The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I can't believe that last night I was sitting in a room at my college orientation!Yes,I did it,I faced a fear.I filled out my forms and went to school.It wasn't too long ago my life was filled with hopelessness and pain.I am not kidding,when I started this I thought I was beyond hope.My journey hasn't been easy and I am amazed at what I am doing, so much so that I truly believe that God is walking me through all this.It feels so good to rejoin the human race,to talk to people and do something that lifts my spirit.I didn't realize how lonely and isolated I had become.Now I can enjoy the company of other people,I can have friends over to my house without fear of humiliation.I came home feeling so exhilarated and just different.Thanks to everyone here who has encouraged me.
Mary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You meant it when you said you wanted a new life. I love it when people walk the walk rather then to just talk the talk. It makes such a difference for them. Congratulations! You faced and felt your fears and did the next most loving thing for you that you could do!
good for you, Mary...Much as i thank creator for the "i didn't have anything to do w/this blessing" I hope you realize and give yourself a pat on the back b/c YOU made this choice....YOU reached out...YOU faced your fears and did it anyway.......give yourself come credit here, too.....HP may give us guidance and wisdom, but basically we are the captains of our ships......by the energy we put out, we live......
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Live and let live and do it with peace and goodwill to all!!!!