So the other day I expressed a very long post saying:

The start of step 1! Finally put an end to living his addiciton! Refuse to live this way!

Well I started the process of feeling good and not sad, not mad either. I was a little pissed but I actually have been blanking him out of my head. Well I dont know why life works like this but of course to my surprise it couldnt stay like that for long.

Yesterday morning, his baby mama called me!!!!  She automatically says im not aurgining with you but I wanted to know if you were still talking to him because me and him are talking again!!!

WOW!!! I literarlly ended it with him because I knew he was talking to her again and this just confirmed it. He tells me they havent talked and she says she puts minutes in and they are working on the relationship.

i told her i want nothing to do with him anymore. yes we were talking still but i am done with this and not going back and forth anymore. she asked if i visit him and i said yes. she said well he is playing the both of us bc he told her he refused my visit!

i told her if she could respect my wishes and not tell him we spoke because she told him the last time we spooke. and they are both crazy and i want to be left alone. she says he is going to move to Atlanta with them when he gets out and she signed a paper for court that she wont press charges!!!  He did this to her and she is saying we have to be together for their child!!!!

It was very weird because since I have begun my healing process i look at her like wow!! your really not seeing the type of man you are willing to stay with. she was with him longer than me and he has done 10x worse to her and now she tells me my gut was telling me to call you bc i knew he was lying. i was like "listen woman to woman do whats best for you if he had 20 women he would use them"

i didnt even tell her about the women he can call on craigslist or the classified. i kept my composure bc i realized she will go through this again with him.

the best part was later yesterday evening i get a call 3 way from him and his buddy in jail asked if i put the money on his account and that he loved me!!!! i told the guy NO and ok and hung up! 

The truth shall set you free!!!!!