Bettina wrote:

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Everyone born  in this world has a unique role that only he or she can fulfill. Were this not the case, we would not be here. The Universe never acts without cause, everything invariably has a reason for being.

Even the weeds people love to loathe serve a purpose. 

-- Edited by Bettina on Sunday 25th of August 2013 12:02:43 PM

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 yea, I think about my horrendous childhood...and what "GOOD" could  have come out of so much evil....well??? I do my step 4 as I am doing and I find that  

maybe the abuse is what caused me to have so much compassion for  children, animals, elderly and disabled folks...U know...the creatures who are vulnerable....I am intuitive....I can "smell" even the slightest changes in a person or a creature's behaviour.....I know I can take care of me....I am not afraid to step up and fight for what is right.....I am cool in a crisis with my vast experience in chaos and drama and crises.........I can cut someone loose if they are a threat to me......I have a sense of humour that kept me alive during those dark days.......I tell it like it is b/c of the lies and BS I was subjected to....I am the polar opposite of lies, broken promises and abusing anyone........yea, the abuse didn't break me....i am the devils worst enemy b/c I get on these boards and others and into the meets  or just on the streets  and my story is helping to heal the broken hearted who know....I CAN RELATE..........I give them hope................I don't wanna get mad anymore.....I wanna get even....and to me, getting even is loving me and living ok w/me so I can share that with safe others........