I've been out of internet for a while, but I'm back and happy to be back on this site.  For those of you who have followed my story and helped me through those difficult times, Thank you!  The times I got on here to post, or listen or read helped me tremendously and I couldn't have made it without you all.

My AH and I are working through things, he's been going to AA regularly and has a sponser he really likes.  He seems to be doing well.   We sold our house and are currently staying in an extended stay hotel until the house we are moving into is ready.  Hopefully this will be a good and fresh start for our family and that we can pull through this mess.    There is a lot of healing that needs to be done and I'm trying to do the best I can with what I've learned through Al-anon and others like me.

I have been seeing a wonderful Therapist who is also an addictions specialist.  I really like her a lot, she is wonderful to talk to.  I've also gotten a job offer at my kids Middle school, I will be substituting there after our spring break full time until school is out for the summer, by then I will have the opportunity to take the job if I like it. I really truly hope this works out, it's what I would love to do.  I would be working with kids with learning disabilities, helping them with their reading, writing ,directions and class work.  I'm very excited that this came about for me.  It has to be a work of God.

Things just might be looking up.  I can only continue praying.