The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
He leaves scars which you can't see Why is he doing this to me? Loves me Hates me Tears me down Yet no one sees the way I frown He loves his beer He loves his smoke Ain't our life a bleeping joke I try and keep the pain inside But all I wanna do is cry For 20 years I've loved this man But had no idea That this was the plan So here I sit I pray I learn I can make my life take a brand new turn With help from above And help from friends With new found hope My journey begins
I started writing this on my iPod one day after a really bad day with my AH
-- Edited by Evian on Monday 10th of January 2011 12:53:22 PM
Great ESH story Evian...get it on the air at your local radio station as a personal PSA Public Service Announcement and pass it around to others who are or have suffered in alcoholism. That hit my spirit dead center. ((((hugs))))
-- Edited by Jerry F on Monday 10th of January 2011 01:46:04 PM
Never even thought of doing something like that. Like I said under that poem, it just came to me after a really bad day. I'm still pretty new to this journey, and will actually be attending my first meeting tonight.
I loved your poem. I venture a guess that after a few weeks of attending your f2f meetings you will be able to pin another poem titled "My New Found Hope In My Recovery".
