The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Today is a perfect day to take it slow & easy. I find the quicker I move the more behinder I get. I am just going to have to really slow down. I am finding that I even have to slow down on here when I type. So, I guess you all "get" it. I am not busy just anxious sometimes. I need a breather. I need to focus. I need all of you.
I am hoping that my relationship w/ my AH will get better & better. After the long talk we had SAT., I believe I learned a lot about myself & how I can be mean & hateful sometimes. I need to remember to THINK before I speak. It seems so simple but so hard for me to do. So, things are better & in the future I believe things will get resolved.
Time is passing me by. Still grieving & trying not to waste any days.
Today I bought a ribbon or dove or something for the Hospice Tree of Memories here where I live. Even though my dad lived in CA, I can celebrate his life on the 14th here in ID.
I am looking forward to some good things happening. The year has gone by so fast but I have had some pretty good moments. I am still in pain but I know that I can handle it today. Maybe not tomorrow but today.
