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OK, This is how my day has gone so far... Got Up EARLY to get Blood work done... "Yeah Me", get shower, get hair done, face on, husband up, boy up, out the door, get there OK, go in, they tell me that since "they" desided to check Something ELSE, that My Fasting 8 Hours was not good enough, I had to Fast 12... SOOO Starving I go back to the office..Do some paper work, dabble on here some, get cussed by customer, get ready to go BACK to get Blood work done, Place Is PACKED, I find a spot, maybe a little too anthused about it, and I HIT A TRANSIT BUS... Sitting in the Parking lot!!!!
Soooo Figure, better get blood done...lol... (Don't mess with MY Order of things) do that and go about trying to track down a NEEDLE In a Hey stack driver, IN A Hospital, No one can help, fill out report with securtiy on duty, (He is hit'n on my, flirting away, I'm Pretty much CRAMMING My Wedding Ring Up His Nose), Kindly tell him I will take it from here... Leave that spot, go call insurance company file my report, go back leave my # on the Van, with a little note that says "Hey... I Hit Your Van, My # Is, My Insurnace # is, SORRY"...lol...
Well been cussing myself the whole way home, because if I had not been in such a rush to get it over with and EAT, I may have had better sense...
SOOOO Get home go thru the mail... Get a letter from excustives of wills, telling me I owe them XXX Amount of dollars, but there is no explanation what so ever, just says "Small Estate", & "Certified Mail", to which it arrived US Postal ???? So in going thru the rest I find a letter from a Propane company "I don't have" Telling me I owe them XXX Amout of dollars for my "Rented Propane Tank"...???????? Here the Trailer I so graciously GIFTED was in possession of this such TANK... Which I DON"T Have, and Can't Come up with, I have ONLY A Phone Number of this person which I left a message for, but I am suuurrreeee By now thinks I am COMPLETELY Cracked...
And now I have to run my son to yet another event, and come home cook, and try not to PANIC... So Far I think I am failing...
I mean I have not had an accident in over 12 years... and tho the damage was minimal, My Insurance will STILL Go UP, and that ticks me off, and I was going Sat. to Pick out a stone for my deseased AFather, so that I would FINALLY Be ALL DONE, Now this Crap is jumping out of the wood work...ALL ON THE SAME DAY.... I have read my earlier post, and thought... I GOT THIS... But ya know... Quite Frankly I DON'T... What ever HP Is Teaching me today, is a hard One.. I am tring to focus but SORRY CAN"T...
Trying to be patient but not fairing so well :( ESH ME PLEASE :)
wow, what a day you've had! So many opportunities to use the program! Well, what can u do... gotta accept what has happened.
At least u can inform the compnaies of the mistakes they made -- my mom's friend always told me to check the credit card statements b/c sometimes they just charge you twenty dollars for no apparent reason & I did catch it once & had to call & they just removed the charge. It's unfortunate we have to watch so carefully to be sure thihngs are being done properly and you're not getting ripped off - but it happens. Some times just as human error, other times someone really is trying to get something over on us.
I dont know what ur HP is trying to get across to you today - to slow down or to keep surrenderring but I know I have to surrender a lot to remind myself how little power I really do have.
Please dont kick yourself... forgive youself for the lil fender bender. It was an accident/mistake & it happens to us all. You left a note & were accountable - not much more u can do. Turn it over & go on. Lots of opportunities for growth!
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Light, Love, Peace, Blessings & Healing to Us All. God's Will Be Done. Amen.
Be careful what you ask for! Some idiot may come along and give it to you! (o: Well don't cha know that life just hit you? Guess what? Ya made it through!
It is strange isn't it how things work that way. We are pushed and pushed until the whole thing is really hysterical. Isn't this the HALT thing?
You know a lot of this is fixable. So you went "postal?"
Sorry could not help it. I hope you are in a good mood and don't hate me!
Look at it like a sitcom. You are so cute!
Ok when ya gifted that mobile, did you sign the title over? Do you have a receipt it was a gift?
Take a breath. All we can do is, do what we can with the obstacle. Then let it go.
Gads you went thru so many high stress things right in a row. So what have you done,or will ya do to anti stress?
Nap, I let it go, rest. Then I make a list of priorities. Get the info for phone calls in one list. Phone number written on list by task.
So it is all right in front of you.
As far as learning that comes later. You will see it was all doable one day at a time. Serenity prayer too, I fit the obstacle in to the prayer. Catagorize the situations.
I forgot to go to UPS today and fax some important info to mortgage.
After doing all my errands I came home was still too busy, hot sun, old, and had an attack of one of those things I do.
So Hp said go lay down before you blow up.
so I did.
It will get done.
I mean Jozie sometimes we can stop our worlds by choosing too, taking care of us.
does not have to be we have to go to the hospital, or be unconcious,or barfing etc where we just are seriously stopped.
I remember being so tired, I just did not care I did not do this or that I HAD to rest.
I guess what I am saying is ok ya did the life glob so now rest.
My mother used to say sometimes I just have to put what I am sewing in the cubboard and not look at it until I am ready to face it again. lol
I used to think when I used to sew ,well I will drop all the pins once so might as well get it over with!
So my dear, luvs ya. If anything it was all so I could tease you and we got such an eye opener of your life!
Keeeeeeeep venting. hugs,debilyn
-- Edited by debilyn on Wednesday 24th of June 2009 11:37:14 PM
-- Edited by debilyn on Wednesday 24th of June 2009 11:40:39 PM
