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I have been offline for a few days. I downgraded my phone plan so all I have is texting and calling to save $$. I also do not have internet at home. I was too obsessed with the internet and trying to find out any new info on my husbands "friend" on FB. I am just living one hour at a time and doing for myself. I have myself on a budget and next pay Im starting a savings even if its just a little at a time. I am going to meetings and church more. Since I dont have FB it is forcing me to catch up on friends and family the old fashioned way...calling them LOL. I am begining to feel better about myself and I am not "dancing" with my soberA anymore. What I mean is that I have started to stop engaging in his behavior and threats. I am living for me and I'm not taking on his behavior as a personal threat to me. I'm starting to realize even tho he is sober he is still sick just as I am. But I am starting to handle it one hour at a time. Thank you all for all the times you let me vent and the support you gave me to continue to seek out meetings.
You go girlfriend!! What wonderful steps in the program you have already taken!! You are soooo worth it!!
Hugs P :)
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Stepping onto a brand-new path is difficult, but not more difficult than remaining in a situation, which is not nurturing to the whole woman.- Maya Angelo