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OH....OK....I guess I put a gun to your mother's head and FORCED her to go sign papers with me to get help for YOU...because you don't have a drinking problem! I guess I put a gun to your brother's head and FORCED him to stay on the phone ALL DAY looking for someway to get you help...because YOU don't have a drinking problem!! OH...I've never told you to quit drinking and driving or to to keep an open container out of the vehicle while I'M driving!! OK...This is all in my head, I don't know what I'm talking about!! Hey Honey! Why don't you let me show you in the Al-Anon group I belong to...how much I DO KNOW what I'm talking about!! OH NO!! He can't do that!! But I'm a F*ing B***ch because I'm leaving now, and it's not like I didn't tell ya before you left for Tennessee 2 weeks ago!! I packed up boxes for 2 days right in front of you! You made it clear to me that you had already been talking to another woman, but you hadn't slept with her yet! Oh! Now because I'm leaving...you only said that to get a "reaction" (sex) out of me?? Oh! That's real smart! Hey! More power to her! If she likes a sloppy drunk in bed! I do believe that your idea of love and my idea of love are two different things!! Go ahead! Cut me out of your insurance policy, and cut off the cell phone I have because their in YOUR name! 0H...but who's been waiting on your A** since you came back from Tennessee because you came home sick as H**L?? I'm a F*ing B***ch?? I could have left while you were gone, but NO I promised you I wouldn't ever do that to you again! I'd be up front and honest to your face!! I'm such a F*ing B***ch because I offered to help pay half the bills before I left...Bills that you haven't been paying at all for 2 months because buying a stupid car we didn't NEED was more important! On top of the $$$$ that gets pissed down the toilet in alcohol!! Ok...you can feed that crap YOUR NOT AN ALCOHOLIC to that woman you've been talking to...or to the lady at the Clinic the police took you to, the day I signed the papers on you. NO PROBLEM! But as for me bud...I'm outta here TODAY with or without helping you...that's your choice! I'm the F*ing B***ch...NO PROBLEM!! BUT....I'm ONE SMART F*ng B***ch NOW THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! Good-bye and good luck sweetie!!...Just another day in the life of living with an AH! <LOL> I'm so OUT OF HERE!! I will write you my friends here at MIP when I arrive in my new home. In the mean time ya'll have a GREAT/SAFE NEW YEAR! I'll be celebrating a NEW LIFE! WOOHOO! AND I owe it all to you here and God!! Love ya's!! Hugs, Korinne
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Today, I am grateful to be on the path of dealing with my life and continuing to grow truly stronger.
stay strong, stay out of the chaos, get your mojo working on you. the merry-go-round never stops when it is on warp-speed-denial. i'm proud of you, k, hold your head high. Let go of that anger and Let God lead you to a better life. perhaps even one where there is not a sloppy drunk in the bedroom (err, that's one of my wishes, too... hope i didn't impose) no guilt, no shame, just get in the car and follow your heart.
yours in recovery cj
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time to stop going to the hardware store to buy bread.
Love ya's!! Hugs, Korinne