AH and I both smoke cigarettes.  Cigarettes are my only addiction.  Last week AH made the announcement to me that he is going to cut way down on his smoking and eventually quit.  Just a few minutes ago, we both went outside to smoke, and he jokingly called me a chimney.  He said he has noticed that I seem to be smoking more, which isn't true.  I am smoking as much as I always have, which is about a half a pack a day.  I know smoking is bad for my health, but at least it doesn't cause me to act different when I do smoke like it does when he drinks.  When we were outside, he made the comment that he wanted to quit smoking to give his lungs a break.  I almost said as he took a drink of his beer "What and give your liver a workout instead?"  But I held my tongue.  I also wanted to make a comment to his observation that I am smoking more by saying "Please don't make comments about how much more I seem to be smoking because you don't see me making comments about how much more you are drinking lately."  Again, I held my tongue.  I am really struggling with keeping my comments to myself.  I guess I am still upset about giving in and buying him beer today when he asked, and am feeling the urge to bait him into an argument to make myself feel better and take the spotlight off of myself, but I know that the outcome of that won't be pleasant and won't serve a good purpose, so I am doing whatever it takes to keep my mouth shut.  I hate the way I am feeling right now.  I am ready to go to bed, and hopefully wake up more refreshed in the morning.