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I am blessed .. I am so blessed sometimes I forget how blessed I am .. seriously speaking I just keep taking things one day at a time and God (HP) is teaching me to trust .. holy COW .. God teaches me to trust Him and myself.
Right now I'm in the process of moving literally packing up and moving a house in 4 days .. please pray for me. I found a place that I can afford and I am just beyond over the top on this whole thing. It's just amazing. It's a 3 bedroom town house .. my expenses will go down by hundreds. I'm humbled by the fact that God knows what is up. I just tried and tried at the house and I can't do it .. it's been a very brutal winter plus to boot being laid off the way I was .. it was awful and put a burden financially on me that I couldn't cover. I had to make a decision and pretty much I know this is the right thing. I'm just going to keep trudging forward doing the next right thing. I'm scared to death about moving I hope I can do it .. I may have friends dragging me out .. I will do the best that I can .. it is going to be hard to say the least. There is a ton of other people's drama happening and I do NOT need to be in the middle of it. I have enough issues with my own divorce I don't need the crap with someone else's.
I have never moved alone .. LOL .. so this is going to be an adventure. I found out some very positive things financially and that will help out a great deal in terms of everything is not due ALL at once.
Work is great .. I love this job .. I really do!
So there are a TON of things happen and just hoping that the stbax can stay out of the way and leaves us alone.
The last time he saw the kids it was weird for us all .. I was able to get some paperwork signed and that is a good thing I can get rid of the stupid van I HOPE .. I'm just hoping I don't have to wait because that will be rough. I don't have anywhere to park the van until that all happens. I need to just junk it .. someone had said they would take it however I'm thinking they won't at this point. So we'll see.
One thing down .. though and that's a good thing! Moving on to the next right thing to do .. there is a BIG list .. LOL!
Hugs S :)
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Faith minus vulnerability and mystery equals extremism. If you've got all the answers, then don't call what you do "faith". - Brene Brown
"Whatever truth you own doesn't own you" - Gary John Bishop
If it comes down to it....tell your friends they must drag you out if your one bit hesitate. You made a decision you are happy for don't 2nd guess yourself. BUT if you must I pray it's the right decision for you and your children.
Hugs....
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Lord, put your arm around my shoulder and your hand over my mouth
Speak only when you feel that your words are better than your silence.
What good news to read tonight, Serenity. I'm so happy for you. Perhaps moving in 4 days will help you not stop to second guess the move? You won't have the luxury to do it? You're going to be too busy packing up and moving 'em out (all of a sudden Rawhide's theme song is playing in my mind). My friends had to move me out, too. They had no trouble doing it either. They knew the move was good for me although for a time I was scared. God supplies even the friends we need when we need them. (((S)))
