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level.
There's a great song by Lonestar called "Mountains." Check it out.. the words are listed here on this website and you can hear the song. The words that hit me were:
There are times in life when you gotta crawl, Lose your grip, trip an' fall When you can't lean on no-one else: That's when you find yourself I've been around an' I've noticed that, Walkin's easier when the road is flat Them danged ol' hills'll get you every time Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains, (The good Lord gave us mountains) So we could learn how to climb Yeah, oh
the A let the internet get cut off. That's the second time in 6 months. I am not panicking this time or even getting angry. He just doesn't care about anything unless its related to him. He knows very well how much I depend on the internet.
I used to get very very angry over these things now I don't. I see them as inevitable. I go with it. I don't let it get to me in the same way it used to.
I have faith you will get back up and running soon. I know I am making some financial goals and in time my plan b will be up there.