The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
i don't know how, really, but today, i had this moment of letting go.
and that gave me an incredible feeling of youth, energy, inspiration and hope.
I struggled a lot these last days, because I kind of felt i was forced to let go. A also has become unavailable, as so many times before. I am currently far far away from it all. Am in my home country for holidays. So I know this is only temporary relaxing time, since I will be back there after 2 weeks. But right now, it's only me, my friends, my family and I can see myself again. I engaged in a new project, and it's lifting my energy levels incredibly, I am looking forward to it, despite of being on my own. Actually I will be doing it BECAUSE i am on my own. And that shows me that I can be, just me, and still my life is full of excitement if i choose to. the positive one I mean.
I feel so light! and playful, and curious.
little happy, so i wanted to share, for I have come back again and again here, getting inspired by others.
Thanks for lifting me up. lets see how long I can keep it up.
A wonderful gift of alanon for me has been the right to decide where I want to be .. I get to have choices. I didn't realize the amount of power I give away to other people to decide what I want, what kind of day I'm going to have and so on. Do I want to see the glass as 1/2 full or 1/2 empty OR do I just want to be grateful I have a glass with something in it? Every day I make a choice in regards to those choices and everyday I have a right to make a different choice. Thanks for sharing and reminding I'm in change of my own attitude! Hugs s :)
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Faith minus vulnerability and mystery equals extremism. If you've got all the answers, then don't call what you do "faith". - Brene Brown
"Whatever truth you own doesn't own you" - Gary John Bishop
So happy for you Tortuga. You enjoy your happiness and your serenity. You deserve some nice feelings and nice company. Good for you, thanks for sharing.x
'light, playful and curious' - what a beautiful description of a lovely place to be!
Thank you so much for sharing these feelings, I'm so pleased that you are having a good time.
