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Lauren ashley


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How Things came to be..


 


My whole world is torn apart because you left me with a broken heart


I thought you loved me, I thought you cared


I knew that you despised me from the look you gave me,and the way you stared


Do you ever wonder about me?


Or how things came to be?


Well, I am older now and I truly cannot thank you for much only for giving me birth


I can thank my Grandparents they are my world, and without them I would not be here on earth


They are my all


They were the ones who picked me up every time I would fall and they were there through it all


Where were you mom when I needed you the most?


You were probably drunk driving down the coast


I want to F.E.A.R. (xxxx everything and run) because I cannot stand your drinking


What good does that do me? I am still here sinking


I will rise about it all in the end because I am strong


Thanks for nothing mom and see you in my dreams


So Long


 


 


Lauren Ashley


11-6-06



-- Edited by canadianguy on Wednesday 18th of March 2009 01:34:34 PM

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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((Ash))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Ash that was heart breaking my dear girl, it also shows me what a beautiful spirit you
are to have such heart break from addiction is hell my dear girl.....this I know....I feel it and I watch my children experience what you speak, and the pain I see in them breaks my heart.....

Darlin, you can thank God that you have those two wonderful Grandparents...the sad fact of this disease that some people just never ever get sober....they do not have the power or the strength to fight for thier life......as sad as that is it is a cold hard fact.... It is extermly sad to know someone you love just quits and lives for the addiction....

Ash, you are a young beautiful girl who has her life in front of her and honey, life can be wonderful...this I promise you.....as hard as it is you have to just let your mom be who she is because you have no power.....you do however, have all the power in the world over where your life goes.....

ABSOLUTELY A BEAUTIFUL POEM.....LOVED IT HON!!!!!

Love Ya,
Andrea

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(((((Ash))))
I have missed you!
You are right... you ARE strong. Hang in there sweetie.
You have people that love you and care about you. I wish I had your way with words,
every time I try to say something, it gets all jumbled up. Know that you are important and worthwhile just because you are you. Take care of you!


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Your poem made me cry. I'm crying because of your pain, and I am crying because I am a mother - and I know what your mother is missing.


Thank you for sharing your poem.



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WOW YOU ARE INCREDIBLE!!!


Hugs Mary



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(((((((((((Lauren))))))))))))))))


As a mother I love you...as a friend I love you...as a member of al-anon I adore you.  Don't ever judge your self worth based on your mother's diisease!  You are such a beautiful and wonderful young woman.  Stay strong and keep writing. 


 


Yours in recovery,


 


Julia



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((((Ash)))) You are a beautiful young lady. I told you before, and I will say it again...your mom is missing sooo much. You are one daughter to be very proud of Sweetie! I am so proud of you for going on with your life and doing so well. Remember I am here for ya whenever ya need me.


 


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((Lauren Ashley)),


I love the line


"I will rise about it all in the end because I am strong"


Because you are strong & I draw courage from your strength - again, thank you so much for sharing your poems with us - I enjoy them - it is a beautiful way of sharing yourself with us!!


Love & Hugs,


Rita



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