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I just joined up as wggk but decided to change it scota b/c my A. hubby is familiar with wggk and don't want him to go snooping and read my posts in case I leave this screen up by accident.
I feel much better now...lol. I try to cover my tracks but occasionally forget.
What a blah day. It's hot and humid out and I feel like ten miles of bad road. Feels like I could just sleep the rest of the day and probably would if my kids weren't home....lol.
My A. and I have been invited to a bbq tonight by some new neighbors (who he hasn't scared off yet by his rude drunk behaviour). Their kids go to school w/my daughter.
I don't feel up to seeing anyone today but I know I need to show face. I just feel drug out.......
I have to ask A. to pick up something to bring to the party, and it'll be like asking him to clean a toilet. I know his reaction will be "what the F*** for, we don't know those f****** people" or something negative like that. Yeah he loves to use the f-bomb word. Ugh.! I'd be happy if I never heard that word again. Maybe he won't want to go, and I can go by myself, that would be nice.
No, (don't have anything I can make here) we are almost out of everything here. Time to go to the store, that's for sure.
I asked him and he didn't explode, just "oh...OK" He's not in a bad mood, wich is good news.
I think everyone is hitting the road for M. D weekend, the highways are jamming up as I speak. H. just called and said I-30 looks like a parking lot. Told me he was half way to the beer store when his boss told him he had one more call to do. Oops, I think my A. forgot he was going to quit drinking (again)... Oh well!
