Woke up this am, after yet another long and crazy busy day, feeling like I hadn't even been to bed.  Physically I feel completely beat down and so drained I can barely go forward, but today, mentally, I feel like I might just be ok.

Tonight, I am going to do my very best to get to a meeting.....some of the insanity I participated in earlier this week (a whole other post-lol) tells me I need to be there.  Tomorrow I am heading to Swallow Falls with my son and a friend and their children for a day of relaxation, and Sunday I REFUSE to leave my home-unless it is on fire!!!  I am staying in and enjoying where I spend all my money to live for a change!

I have to find my way back to the serenity that I had in January when I accepted and let go of EXABF and that entire situation.  I need the calmness and peace back in my life and I'm going to pray to my HP to please let me return to that place in time where everything was just calm and good. 

I know what I need to do, I know how I need to do it, and I know all the good intentions in the world will NOT get my to Fla IF I keep on driving North, so I am thinking that this weekend I turn the car around-starting tonight and get my self headed South......back to Serenity Circle!!

Thanks for letting me share
love and peace
shelly