The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I know that it is already getting better! thanks for the prayers & best wishes! You have called it: I am resilient! I have always felt like that. I have always hung in there for the better--it just seemed like sometimes it wasn't going to.
It is getting closer to my Alanon birthday: January 4th. I am looking forward to receiving my 25 year coin. I work so hard to get serene & basically balanced in my life. God is working a good work in me. I am reaching out to others in & outside of the program daily.
It is finally not "all about me!" I guess it never really was but sometimes I feel too me-oriented. I am not going to beat myself up today though. I am feeling like I am ready to get out of my bubble & my confort zone & do what I need but a lot slower.
I am so grateful to my sponsor for hanging in there w/ me as she has gone through a similar surgery & is on the "other" side. I guess her confidence in me & her positive talks are worth their weight in gold! I know she has my best interest at heart. If you don't have a sponsor, get one--they are so vital to the program & furthering on to working the steps!
I guess I have said enough this morning: it is 10: 20 am PST. I am so tired but I wanted to get some of the stuff I am feeling out in the open.
Again, thanks for your prayers! I am so blessed! Kathleen
