The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Time is flying by so I will make this quick! I am sitting in a library in my hometown where I spend time on this computer! I only have 27 minutes so here goes! I am getting more grateful as I sit here! I have a load of friends & so much to thank them for! I guess I have been blessed beyond measure. This weekend is our town's biggest celebration of them year! Labor Day weekend is the most important holiday that we celebrate here. It is like a fair & then some--fireworks & all! So, what I am getting at is this is the last time I will be able to get on this computer for four days! I am already having separation anxiety! Does that make sense? I thought I would never get so caught up in spending time on the computer but this site has me hooked! I love to see when I can all your responses & comments when I am able to get on here! You all brighten my day! In the meantime, I am struggling with weekends. I always try to keep busy when I am able but it seems like every time I try to get something major done, I fail! I can really kick myself! I am so tired of feeling guilty for the clutter that I live in! But..I can't seem to get under it! I am just grateful that my AH doesn't freak out daily! He is doing much better than I am these days except he spends time stressing over MONEY!!!! I can't seem to convince him to let go! I know it is not my "job"! I just need a break from this MADNESS! OK so I will survive! I am powerless over him & his need to obsess! Now that I got that out I feel much better & I can really focus on me & my ramblings! I will celebrate this weekend & spend some quality time with me! I am so happy that you all will have some time to read this as I will not be able to respond to your comments until Tuesday. Yeah, I say to myself; GET OVER IT! Love you all! Kathleen
I really am thankful for this forum also! There is NO ONE that I can talk to locally or long-distance about these issues except you guys. I feel soooo much better after reading a few posts, maybe responding to a few or posting myself. Online forums was an exellent idea. And the chat room is good too!
Love you all!