) I haven't spoken to my father in a year. He is very disrespectful to me in front of my daughter and can go into rages. I severed the relationship and have no desire to have a relationship with him. He also participates in cat calls while I am in his presence. I always denied how I felt when around him. Recent...	kissers	2	384	Sep 28, 2007 by QOD
	I found this interesting, this was me when I first came here! (Preview) Dependent Personality Disorder Symptoms This personality disorder is characterized by a long-standing need for the person to be taken care of and a fear of being abandoned or separated from important individuals in his or her life. This pervasive fear leads to "clinging behavior" and...	carolinagirl	9	589	Sep 28, 2007 by Tiger2006
	Update on Mom's House (Preview) As most of you know I lost my mom last year and I just wanted to share with you the following....(Art is Dad, Helen is Mom) 50 years ago this year, Art and Helen started looking for a house. Art wanted to get Helen and thier three children (I wasn't even thought of yet LOL) settled into a home before he depl...	marmare	4	548	Sep 28, 2007 by Karilynn
	That alcoholic radar (Preview) Hi Alanoners, It happens time and time again. Late this summer after my surgeries and having my AHsober tell me he didn't feel anything compassion for me, I said enough is enough. I am not going to make an effort to talk to him, cooperate, or call him about our sons. So of course he shows up for a tournamen...	nmike	5	627	Sep 28, 2007 by ddub
	THANK GAWD FOR MY SENSE OF HUMOUR:LOL (Preview) (((((((((((((Yo Roomies)))))))))))) I have been having a "pure dead crappy week". My life sucks, I am hopeless, useless, a cody, a pain in the ass, and I'm writing this right now, listening to a song, and laughing...lol Well,...	ally	3	642	Sep 27, 2007 by ddub
	Can Anyone Help Me Get Into the Chatroom? (Preview) Help! I had a harddrive breakdown and now I can't get on in the chatroom! My ex-bf's nephew was very nice in that he completely rewrote my bios(which of course I don't understand) and when I try to get into the room it says it wants to add "ActiveX" to my computer, then when I try to allow it to it s...	jonibaloni21	2	457	Sep 27, 2007 by Maria123
	one year later... (Preview) i'm starting to see the chaos that was my life on a whole new level. I hope, dear god, i hope i never become that person again. it was pain, on top of more pain, etc. i had no tools to cope...i drank. i'm here now, one year later, feeling great in my sobriety. it works if you work it. and yes, i'm worth it. ...	CAM0914	0	356	Sep 27, 2007 by CAM0914
	Let me out of this maze that is my head (Preview) have you ever felt like you were trying to solve a puzzle but you didn't quite have all the information? Well, that's how I have been feeling. It has even led to panic attacks. The answer to the puzzle is I need to have more faith in myself. I need to have confidence in me and my own abilities. So, if I alread...	seekingserenity	2	2287	Sep 27, 2007 by Kim65
	letter to my MIL (long but good) (Preview) Well, thanks for saying that, I guess its better to step away than to say thing that cant be unsaid J Anyway, I know he is your son and you love him and want him to have everything he wants but I also want C to grow up healthy and Im not really sure at this point what is the best thing. I have been thinking abo...	carolinagirl	2	527	Sep 27, 2007 by Kim65
	Maresie any word about the dog? (Preview) Has the dog come home yet? Have you found her?	carolinagirl	7	460	Sep 27, 2007 by Friendofyours
	One thing said to me (Preview) By my A ex, is one of the reasons we broke up was that she feel like I was there for her, when she decided to quit drinking. I have stood beside her through everything we have done toegther and all her decisions, I dont know how else to show her that I am still there for her no matter what happens... ~ Mr. Clingy...	jrl	4	475	Sep 27, 2007 by jrl
	realizations (Preview) I wrote this last night....... This may not make sense or seem rational because I am typing as I am thinking and I have lots running through my head about this....... I am a big fan of Law & Order: SVU. I just the watched episode about the A mother who drank vodka and it talked about the feelings of child...	Lanchas	4	525	Sep 27, 2007 by QOD
	Sociopathic tenddencies (Preview) the A's alcoholism and drug addiction has not progressed to the phase where he is a sociopath. When my dog went missing on Monday I spoke to him. His response to the situation which had me very very distressed was to try to con money out of me. I think I have really resisted seing him as a sociopath for a...	maresie2	4	669	Sep 27, 2007 by Kim65
	QOD?? (Preview) Haven't seen you online for a while?? Maybe I missed her posts?? Hope you are OK hon! Kim	Kim65	4	302	Sep 27, 2007 by QOD
	please pray for me (Preview) My big lab mix got out last night and after hours of searching is no where to be seen. I am desolate and waiting for the animal shelters to open. The A offered to help if I paid him!!! That's it for me. I feel absolutely alone, abandoned and without resources. Of course I have my own two feet. My dogs got out...	maresie2	11	642	Sep 26, 2007 by debilyn
	Long Time No See (Preview) Hi All, Haven't been around but have still been checking out the board now and again. Since hubby cleared up 7 year old outstanding warrants in Rhode Island back in July things have been going very smoothly. He has been on the sober path again. Even with my bankruptcy 3 years ago I was able to secure a m...	lebe27	7	464	Sep 26, 2007 by getoverit
	detatching from family members (Preview) Hi everyone, It's been a while since I've posted. I've just been reading posts. I've been working very hard at detatching from people who are affected by the disease of alcoholism, namely my family members. As I get better, which is great, I can see how the illness affects them with greater clarity. I h...	annmarie	3	641	Sep 26, 2007 by QOD
