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Post Info TOPIC: Musing on life.
a4l


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Musing on life.


Well, I'm almost done with the project I bit off and I'm glad. Its clarified a lot of things for me and my soul journey, which is looking to be rather a lonely one, but one I willingly embrace because I will never fit in with typical and its ridiculous to try. I have to be me. Four months ago, I wrote a lengthy feminist piece that was annoying me, so it had to be written. It was great because just like that, I remembered who I am. Imperfect and incredibly intelligent with a diverse life experience at just 35. Square peg, get out of the round hole. Lol. Possibly, I have presumptions about what the end goal will be, but I trust my HP will gently and lovingly correct any errors of vision on my part. What has me beyond grateful now is knowing what my next steps are, and having the wisdom of experience to not let anything get in the way this time, including myself, of completing a certain degree. I am detached from the outcome of my foo project because I've already moved onto the next one. Still wish I could attend two meetings a day f2f, because recovery people are my resting place, no need to fake an acceptable persona. So tiring, the so called real world! Lol. Peace to all, keep on keeping on.

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((A41)) Good work My Friend. i am so pleased that you have received the awareness and acceptance necessary to embrace the wisdom which develped as the result of your hard work. Thanks for sharing the journey.

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What a lovely and great share. I have truly enjoyed watching your progress through this past year +/-. I enjoyed it before as well - don't get me wrong - yet the real you appears to truly be shining through with the work you're doing....keep going and keep doing it - it looks super great on you!!

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A4l, thank you for your share. That's also what I love about meetings, they are a place where I can be who I really am and feel how I really feel. I appreciate being reminding me of that.

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(((((A4l)))))  I will be here sitting within the family watching you continue to progress in self improvement.  I feel excited for you.   ((((hugs)))) aww



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Thank you all for being here, sincerely. I am loving each new year of this life I have and the woman revealed therein. Grateful to share the journey with all of you.

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I can totally relate. The real world is draining. In the rooms of recovery I get re-energized! Thank you for that reminder!

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