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Hi all. As you know, I went to be with my Dad and got stranded in a motel room for more than a week. Yesterday, I was struggling with anxiety because the weather report for today and beyond it was more snow and blowing and drifting snow. Today, I awakened, did what I normally do for my program work, watched the weather reports - none good and suddenly just got up, loaded all my bags with a plan on where I could stop if I was prevented from seeing the roads again although it would have been pretty scary. Once I got out of the motel and through the City, the highways were clear. There was some blowing snow across the roads, but nothing as predicted. I got to my hometown where roads were snow covered and slippery, got some banking and mail pick up done, got to my office and did work there, and then found a way home that would be safest because the speed limits would be reduced for school children leaving school. My drive had not been plowed, but I was able to get the car into the garage. The van is snowed in once again. Just as I entered the garage, big winds started whipping up and then snow started coming down at a fast rate of speed. Freezing drizzle is also predicted, but I'm home.
My originals plan was to stay until tomorrow, then again to wait until noon today to leave the motel. I left two hours earlier although none of it made sense based on the weather report. It made more sense to leave later than earlier according to it. Once again, my HP was able to lead me interiorly. Sometimes, the outer voices can be trusted, but its the inner voice that really knows the way.
Thanks for all your prayers, your support and your care while I was away. It sure helped me make the best of being caught between two worlds - my Dad's SNF and my home.
I'm disappointed that I didn't get to spend more time caring for my father, but who knows that wasn't in my HP's plan, too? (((MIP family)))
-- Edited by grateful2be on Thursday 30th of January 2014 05:56:02 PM
Glad you got home when you did. The wind has really picked up and you would have been stranded again tonight. And this weekend you are supposed to get a ton more snow. I'm soooo glad you got home when you did. The last few weeks have not been easy with getting around.
I'm so happy your made it home to the warm and comfort of your space. It's nice isn't it? Your dad will continue to be my my prayers that he will be well, at peace and have a little happiness within.
Get some rest and stay warm......
(((( hugs ))))
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yep, that inner voice of mine and i are making good friends....yes, outter voice can be spot on, but when its a choice??? I listen to the inner one, b/c that is from the "best within me"
I was looking at a dodge durango 2005, low miles, and it seemed like a deal but the price...something inside of me was saying "hmm this is too good to be true".....I asked the guy some ???S, being a controller at a quality used car dealorship, i kinda know what to ask and i was married to a very good mechanic whom i assisted many many times repairing vehicles....i had to kinda weed it out of the guy, but come to find out it is a "salvage" auto that is modified as a "re-build" title, meaning it was salvaged yet "resurrected" to drive...he claims it was hail damage that "totalled" it...never heard of hail "totalling" a car...so i asked him to let me take a pic of the VIN and tomorrow , just for grins, I am gonna run a carfax report on it to see....I just don't buy that hail would cause a car to be "totalled" or salvaged...
AND checked w/my ins. company and they said that even if someone hits ME and they are un-insured, I would at the very best get a marked down reimbursement for my loss............NOT worth it.....
I listened to my inner voice, just like you did and i ended up "ok" Just like you are....
so glad you made it home safe....
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It sounds like you accomplished what you set out to do. I hope both you and your dad benefited from being with one another again. Glad you got home safe and checked in to let us know.
"Once again, my HP was able to lead me interiorly. Sometimes, the outer voices can be trusted, but its the inner voice that really knows the way."
That's a truly beautiful reminder, thank you! I'm going to try to remember that. TT
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So happy to hear that you are home safely. HP is always caring for us. It's taken me some time to fully realize this, it is so powerful to read examples like yours. Prayers for you and your dad.
More thanks to more of the MIP family. You have all been such a big help in keeping me doing the best I can do under the present circumstances. Thank you.