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I was just sitting here getting ready to go to bed and I had an itch so I scratched it. And I felt a lump in my breast, I just got scared. It is almost midnight here, so way to late to do anything about it today. I know my grandmother has a history of benign tumors.
I am trying not to freak out, but my husband is right now in the middle of the ocean cruising to Alaska and I just started my job and school, and oh my god what am I going to do?
I know it could be nothing or oh my god I am only 28.
I am going to call my doctor first thing tomorrow.
I am so scared.
Mandy
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"Today's problems can not be solved if we still think the way we did when we created them" -Albert Einstein
First of all don't panic! I found a lump when i was 22 and it turned out ok even though I have a huge family history of cancer. Just make an appointment ASAP. Don't be surprised if your doctor tries to get you to wait a few weeks to see if it goes away. Mine tried that with me but I insisted he do a biopsy right then and there due to family history. A lot of time in younger people they will hem /haw around and tell you it is likely that it is a benign cyst. Just be firm and tell them you want to know now, not later.
Mandy, I know you are terrified. Any woman would be. Make an appointment immediately and have this thing checked out. Try to remember that 95% of lumps in the breasts are benign. I had one years ago, and it was a harmless lypoma which is a little lump of fatty tissue. I will keep you close in my thoughts and prayers. You'll be fine; but see to it NOW!!!
With love and caring, Diva
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"Speak your truth quietly and clearly..." Desiderata
I can relate to being scared - I was 16, and in my High School PE class, we were learning how to do the self exams. The first time I did the self exam at home I found two lumps. But, I didn't tell anyone for two months. After they doubled in size, then I was scared enough to tell my Mom.
There is a happy ending to this story - They removed the lumps - it was two fybrosic tumors. I'm 42 yrs old and have never had a problem since.
I will be praying that you will be able to have a peace of mind and be able to see your Dr soon. Please let us know how you are doing.
Sending good thoughts & prayers your way,
Rita
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No matter what me and my God are going to be ok, even better than OK -
That is really frightening, you will be in my prayers for a good outcome. Take care of you and try not to worry too much. HP is with you and your family.
Hugs,
Twinmom~
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"The people who don't mind matter and the people who mind, don't matter". (Dr. Seuss)
As Noni said, I am sure you've already checked in with your Doc for an appt. Until then, try to relax. You are doing the right thing by checking with the Doc ASAP. I know you are very scared, any normal person would be. It is so very important to get those monthly self exams done.
Am so sorry you are experiencing this. Went through this a year ago and it was terrifying. Get a hold of the doctor, have the mammogram, they hurt like hell but they are worth it. I was fine, thank goodness.
I would tell you to relax but that was impossible for me. Do the best you can sweetie.
Keep us posted, am keeping you in my thoughts
lilms
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Two things: 1. Recovery is a process, not an event.....and.... 2. You only get to go around once. Leave em laughing and make it worth your while
I've been right where you are. I know how scary this is. I did exactly what you did too. I came here. I was reminded by all who have been through it, that some of us are just lumpy.
I had 2 biopsies in January, and while I knew that the odd were in my favor I was still shaky until I got my results. I'm fine and you will be too. The fact that you have found it early, is always a plus. That is why early detection and annual mamograms are so important.
Take a deep breath, call the doctor and let God do the rest. As someone wise and wonderful person here told me when I was going thru this: Don't invite trouble in until you know. There is always hope.
I'll say an extra prayer for you and your peace of mine. All will be well. I have great faith in that and you.
Love and blessings to you and your family. Pipers Kitty has her paws and tail crossed for you too.
Live strong,
Karilynn & Pipers Kitty
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((HUGS)) Please breathe honey. I found a lump in my breast too. I was so flipped out. A surgeon looked at it. It turned out to be a cyst. Like, 90% of our "lady lumps" are. Please breathe. Call your Dr ASAP
Been in your shoes and it is terrifying. My lump turned out to be okay but I had the works mammogram, fine needle aspiration etc. If you have a good GP they will not muck around and get it sorted out straight away. Sending you hugs. Luv Leo xx
Just as many others, I've been there too. May 12, 2005 to be exact! Finding a lump is certainly something that hits you hard - and right between the eyes. Excellent that you are getting in contact with your doctor so soon. I had to wait a while due to no insurance and went through a charitable organization that provides free mammograms for women in need. After getting my mammogram - which wasn't very painful at all for me - I got wonderful news. Essentially - my breast wants to sag but the anatomical makeup of my breast wouldn't allow it - essentially causing a 'pouch' of tissue that feels like a lump. Matter of fact...I still have it. I hope that you receive great news as well. Know that we are all thinking of you and praying to our HP that all is well.
Mandy... like the others, I'm hoping it will be benign.... but I also have seen you grow so much in your recovery, that I know you'll be able to handle things, whatever the results..... Take care of you!!
Tom
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"What you think of me is none of my business"
"If you knew the answer to what you are worrying about, would it REALLY change anything?"
My thoughts are with you. Although I havent been through it - I watched my mother with recurrent benign tumors. It is a fearful time - but I learned watching my mother turn it over each time (she was die-hard Alanon) things didnt seem quite so bad. You are in my prayers my friend.
Karen
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Nobody cares how much you know until they know how much you care. Love you all!
Karen
I had two benign tumors removed when I was 21 and remembered how, "back in those days" , we had to wait for what seemed like forever for the results. I am 60 now and have never had another problem. Just know that I am praying the same will be true for you. I know how frightening this is for a woman. Please let us know as soon as you can how you are doing. Hang in there and take a deep breath.
I know that you are scared. I too have found lumps and with the biopsy that I just had I know how scary it is. Everything will be ok I just know it. As someone said to me when I was going through my things "HP is not finished with you here yet"
My prayers are with you today and everyday. Hp does answer them I know this first hand
I am sorry to hear you have to deal with this. I also know that I have had the lump scare and I made it through it. Keep posting about what is up for you. Lots of us have lumps. I once had really lumpy breasts. I have mammograms pretty regularly that helps. I also go for a regular yearly exam that helps too. Our breasts change a great deal which is why it is a good idea to do the monthly examination.
I am saying you lots of prayers for strength and endurance during this time.
Breathe, take it easy. I have had two suspected lumps and I am almost 40. My grandmother had a breast removed, so I was afraid also. They ended up nothing. My breasts are just "fibrous" like many women's are. You are doing the right thing by checking with your doctor right away..
My prayers are with you, try not to fear the worst....
When I read this I was hoping that you had posted a follow up to it but no such luck.
Deep breaths sweetie, call your doctor and find out what is going on.
Now I'll tell you how I handled it when it happened to me. The doctor tells me that I have a lot of lumps, probably fibrous but it could be cancer. Well like most women I didn't even hear the fibrous part of his talk with me all I heard was the C word.
I freaked out big time. Once I settled down I decided "OK, I have been flat chested my entire life and if I loose these baby boobies I'm going shopping and get me two of the biggest honkers I can find."
As it turned out they were all fibrous and no "C" to worry about but would you believe he sewed them up crooked! One points forward just like it's supposed to and the other one is glancing off into outer space somewhere.
It does give me something to chuckle about anyway.
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