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She is the sweetest creature I have ever seen. I love her so much. I just want to pick her up, hold her, stroke her little beard chin, cuddle her, and show her how much I love her.
But I can't
because I will sneeze and get a scratchy throat.
She cannot see me,
and I cannot touch her.
I talk to her but she does not know what I am saying.
I am there, though, whether she knows it or not. I come in the room, I fix her bed, I give her food and water, I clean her litter box, I made her a nice place to have her kittens. I love her. Though she may not know it. I provide her with what she needs. Unconditional love at its finest for I get nothing in return but to see her cute little nose and hear her meow.
Now, I see how much my HP loves me. He wants to just reach out and show me and have me feel it but He can't. When I acknowledge His love, I feel better, though. When I pray to Him, I feel ease. When I admit his presence, I can "feel" it. He shows me coincidence and signs. He talks to me in his own way. I will never really know Him but I can believe. I can have faith. I can acknowledge the miracles I have been granted through this program. I can be grateful for what I have. My needs are met. I am one lucky human. I can love Him in only the way this human knows how. I will show love to others and I will continue to pray and be grateful for my blessings.
-- Edited by Michelle814 on Monday 5th of March 2012 10:32:48 PM
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Michelle!
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Oh so true Michelle!!! I do believe that Wisdom is a powerful gift that cannot be purchased with Silver or Gold
I love that you have provided a safe place for such a vulnerable little creature. Your love for Kitty and Little Kitty's benefiting from your love is a good analogy to HP's love
Is it touching her that gives you the reaction or just being near her fur... I just wondered if you could pat her with one of those gloves that groom the cat at the same time... or just some cotton gloves on. For me, I woudl go to the extent of even putting on a mask and gloves But I know I am a bit of a sucker and would do absolutely anything at all for my furry ones. Bit extreme at times I know.
How beautiful she is having babies.... do you let her out? How did your blind cat get to a boy cat, or was she pregnant when you got her? I just love cats
I thought the same thing the glove thing. But it may be the dander in the air too. I'm a cat lover too. I have 3 myself. Michelle she knows what you are saying and she knows you love her and are doing all that for her. Good Luck. DEB
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I put my hand in yours and together we can do what we could not do alone.
I think its her dander. I thought about a mask too. Haha. I am hoping my body will adjust because I was allergic to our other cat and got used to her within months.. I am worse with this one. She was pregnant when we got her but we did not realize. She was living in a barn. I will figure out a way to love her eventually but for the time being I thought of it ironic b/c it reminded me of my HP's love. Maybe in a few months ill be used to her dander. I will let you all know.
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Michelle!
No one can take away your peace of mind unless you let them.
