ya know I got more bs from him. I realized he is drunk. Nothing makes sense.

Of course I gave it to hp. I feel so relieved, serene. It was like I came in a newbie and you guys reminded me again all the stuff I needed.

I mean if he does not pay now, when I go to court he will owe more than double with the fees. It's not the money, its more how people treat others. He even asked ME to tell him what a no cause eviction was, yet told me he had an attorney., huh??? I told him to ask his attorney or look it up himself.

No I am not codependant you idiot. I am watching my being kind without being used. I choose to remember I am a child of HP and I must be a good example to that and make our Father proud of me.

Geez I take in every stray, handicapped animal I see, was a Special Ed teacher eighteen years. Went to college started my premed to be a surgeon. I am not a bad person. I make mistakes we all do.

But my past shows who I am.

Like I want to put a family out in December! And I don't even celebrate holidays NO worries. I know what he is doing now. Just took me a day or two to realize what the true problem is.

so its insanity and YES to you who replied to my last vent thank you! And thankyou that would be a vegie burger thank you very much.

my down bed sounds nice gotta Ann Rule book to scare myself with....lol

Hugs to you, my prayers to you who are suffering from this awful disease.

I am not mush anymore, the A's cannot suck me dry.....love,debilyn who oh I don't know. lol