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This is from my share today and I was encouraged to share this with others, so Im doing just that.
not feeling too prolific but i'll give it a go ;)
i was very hopless for so long i was seeing & obsessing on the situations of others and ignoring my own i suffered a lot of pain & anguish mental anxiety but i had this weird, hope for others to change it was more like wishing, i guess but i didnt have any hope for me with program, and in discovering what self love is & means i have had hope grow in me today i have a very positive outlook and it is almost an expectation -- of my own new perspective it feels like it is secured in me i know as long as i am focused on right now (not tomorrow or the past) there is some empowerment waiting for me today i know this bc ive done it i am free now that i can focus on me and i can get up & do something to help me i do have faith i didnt have it much for me in the past but it is much stronger now ive learned that no matter what happens, i will survuve i will be ok im not sure what my ideas where before the doom, gloom, dread of what will be even in crisis, we are ok, really i always expected the worst and it usually never happened i was just keeping myself in a state of fear needlessly ppl have told me i have a lot of courage even in the darkest of times i sure know fear courage is not an absence of fear it is just doing it anyway moving even though u are terrified i dont have to be perfect and am no longer judging myself i have been going through a process of undoing letting go of what no longer works for a more positive & porductive experience it really works odaat done
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Light, Love, Peace, Blessings & Healing to Us All. God's Will Be Done. Amen.
How so true for me. I made myself very very ill obsessing about others and I was completely hopeless about my own life. Thank you for letting me know how very far you've come! I hope you manage to have a relaxing holiday (mine is all about dealing with chores, chores, stuff I should have done years ago and more). In time I'll get to a place where I am not on survival anymore.
