The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
until my roomate kicks me out this may be my answer every day to whether you not I should live with my AH when he gets out of rehab.. also my answer to whether we get a divorce if the mayhem continues
I think I will know what to do when I know what to do.
Also a dear friend reminded me.. we come in this world alone. we leave this world alone... This makes me think about how important it is for me to stay in contact with my HP through prayer, daily. and how important it is that I learn to love myself. If you don't love yourself, you screwed, man!!! By accepting my flaws through the work of step four and five I have learned that I am gaining great awareness and qualities like patience, compassion, and humility.
Humility is not a weakness, it is a strength despite what society may tell you.
I am truly grateful all this craziness has happened to me. I can see now why it was necessary that my AH overdose and head into to rehab. I needed this time on my own. I have been non stop soul searching, reading Al-Anon, going to meetings, listening to related music that moves me, praying, and meditating. I am grateful my husband is alive and getting help. I am also grateful I got this break from him to work on myself. Whether he finds recovery or not.. I am.
I am so proud of myself.
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Michelle!
No one can take away your peace of mind unless you let them.
