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I guess sometimes I have to have a moment. Yesterday I was on the radio after answering a question right. I tried only 8 times & got through. They said my name & where I am from. I guess what I am trying to say is that anyone who knows me who heard it now know my full name--first & last. But, anyhow, that seems trivial compared to a lot of other things I have posted before. Has anyone else ever had an experience like that? I just thought I would share it because I won something too. Pizzas like I need them. It was a fun & exciting experience for me.
Now getting to the serious stuff: My sister left yesterday. I miss her a lot. I think I posted that I was afraid I would never see her again. For one thing, I hurt her something awful & as far as I can recall, she has never hurt me ever. She is a sweet understanding lady. I know she forgives me for all my past mistakes & foolish behavior. I just feel so responsible for making it up to her. I have to be the big sis I have always wanted to be now & suck it up. I need to move & quit crying over something that happened almost exactly 2 years ago. Letting go of past mistakes is rough for me. All I really remembered her saying was" What happened to my sister?" That still rings in my head. Now I need to keep moving on even when I hurt her or anyone else. I don't know if I made ammends to her but I do know that I explained to her a little about why I did what I did. I wasn't myself.
I guess sometimes I have to have a moment. Yesterday I was on the radio after answering a question right. I tried only 8 times & got through. They said my name & where I am from. I guess what I am trying to say is that anyone who knows me who heard it now know my full name--first & last. But, anyhow, that seems trivial compared to a lot of other things I have posted before. Has anyone else ever had an experience like that? I just thought I would share it because I won something too. Pizzas like I need them. It was a fun & exciting experience for me.
Kathleen
I'm lost Hoot Nanny,
As I am reading it, you called into a local radio staton and won a prize by answering a trivia question. They said your name. How is that breaking anonymity? Did they say anything about al-anon?
