The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
So, here I go: I haven't been able to post on here for about 2 weeks I think. Anyhow, I am doing OK but have had some difficult moments since the last time I posted. I had a somewhat crappy Thanksgiving. My husband didn't honor my wishes & cooked the entire meal w/o any help from me. Normally to everyone else, that would be something to be very grateful for but for me it just made me angry because all year round I let him cook or should I say he insists on cooking every meal. Dinner is a breeze for me because most of the time I set the table & sometimes I do dishes which I don't mind at all. I am not a very hands-on wife & I am definitely not a housewife at all.
Lately I have been thinking about doing more around the house. I guess it will happen soon if I can get over some of the pain I have from my sciatic nerve damage. I guess most of you know that I have been struggling. I just need to be busy & have a purpose in life. I need a reason to live sometimes. I just want to be useful.
OK so I am back! I miss the time I spend on here. It is a relief to know that this is available to me on this computer at the library here in my tiny little town up north. If I can brave the cold, I will be on here on a regular basis again.