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Just need to let it all out,this seemed like a good place.
Well my a was here on saturday as usual,(comes to see new grandson)and as usual he was asking for another chance and to let him back home,i come first and all that crap.
Well on tuesday it was our anniversary,not a thing of him ,not even a text ,i am trying so hard to keep to my program,but sometimes i feel so angry.
This could have been the one day he could have done something in the right direction,i dont know why i feel let down,this is nothing out the norm.
thanx for being there and letting me get it off my chest
This could have been the one day he could have done something in the right direction
It could have been (((ollie))), but it wasn't. I'm a strong believer in "signs". To me, this would have been a STRONG one. Try to be grateful that the signs are there to lead you.
Christy
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If we think that miracles are normal, we will expect them. And expecting a miracle is the surest way to get one.
This disease can turn our loved ones into truly selfish creatures. And sadly that can lead to great pain for us. And I know that my "A" can at times be passive agressive, and not call just to "show me" or "teach me" something. ----Sigh, that doesn't make it any easier.
You know that you have love and support here, so I would suggest that you go where you can find it to get it.
Yours in recovery,
Dolphin123
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"Today's problems can not be solved if we still think the way we did when we created them" -Albert Einstein
you comments have been taken on board,and i wish to give a BIG thanx for putting me back on track,as usual i still need reminding to look after myself first.
