The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
((hugs)) you seem harsh with yourself, no need for that because our awareness-es are gifts. now we can practice something different.
My faith was increased when I read the part in your post that says, all is well. yesssss!!! that is my typical conclusion too when I just stay in the day. when I go off into the future, I get scared because I don't know what it's going to look like. I can't know. and if I ever thought I did, it was merely an illusion. None of us are equipped with a crystal ball. we're all just doing our best to have faith.
So maybe your fear today is a call for more faith. if your heart is still beating and your lungs are expanding, indeed you can trust that the universe is in full support of you and your survival. You're doing great, keep focusing on the Good because what I focus on gets BIGGER ((hugs))
-- Edited by glad lee on Friday 2nd of November 2012 09:32:23 AM
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The prayer isn't for Higher Power to change our lives, but rather to change us.
I'm trying to take it one day at a time and trust that my higher power is looking out for me, but I'm finding myself stressing hard over money! I'm working right now and making just enough to pay my rent, my food stamps haven't come in yet and its been difficult to get in touch with my food stamps worker, and I'm finding myself micro managing the future, thinking about how much money i'm going to make/not make in the next six months, how to supplement my income, etc.
This needs to stop. I have no idea whats gonna happen in the future and in the mean time I just want to live my life and be grateful for what I have. I'm not gonna be kicked outta my house anytime soon, my housemates are nice, I'm making decent money and eating well. I have lots of friends and people! And as I give to the universe, so it will give to me.
