The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
How are you doing sweetheart? I have been thinking and praying for you and yours. Wish I could throw you a rope and pull you out, but then that would not be good either huh?
I know we have to do things ourselves, but I want you to know, if I were there, I would do whatever I could. But here I am in Oregon...
Checking on you becuz I know ya feel awful. It is not easy to come here and spill it. I thought it was neat that you wanted someone to say, hey girl you are out of control and catch ya.
Hope your sponsor was helpful. Remember they are human too. I am not sure how you two get along. If you don't feel it is ok with her/ him, don't be afraid to get another sponsor. We can always learn different things from different people.
I hope too, that you will be able to say to who ever you need to, what you need, or at least say, I am so in trouble here.
You know dori I was thinking, when I got so out of it, I would ask my hp to hang on to me tight please. I had to feel someone cared and would really hang onto me. I have a tendancy or used to, to not want to go on. I would ask hp to hang on tight, so I could change things so I could go on.
There are always options. I know they seem scarey or unreachable. Especially when ya feel crummy.
Anyway wanted to tell ya how much I care. Love to you, and please keep us posted how you are.
Thank you.Yes i did go to face to face meeting.i got a real good sponsor but as i do ha i try to care take her and not always call when i need to . she suggested i get a bad and beat the bed to get rid of anger. so i am doing that this weekend when kdis are gone.
I also went and volunteer and got out of my self and that hleped alot.i do have appts for evaluations to see what is really going on.
i could feel your prayers thank you.i am fighting some depression but with God i am comeing out of it. thanks again
