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I feeling a bit down but OK. My son is now drinking 24/7 so I'm sure he's is in pretty bad shape. It's so sad. I wanted to see him for Christmas but it's not going to happen. I don't think he even knows it's Christmas. He talks about nothing....only bits and pieces of the past. He really doesn't know what he's saying most of the time. He crys a lot missing his family but doesn't remember anything the next day.
I pray that he will find his way and find God... It might be too late I can only pray
Just needed to get out my thoughts right now. I love him so much and he's killing himself right before my eyes and there is nothing in this world I can do....
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Lord, put your arm around my shoulder and your hand over my mouth
Speak only when you feel that your words are better than your silence.
Cathy, Sending support and best wishes your way. I know how hard it is, especially at this time of year. We had a blizzard Thursday and I wasn't able to make my f2f meeting, so I've been listening to Al-anon speakers online. If you Google "Alanon speaker podcast" you can find them and download them. They have been helping me a lot, along with MIP and my Alanon literature. Sending prayers out for you and your son. I hope that regardless of where your son is right now in his disease, that you can find peace this Christmas and that you know you have support here. Mary
