I am open to the posibilities today. I hope for only the best & sometimes expect the worst. The program has taught me to face fears & accept the things I cannot change. I have noticed that lately there are a lot of things I cannot change. The are no absolutes in this that I can see. The only thing constant is change. Face everything & recover. My fears will be lifted if I work the program. Turn my will over...make a decision that is. Today is a new day. I am making few plans because the fact is I don't know how my day will go. I am still in some kind of pain. I don't know why I feel all these aches & pains. I will not let the pain get me; I will work through the pain as I always do.

My Ah is doing OK. Sometimes he gets short w/ me as I do w/ him. Oh well...at least we don't argue all the time. I was worried for awhile that I would continue getting in his face & ruin every good day that we had. I was just so tired that I couldn't relax & go w/ the flow. But...today I feel like I just want to get along. I have my opinions & sometimes they are very strong.

Now I am on here. Won't be on until Tues. Holiday on Monday. I guess I am not supposed to get on here too much as I have no choice.

Pity pot here I come! Just kidding.

Kathleen