The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I am meeting the owners today up there. My throat is blocked. ugh.
deep breaths. am so nervous. They have sounded great thru email and on the phone.
I am hoping once this hurdle is done I will feel better. Limbo is NOT for me. Need to make a home, rest, heal and learn to be happy again.
New Kingdom Hall is exciting to me. That is where I go to sunday meetings. Its right on the edge of town so only 10 min away for me!
Today is frozen and we are living in a cloud. I am filling my car up and defrosting. brrrrr.
I don't like this butterfly in my gut thing. I am sure none of us do. Keep taking deep breaths and dropping my elbows.
May be too icy to drive up there.
I will be glad when this barfy stomach goes away. Sometimes I feel like I am in a boat with no oars. I want to go to someones nice warm house, take over one bedroom and not leave.
ew a pretty blue bird is out on my tree, scrub jay, must go get peanuts for it. hugs hugs, deb
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Putting HP first, always <(*@*)>
"It's not so much being loved for ourselves, but more for being loved in spite of ourselves."
(((((Debber))))) You got the scrub jay just when you needed it. HP uses scrub jays also. You went from pain to pleasure in less than a second. You do pay attention when not isolated in a bedroom to yourself. You are now warmly held within my heart and prayers. Stay till you got to move on...oh and no need to straighten up when you leave. LOL (((hugs)))
-- Edited by Jerry F on Wednesday 9th of February 2011 01:52:32 PM
(((Deb))), were you able to get to the signing or did the weather stop you? I liked hearing about the ¨pretty blue bird¨. I also love the name ¨New Kingdom Hall¨-reminds me of a Van Morrison song. I hope by now you got there and everything is final. So many times the anticipation and dread of a thing are way worse than the actual event itself. You'll be fine whatever happens. I KNOW this,even if you don't right now, lol! Keep us posted.