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I just got the new tablet on Saturday as I mentioned earlier this week. Sometimes I get frustrated. It is new to me--I guess it will take time to get used to it. I love to look around & see what it available on it. Unfortunately I still have to get on the library computer to do other things. I have gotten used to doing Facebook but still don't know how to search the web on it. Soon I will actually be able to get on here w/ this new gadget.
Anyhow, I am doing OK. As I said before, I am sleeping & resting some--it is actually getting better. My memory is affected but I am doing as best as I can. My mind needs to slow down. I can feel the rush as I type this. I hope as the weeks go by I am able to say I am content & serene.
On Tues, I went to the arthritis doctor again. He wasn't too understanding of my needs at first but then after hearing what I had to say: about not having insurance, etc. He decided to see me in 6 mos. after ordering some more test including the ones he already did. Bull! I am tired of taking tests. I may not ever see him again. I wish this were a lot easier & that I could get a real diagnosis. I am fed up! So, I am going to take this one day at a time. By the time 6 mos. comes, I hope to be less stressed out & really be able to make a sound decision. In the meantime, I will for sure decide whether or not to go back.
Another thing that is bothering me is this: I am getting more money from my dad's estate soon. I think it is giving me anxiety & making me feel that I am greedy because I am having a hard time waiting. I do have decent plans for the money. I plan to have surgery on my eyes when I get the chance. I mentioned this before as well. I just want to enjoy whatever it is I can w/ the money & save for the future as well. My AH wants to do some service on the car & every day it seems like there is more to do on the car. I want to do the right thing by getting the tune-up & the brakes w/ the money but I wish he would back off! It is not his money & right now he seems ungrateful & non-apologetic!
Am I asking too much or over-reacting? I think I will let it go & let God handle it as far as the decisions. And, besides, the money isn't even here yet!
Rs the tablet...u need to fig out how to get to an internet search engine like google or yahoo...find the internet search...go from there. I have a google search bar on my front page...u could also ask where you purchased or do a google search.." How do I access the internet on my (fill in blank) tablet"...
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