I am going to take this slowly & easy today! I have not be on MIP siince April 6th I believe & believe me I miss it & all of you!

What I want to share today is that I am sooo tired again because of the anxiety & stress of going to CA next month. I have been trying to think of other things & have been doing better but.. I slip back into my old disease & it is running rampant.

Today I have a new counselor named Cara--my old counselor Tim had to resign months ago--Cara is helping me get through this difficult time--don't get me wrong I am still very happy & excited to go on my trip! Now I have another relationship w/ Tim--he is more like a friend now & even like family!

I would not be sane today if I didn't have Alanon & all of you people out there too! I love this program so much that in the last 25 years I have finally had serenity in my life!

Update on my DAD by the way, he does have cancer in his lymph nodes & will probably start treatment while I am down there! Please please pray for him if you are able. And me too as I am spending that week down there & don't know what to expect!  I will try not to project but I am planning a very healthy time of fellowship w/ my DAD! My doctor told me that I should cherish evey moment I spend w/ Him not knowing if it might be my last! But, God is good; he will take care of it all!

Kathleen