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I live with my alcoholic sister and my 10 year old niece. I want out more than anything in the world but I can't leave my niece there alone with her mother. I used to feel sorry for my sister and I tried to help her as best I could. She just drinks and lies and nothing changes. All I feel now is disgust and resentment. I'M SO DAMN ANGY ALL THE TIME! I feel like I'm going crazy. I have no idea what to do.
Welcome to Miracle in Progress. I am glad you found us and shared from your heart. You are not alone I know that The anger, resentment, self pity and fear that I felt as a result of living with thE disease of alcoholism felt like POISON to my soul.
Alanon is a world wide fellowship of people who live with or have lived with the problem of alcoholism. We have face to face meetings in most communities AND YOU CAN FIND ONE NEAR YOU AT THE following link:
Welcome MadMax. I have just started here too. I understand how you feel. Keep coming back. You will find comfort with the meetings (if you cant make them physically go to the online ones) meet others who are experiencing the same.
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"It's impossible said pride. Its risky said experience. Its pointless said reason. Give it a try whispered the heart - Anonymous (via Tad)