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I love reading your posts and I cannot even begin to imagine how it feels to be treated so badly by your family, I know that when I am despairing and hurting I don't listen and I don't see, I react and it doesn't feel good,and when I do do this and and I do do it alot, I want to shut people out, and if they misunderstand me I am off on one, I am worried about you and I feel now is the time for you to stay here and off load, now of all times you need support, don't shut the door xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? (Lewis Caroll)
I love your posts too. It looks like your posts always get the highest number of views!! lol. Maybe you should start writing a book. you express yourself well. hope things get better for you soon.
I think sometimes it is good to not be here either, not too isolate but to take a step back. Sometimes we need to shut up to hear the small voice within. The good thing about this forum is it continues on and is going nowhere so when your ready mel.
Thanks all. I'll be back when I'm in a better frame of mind. I think that's pretty spot on el-cee, I can't hear the little voice for all the whirring in my head and moaning and whining that is coming out of my mouth and spraying from my fingertips, lol.
I've learned that my application for the flat was rejected because I requested a 6 month lease. So I've resubmitted it as a 12 month lease and offered a $5 per week increase and they appear to be calling my references this time which means they are actually considering me so, if you can comfortably do so please cross fingers and toes and anything else you have that can be crossed!
Love to all.
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If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? (Lewis Caroll)
Sending continued prayers Melly! The reason for the rejection seems encouraging for being 1 step closer towards finding something. Good thought on providing incentive with the $5- love your intelligent creativity!