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i e-mailed her ages ago and didnt hear from her since... just a little worried...
just a quick update on me.... i havent spoken to my ex in over 4 weeks... and have no intention of ever speaking to him again.... after his latest stunt of swallowing his concoction of tabs and drink and ended up in hospital in a psych ward i have washed my hands of him. i dont need to hear anymore storied about his conquests behind my back. it took me a long LONG time to realise that he doesnt love me... he NEVER did... if he did... he never would have done what he did.
right now...i hate him.. the numbness has been replaced with hate and anger all over again....
and i hate that.. i hate that feeling that consumes my entire being...like i want to smash him and all his whores to pieces one by one with a baseball bat.... and then give them all one final slap across the face with a wet fish!!!!!
UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
O.K I FEEL A SML BIT BETTER! thanks for listening guys talk soon xxx
I have watched my brother do this to himself over and over. I have lost count of the number of times my brother has been thrown into a mental hospital. The shortest time they have kept him was 2 weeks...the longest 4 months. Every time he came out he would start drinking and using again.
