The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I figure that some days are bad days & some are good. I don't delude myself thinking that every day will be rosey. I still fight w/ the insanity sometimes but it is nowhere near what it used to be. My focus will be better. My load will be lifted. I don't want to be over-whelmed anymore. I have a very supportive husband & a MOM who gives a darn. Like I said before many times, I have all the support system I need. I don't have to call someone just to complain about life, etc. I have been able to call & just say HI & not make a big deal about anything.
Today will be as good as I can make it. I have the ability to start my day over if it seems to be headed in the wrong direction. So, at 12:30 pm PT I am OK. I can spend the rest of my day enjoying over 40 degree temps. w/ the sun out. Not a usual winter day up here but I love it. I can walk in the sun. I am looking forward to the days when I can walk daily again. That is my hope for the future: That the sun will come out tomorrow. Isn't that lyrics to a song?
