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........when i checked my voicemail on my phone.. there was one from my ex the "A" himself...
telling me he had left the country... and that he was sorry for all the pain and sufferig he caused me... all done under the influence of drink and drugs... he was bawling crying in the voicemail and that got me started when i heard his voice... the voice that used to whisper jokes in my ear and tell me how much he loved me... every morning and every night....
... he told me i was the only girl for him..his soulmate..and he knows he was solely responsible for "f**king that up".. he is never ever gonna find that happiness again.. no matter who he is with.
he is now on the missing list... and his mobile phone is off... that was the only way of contacting him.
im worried, sad, angry...mad and totally confused.
Sweetheart, I hold you in my dearest prayers. Of course you are worried, sad, and angry. Anyone would be. Have faith in your HP to get you through this, and you'll find it will all work out.
With sincere caring, Diva
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"Speak your truth quietly and clearly..." Desiderata
I wish I had the words to console you and help you understand why this is happening. I can only offer you my support and prayers to help you through this rough time. This too shall pass. Please take care of yourself and keep coming back here.
