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Well this morning I woke up with my "New" Attitude, New Do, and New found hope in HP... I knew it couldn't be a "Perfect" morning for I have excepted there are no such times, but Progress is the Key...
I got up, bounced in the shower, and got my boy movin (He gets up on his own but is a slow mover)... I love my hair, It is alot shorter, and I can jump out of the shower and out the door, in minutes if I choose too... The Husband isn't a thrilled with it, but that is his Issue, not mine.. for It is MY Hair :) Read some of my readers and got my wheels turning for a thought process this morning, I haven't had that in a couple days now, soI was very happy it come around...
Got to work, got the 1st 2 hours knocked out with out a hitch, got a ton of stuff done that I have just NOT been able to focus on this week, so the ball is rolling again, and I am trilled and grateful I woke to a differant Spirit this morning... :)
I have been for weeks, "Well ok Months" been putting off, going to my Doc, and getting my blood work done, for fear of what she may find...But I know my Sugar could be off and that could be alot of my problem "Attitude, lazy, strung out" (I am borerline diabetic)... I haven't been the best Patient since Dad past, and haven't been doing as well as I should with my eating habits, so hopefully after the blood work comes in I will get myself "Back" on track with that as well...Plus last time Cholesteral was Spiked again... :(
I figure If I am starting this trip to self recovery, then it is time, to "Self Recover", weather I like the results or not... I am putting it in HP's Hands, and Not Taking it back...I am the only one that can cure my sugar problems, and I know it is time now to start getting it back in line. I have diabities on Both sides of my Tree, and I have other health issues that is a big factor in Heart Disease which is also on both sides of my family, so I must "Take" back my Strength and see it the rest of the way thru...
Weather Sucks today, but for that I am "powerless" but I am not Powerless over how I can preceeve this Rainy...Icky... Day... :) For to me, it is just a nice cool day, were I will cross my fingers and hope for Sun sometime during it, or just pretend it is there... For I need it in my soul I think :)
Thanks again for ALL of your Support, I love getting ALL ESH, it has helped lift my spirits and showed me a "Way of Passage" that I can live with, and get excited to explore... Love, Hugs & Prayers to You All...
Ok so u made a connection with your Higher Power . awsome . this may help u keep it , it works for me . every morning the first words out of my mouth are GOOD MORNING GOD WHAT ARE WE DOING TODAY ? it keeps my mind open to whatever happens and reminds me that I no longer am in charge of my life . It also helps me to not MISS the good days by worrying about what could happen , I got sick of projecting and choose to just adjust to what is , One day at a time . it really is all we have Today . Louise