	New Member (Preview) Hi Everyone, I've never joined a message board for ANYTHING, let alone for advice and community, so please bear with me if I'm way off on etiquette, etc. In addition, if you have anything to say, thats why I'm here! So, good or bad, critical or sympathetic, let it flow. I feel like I'm in a corner, but k...	Intrepid	17	566	Sep 26, 2007 by Intrepid
	mspw on break (Preview) Hi all, I have been traveling for a week, and missing you all so much that I actually paid Tmobile to get online for a day! rofl. Will be back next week, but wanted to check in. You will never know, but I am suggesting here and now that you helped me more than you know to deal with family visits with a g...	wp	4	431	Sep 26, 2007 by belle1
	Living in fear (Preview) I have lived in fear my entire life. Intense fear of the next intoxicated belligerent episode. Will it be loud? Will it last long? Will anyone be physically injured? Will someone leave mad? Will it be me? For many years it was my mother who brought this chaos to my life. And I thought I had fixed that part o...	Cheryl28659	7	575	Sep 26, 2007 by Cheryl28659
	Feeling of impending doom (Preview) Since A will be out in a week, I have been getting that feeling of impending doom lately I hear the star wars darth vader entering the room music...LOL. I guess I haven't given much thought to him and his visitation of our son since it hasn't been a concern the past few months but I know it's going to hit the...	carolinagirl	12	1217	Sep 26, 2007 by carolinagirl
	imending doom? me too (Preview) One more post before my self imposed break, LOL Wow, was interesting to see that topic when I came here today to post about my son. I posted seperately because carolinagirl at least has something to pin it on. I got the tail, I got the blindfold, but I have no clue where this jackass is. lol Between my fe...	bobump	6	562	Sep 26, 2007 by carolinagirl
	something new I learned yesterday (Preview) confusion can be a good thing - never thought of that!! confusion can mean I am not ready or it is not the right time for this issue/plan confusion can keep us from acting until we are calm and sure trying to make sane decisions/plans in a A house of insanity,can require lots of time so embrace the confusi...	ddub	1	412	Sep 26, 2007 by rtexas
	And you all thought the scrubbing floor thougths were done! Hehe nope (Preview) Hi all, I think I have a new sickness, I can't stop thinking alanon when I clean. Ummm is there a 12 step program for that. Ok so the new thought. Last night after I took a shower. I noticed that my hands were really dry. Hmmm I spent quite a bit of time with bleach and pinesole and washing dishes no wonder they...	Mandy123	4	461	Sep 26, 2007 by Karilynn
	hi My sis and bros (Preview) I apologise for not being here. Please feel free to email me privately if you feel a need. Have made a major decision to finish the legal sep and divorce my AH. He actually died after his brain surgery anyway. It is more apparent than ever. We just never know how horrible things can go wrong in this world....	debilyn	5	607	Sep 26, 2007 by cdb19
	my son an alateen speaker ? and a chance to work my program? (Preview) I was going to take a break from MIP but I just had to post this. So, 2 weeks ago, my son and I had it out a little bit when I indirectly expressed my frustration with him not having gone to Alateen the for a bit. He goes, comes out of the meeting, comes out w/ an commitment to read the preamble at the individual a...	bobump	7	1113	Sep 25, 2007 by jonibaloni21
	Feeling Alone (Preview) The last few weeks have been some of the hardest of my life. I found out I was pregnant (by my A boyfriend) and decided not to go through with the pregnancy. It was not a very hard decision for me, this is a terrible time in my life for a child, not to mention I am not sure I want to stay with my boyfriend and defin...	summergrl83	6	632	Sep 25, 2007 by serendipity
	re; being honest (Preview) I have just dealt with my student's work and been as positive as I can be. I have also provided direction and not just sent back the comments. I feel happy about my level of supervision and the detachment involved in it. On an another level, I have so much stress in my life at the moment, that I feel overwhel...	maire rua	5	433	Sep 25, 2007 by florrie
	When does the Darkness End (Preview) Hello Friends, Been living in a state of depression these past few months.....alot of questions, I have questioned about everything in my life....Still don't have many answers, however things seem were heading in a better direction.... Zach is playing football again, daughter is starting to lau...	Andrea12	12	738	Sep 25, 2007 by thinkstoomuch
	WHAT TRIGGERS THE NEGATIVE FEELINGS WITHIN US???? (Preview) (((((((((((((((Guys))))))))))))))))))) My last post was full of "positive" thoughts and feelings. And guess what, WHY do I know It's not going to last. WHY, can I not allow myself to be happy. The last three days have been horrible for me. You all know I had a friend come up from England. I...	ally	11	702	Sep 25, 2007 by canadianguy
	Emotional Exhaustion? (Preview) Some say I have found my bottom, believe me it's not pretty down here. I have been in program just under three years. During that time I was asked to start a new meeting at our church, which after a year is doing well. I have been going to as many functions as I can, retreats, AA weekend functions and at tim...	Mobirdie	8	1940	Sep 25, 2007 by carosie
	hitting bottom (Preview) It seems like the A is finally hitting a bottom he can't find a way out of. His current landlord is tired of his tantrum and his denial and his insistence that money is coming some day. She has issued him an order to get out. He insists he is staying. He refuses point blank to go to his uncles who would take him...	maresie2	7	659	Sep 25, 2007 by carolinagirl
	35 days and not counting (Preview) The good run ended last night after 34.8 days. He supposedly went to an AA meeting at 7 pm, got home a little after 8. Football game on TV at 8:15. Daughter and I went to bed at 8:30 after busy weekend. Heard him go out to his car (red flag), comes back in house and I hear cough/crack of can opening. I get up and g...	babysteps	7	953	Sep 25, 2007 by Jerry F
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