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I AM HAVING TROUBLE WAITING FOR THINGS TO GET BACK TO NORMAL--WAITING FOR THINGS IN GENERAL REALLY!
IT KINDA MAKES ME DEPRESSED BUT ANXIOUS AT THE SAME TIME. I JUST HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SPEND TIME IN PRAYER & KEEP READING MY ALANON MEDITATION BOOKS--A BLESSING IN DISGUISE--DIDN'T DO IT HARDLY BEFORE THE SURGERY. GOD IS DOING A GREAT WORK IN ME I THINK. I JUST AM HAVING A LOT OF TROUBLE LETTING GO OF MY INDEPENDENCE. I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO OUR ESPRESSO SHOP IN TOWN BY MYSELF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 2 WEEKS.
ANOTHER THING THAT IS GETTING TO ME IS THAT MY MOM TOOK A VACATION AFTER SHE PAID FOR MY SURGERY--I KNEW SHE WAS GOING BUT SINCE SHE HAS BEEN GONE, I HAVE REALLY MISSED HER. SHE HASN'T EVEN CALLED BUT WHEN SHE GOES TO VISIT FAMILY SHE CALLS A LOT. STRANGE, HUH? SHE MUST BE HAVING A GOOD TIME & TAKING LOTS OF PICTURES--SHE WAS AT MT. RUSHMORE FOR ABOUT A WEEK & FORTUNATELY FOR ME, SHE WILL BE HOME TODAY!
I AM CRAZY EXCITED TO TAKE A FULL-BLOWN SHOWER ACTUALLY--TMI, RIGHT? i MEAN I CAN'T RAISE MY ARMS TO WASH MY HAIR--I DO IT IN THE SINK W/ MY AH HELP--SOMETHING HE IS FAIRLY GOOD AT ACTUALLY!
