The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
You know I was pretty down a month ago when I posted here but received great ESH which pulled me out of that hole. Thank you all
One of the things I needed to know was my son's feeling so when I visited last I asked.
Here is what he said: Mom....I have no depression or anxiety, it was mostly due to my drinking. I'm not sad but grateful for where I'm at. I need to be here to grown and learn. I'm working on forgiving myself and learning what happiness is all about, in hopes that one day I will have happiness in my life.
Thank you Mom for being here for me...I will never be able to repay you for all the suffering I caused.
I now know my son is happy and grateful for his life and that I'm grateful for.
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Lord, put your arm around my shoulder and your hand over my mouth
Speak only when you feel that your words are better than your silence.