after all that my a,b/f has done to me and after 4 yrs of being togethera and all ive put out on him and money lots of that and allowing him to live on me and not work and not pay nothing and stayed tanked up on everything selling my scipts scripts to but his stuff and seeling my stuff to it with and here at the end or in the end he lies in court and gets out of paying for my new tires he sliced while he was in huis tanked up stage,he gets out of everything always has somebody to bail him out of everything,but here i stilllike a insane person i am and nmissing him dearly,ugh and i hate his guts,i prolly wont never have to worry about it agin though sense i pressed charges and showed up for court  stood my ground with him even though he won in a lie,another lies he is very intelligent when it came to courts and police and carpentery he was a master mind i always told him,but oh well i can move on now with my life hphopefully go forward not looking back and ill be ok and if and when he does try to contact me ill be stronger then before by working my program and doing all that im suppose to be doing,im already feeling better just from typeing it all down,right now i have to live 1 min. at a time.im still not out of the woods i know but will be very caerful next time if there be another next time ,takeing a break fronm all that crazyiness of being with him,,,,,,,,,,one day at a time,,,,,,hugs chinup