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I am way ready for this feeling to end! I am still struggling but I will still survive! I have been determined to get past the stress & anxiety I have been facing for almost 4 weeks now. For those of you who have been following my posts, it is still just a sleep issue but sometimes more than that!
I am anxious about a surgery that I may or may not get! thousands of $$$ that may go out to correct a problem that I have been facing since I was in Jr. high. anyway, I don't want to go into it too much because it is in a delicate place. I have no insurance so they say it is cosmetic! I think it is necessary for my own personal well-being. So, the consultation is on the 7th. Pray for me if you are able that the Plastic surgeon says Yes & that I will be a good candidate for the surgery!
I will update as the time progresses. I just want to get it over with by July or just after. So, I am having trouble living ODAT! I guess that might be why I am having trouble with sleep now! CRAZY, HUH? It seems like it never ends--my own fault.
Good luck with the consultation. If you are worried about the expense contact the hospital. If you are here in the states, they have patient financial advocates. I contacted them because despite the fact that I have insurance, I couldn't pay the rest of the bills. It turned out I was eligible for 75%funding. That helped tremendously.
You have strength, determination and courage. I know all will be well. You will always have my prayers. Much love and blessings to you and your family.
Live strong, Karilynn & Pipers Kitty
-- Edited by Karilynn on Saturday 29th of May 2010 06:20:14 AM
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It's your life. Take no prisoners. You will have it your way.
Kathleen, You can count on my prayers! Already on the way :)
Just keep reaching out. I don't know about you, but reaching out for me and saying I need help is the hardest thing for me to do. You did it you reached out, you asked for prayers and you let us know you are worried. You'll make it because you are not walking alone!
Yours in recovery, Mandy
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"We are not punished for our unforgiveness, we are punished by it" Jim Stovall
You're in my prayers, Kathleen. When i have trouble sleeping due to anxious feelings or those nagging thoughts about whatever is going on I try to refocus and reaffirm that I truly do believe that a HP is doing the best things for me and I am exactly where I am supposed to be at any given time. Sounds simpler than it is but doing that really does help alot. I wish you the best!
