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As usual on a rainy day I am not having fun! I haven't been able to kick up my heels & jump in some rain puddles. I am struggling w/ hurry & indesion. Can't spell either. I am trying not to stress over anything. I just want to slow down & take it all in. The rain doesn't usually bother me too much but yesterday we had a load of sunshine! Spring is not quite here yet up here in NO. ID. I am pointing out where I live so everyone know where I am coming from--I don't care if anyone knows because I am very happy where I am. I am trying to not complain either. I need to re-focus. I am feeling a little bit of anxiety. Lately because of the time change I am feeling a little weary. It seems that when I am starting to get rest, something changes. I guess I just have to accept whatever comes my way. I am really rambling today. I am having a very hard time typing.
I must go & change my future if that is possible. I am surprised that I could even finish my post. I clicked on something but it is still here. I guess I was meant to share this w/ you all. Thanks MIP friends for being there. IF I go away, I won't be gone for long!
Never go away Kathleen we want to know you are OK and happy. I too have had some anxiety over my life and the little things that go with it but with one day at a time I can overcome it.
I love it in Arizona for one reason......No time change. Never have to worry about the clocks or having to change my sleep times.
Take care Kathleen.....you are not alone
(((( hugs )))
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This really has been a screwy week hasn't it, with the time change, the moon, the sun going in and out. So much atmosphere drama! I've been waking up too early for work but not so early that it's worth going back to bed. I would've likely just stared at the ceiling anyway. At the end of the days this week I've really felt more tired. I skipped my meeting tonight and am here with you because I just didn't have the energy to go. Not that skipping a meeting is so bad when you just need to let go and rest at home with your program books and friends here. Sometimes I just need to unwind, take deep breaths and turn off the thinking machine awhile. I've decided I'm done for today. I get to worry again tomorrow if I want to but tonight I'm taking time off for good behavior - that means maybe a fun movie, snack and resting on the couch. Ahhhhh pillows! (((kathleen)))) hope you give yourself some tlc today. I like to go to the gardening centers to look at the flowers. That's helping me get through until spring arrives. Hope you keep coming back. I'd miss you if you didn't! TT
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